I AM STILL DISCOVERING NEW THINGS ABOUT MYSELF SO THIS SECTION IS VERY DIFFUCULT FOR ME. BUT THE BEST THING ABOUT ME IS MY LOVE FOR GOD. HE HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT I COULD EVER DO THAT COULD REPAY HIM FOR HIS BLESSINGS. BEFORE I HAD HIM .... ..I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!
..IN MY LIFE I WAS DEPRESSED, INSECURE, AND VERY UNHAPPY ALMOST SUICIDAL. I THOUGHT THAT I NEEDED A MAN IN MY LIFE TO MAKE ME HAPPY. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I STILL WANT A MAN IN MY LIFE BUT NOT JUST ANY MAN, BUT THE MAN THAT GOD HAS DESIGNED ME FOR. IN MY HEART I KNOW THAT MY LOVE IS OUT THERE BUT WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO MEET YET. THE LORD IS STILL WORKING ON ME BUT COMPARED TO THE WOMEN I USE TO BE YOU WOULDN'T THINK I WAS THE SAME PERSON. I WAKE UP WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE AND GO TO BED HAPPY AND NOT BECAUSE SOMEONE IS THERE WITH ME BUT BECAUSE I AM OK WITH THAT. ALOT OF PEOPLE EMAIL ME ASKING ME "WHY ARE U STILL SINGLE" WELL HERE'S YOUR ANSWER BECAUSE GOD DESIGN ME FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL AND HIS PREPARING ME FOR THIS PERSON SPRITUALLY, EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY, AND EVEN PHYSICALLY. GOD IS MOLDING ME INTO THE WOMEN HE WANTS ME TO BE AND SO FAR I AM PLEASE WITH THE RESULTS. BUT HE IS FAR FROM DONE WITH ME, THER IS ALOT OF THINGS THAT I NEED TO DO. THE FIRST THING IS PURIFYING MY HEART I NEED TO BE MORE EMOTIONALLY AVAILABLE TO OTHERS. I NEVER REALIZED HOW SELF CENTERED I WAS UNTIL GOD OPEN MY EYES TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THIS WORLD. MY TRUE HAPPINESS COMES FROM KNOWING THAT I MADE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE.
