Life, and beyond, basically.
Well...I've already met him..but also: the enlightened, astrologers, philosophers, parapsychologists, astronauts, mind-stimulators, lost wanderers, writers, insomniacs, nymphomaniacs, psychics, angsty rock stars, starving artists, 420 friends, feng shui specialists, scientists, alchemists, mermaids, ninjas, transcendentalists, flame dancers, superheros, water signs, earth signs, air signs, fire signs, idealists, realists, genuine hearted individuals...
The sounds that wind you, mind you, rewind you,
remind you, it's the choices that bind you, and the time that confines you.
"I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me...but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst...And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life...You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry...you will someday."
-American Beauty
Anything that leaves me at the end, staring at the screen, wondering what the fuck just happened.
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Cashback, Fight Club, Hard Candy, Vanilla Sky, Gia, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Clerks, I Heart Huckabees, Girl, Interrupted, Almost Famous, The Virgin Suicides, Crazy/Beautiful, Run Lola Run, Saw, Thirteen, The Butterfly Effect, Stay, What Dreams May Come, High Fidelity, Jawbreaker, Boogie Nights, Empire Records, American Pie, Superbad, The Faculty, Can't Hardly Wait.
Nip/Tuck and Family Guy.
I inhale, snort, and shoot up words.
Veronica by Nicholas Christopher, Fight Club by Chuck Pahalniuk, The Distance Between Us by Maggie O'Farrel,
Memoirs Of A Geisha by Arthur Golden, Pretty Little Mistakes by Heather McEhatton, Crank by Ellen Hopkins, PostSecret books, After You'd Gone by Maggie O'Farrel, Be Here Now by Ram Dass, Creative Visualization by Shakti Gawain, Sexual Astrology by Joanna Woolfolk, Go Ask Alice by Anonymous, Mysterious Skin by Scott Heim, Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, A Long Way Down by Nick Hornby, The Effects Of Light by Miranda Beverly-Whittemore, Ecstasy Club by Douglas Rushkof, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, Harry Potter series by J.K Rowling,
Jesse Lacey, Max Bemis, Albert Einstein, Jewel, Conor Oberst, Andrew McMahon, Mr. Ahnfeldt, Your mom, People who have changed my life without ever knowing it, Everyone who has ever screwed me over, you made me the stronger person I am now. Thank you.