Hi, My Name is Erika |
My name is Erika and over the last 19 years I have come to realize some things.
I am hypercritial of myself.
I bottle up emotions.
I am a creature of habbit.
I tend to be needy with my best friend.
I ... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:26:00 PST |
My Apocalypse is Someone Else’s Rainbow |
I retreat to the fantasy in my mind,
The fog and tangles of my perception,
Thoughts triggered and fueled by the LSD
that clings to my cracked and blistered throat.
I submerdge in the water, lu... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:52:00 PST |
Fetus in a Shoebox |
I had a dream last night, were I was bored so I decided to go to different abortion doctors and have them explain things to me.I was at this doctor who told me and ended up giving me this shoebo... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:15:00 PST |
The Patterns of my Cuts |
Mask myself with artificial beauty,
Bind my body in tight black clothes,
Try to wipe away the feelings that seeth.
Cover the stale emotion so it wont show.
I sit pretty and wait patiently,
Making exus... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:27:00 PST |
Perceptual Perfection |
1 nose job
+2 fake boobs
-10 pounds
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PERFECTION... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:14:00 PST |
Cruel Irony |
Cruel Irony
I hurt the good ones
the bad ones hurt me
im alone so i dont get hurt
though being alone hurts... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:25:00 PST |
I Dont Date |
I have decided I am not goign to date until I am 30.
It will take that long to find someone worth the risk of getting hurt by. First time stung a little so I will just wait 12 years or so to do ... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:55:00 PST |
My Biggest Fear |
I have been watching Six Feet Under for four days straight now and that show always gets me thinking about my life..that and the fact that I've been listening to The Smiths and a whole shit load of de... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:35:00 PST |
We Accept the Love We Think We Deserve |
What have I done to turn it like this? Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 09:27:00 PST |
Kill Cupid |
So boys and girls that time is almost amongst us.
The day when the single feel miserable, the ugly feel undesirable and the depressed feel suicidal.
Thats right, in a couple weeks it will be Valentin... Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST |