The darkest souls are not those which choose to exist within the hell of the abyss, but those which choose to break free from the abyss and move silently among us.
I'm Amanda/Mandy, don't call me Maz unless you really know me.. I'm 22, born April 11th 86' which makes me an Aries and I most certainly live up to it! I live in Western Australia and am a Natural blonde, true story. I'm the youngest of two amazing brothers, they're very protective of me xx. I love my family to pieces - my parents are my world. I am a strong minded person that tends to wear my heart on my sleeve which causes myself trouble but I can't help the way I feel. I'm persistant when it comes to things that captivate me, I don't give up lightly nor take shit!
My main goal in life is to have as much fun and as many adventures as possible, life's far too short to be bored and day dream so I'm constantly finding new ways to entertain myself :p
I love everything about Tattoo's and have 11 of them so far, I plan on getting alot more ink and don't give a flying fuck what anyone thinks. Your body is a blank canvas so make it fucking pretty! Don't bother getting one if you dwell how it will look in 2 or 20 years time or how you think others will feel about it, get it for yourself and yourself only. I can't wait to get back into the chair and endure more of that beautiful pain mmm
The shit you hear about me, might be true but then again it could be as FAKE as the bitch who told you ;)
I have many aspects to my personality. At times can be pretty shy and reserved and other times very open and talkative, it just depends where I am and the situation. I get annoyed very easily but never show it, same with emotions I very rarely show how I'm truely feeling.
Very Stubborn. I'm quite superstitious - especially the whole 'touch wood' stuff, Song Lyrics inspire me, I love going to Concerts / Gigs just the atmosphere is enough to make my day, I'm quite addicted to Wrestling - I always get really into it and yell at the TV haha (or yell at the local EPW matches) My fav shows are TNA, WWE Smackdown & Raw and the old ECW, I was ambidexrous but chose to stay with left, I'm not who you think I am - very different to other girls, I am extremely indecisive, Have quite a thing with everything zebra print, I'd never refuse an invitation to the movies, I always tend to want things when it's too late, Extremely impulsive - like probably the worst impulsive buyer you'll ever meet, I want to be in a Grindcore/Tech Death Metal band one day, I say 'awesome' way too much, Don't do drama!, I love watching scary movies that make my heart race, Miss my Dirtbike so much - I can't wait to get a new one :p Motorbikes are quite popular in my family with my Dad being an Enduro racing champ and my bro runs the Perth side of the top Motorcycle company in Oz and my other bro works with Harleys and Superbikes!, I love Brussel Sprouts, Always remember little things no one else does, Could never have enough Band Merch, Overly Obsessed with Arnold Schwarzenegger - when I meet him I will get his autograph tattooed on me, I hate the word "Dude", Very much dislike mornings - Nightowl for sure, I like to make everything fun, Watch way too many movies, Have a mild social phobia at times, I tend to find faces on everything like the evil seal on Jamie's Napalm Death banner which is actually a radioactive symbol, Have very bad sleeping patterns - My mind just never stops and I over think the most stupid things, I can't skateboard but I wish I could, Tend to sleep with the tv on and I almost always sleep with one leg out of the covers, Hate summer and the heat - give me thunderstorms and cold weather any day, I'd love to be in a slasher horror movie, Sailors vocab - I say shit fuck cunt alot and don't fucking care what you think of that. cunt.. :p
I can drink 2 beers in 3 seconds and 3 beers in 5 seconds, I have been named Queen of Funnels and will always hold that throne. No one will top it :p Not even you Simon! lol
I love being outside and driving.. I used to be so afraid of driving hence why it took me so fucking long to get my licence haha but I'm so happy I have it now.
I have a dark and somewhat morbid sense of humour at times, also the occassional immature shit like 'ya mum' haha.
I tend to find horrible and disgusting things hilarious and facinating, I could eat KFC and look at Rotten.com.. I live for that shit, gore is the best - I love it! My love for it will be expressed soon in some permanent ink.....I have one so far, much more to be added though ;)
I hate it when people judge before they really know you.. how can you live your life going by what you hear? You really think your shit don't stink? Seriously.. grow up and maybe you'll get respect one day ;) I have no time for people who are judgemental, fatuous, sheep baaaa baaaa, two faced and hypocritical - you can all burn in a fire together and I look forward to that day, I have the marshmellows waiting to toast! - Because of those types of people I find it hard to trust others, only trust a very small group. Needs to be earnt
I spend my days doing various things...
When I'm not working I'm either chilling out at home listening to music and on the computer or out shopping & catching up with my amazingly awesome friends. Love going out and getting rowdy on the weekends (or during the week when the mood strikes) whether it's at a local metal gig, the pub or at a mates place hanging out / running amok and drinking till dawn, aslong as I'm with my mates I'm happy :) All my mates are awesome in their own way, they amaze me everyday and I love them all to pieces as I do with my super awesome best friends, they're my world and wouldn't know what I'd do without them!
If you disrespect my mates you're gone. But I am always up for meeting new people too :)
If you've got nothing to die for, you have nothing to live for.
I'm a Metal head with a love for Gangster Rap though I do listen to very wide variety of music. My absolute favourites will always be Black Label Society, Amon Amarth, Motley Crue, Pantera, Emeth, Korn & Kataklysm. If you haven't checked these awesome bands out fucking do it because they will rule your world. Brutal. And also from my other side of musical likes would be Eminem, Ice/Snoop/Dre & Wu-Tang
So as I said I listen to a variety and my Music playlist would no doubt suprise you.. One day I want head banging death metal and the next I'll want teeny bopping tunes to dance to :p
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Yesterday today and tomorrow.
This is in my heart Ill never change.
Memories will live forever in my heart.
Fuck the fakes who have fallen through the cracks of patheticness.
I'll never forget you.
I'll never change the way I feel.
You will always be a joke in my eyes.
To all the fakes I fucken hate you.
To all my friends I'll die for you.
This is our lives.
This is who we are.