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XPost Modern SleazeX

I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

I'm a never to be published poet
Self Critical
Have hang-ups
No Idea where i belong or fit in
Hopeless Romantic
Coffee Junkie
I read to escape
My arms are scarred
The only thing I aim to get out of you is a laugh
My heart is held together with glue and tape
I hate spiders
Im the girl that makes car noises and silly faces
I have made an ass out of myself more times than i have fingers or toes
Im a shitty Pescatarian
Quirky as hell, but thats what makes me cute
Fake Hair, Makeup, Glitter, and black make me happy
Passionate about Human rights
Love animals to bits!

How To Get Erika To Love You:

Take me for coffee
Bring me flowers
Take me to a cemetary to look around
Induldge me
Play with me, I love playgrounds
Color with me
Watch Disney Movies with me
Go to a play with me
Emerse yourself in my culture (the socially unaccepted one)

My Interests

Music:

Metal
Industiral
J-Metal
Indie/Feminist/Lesbian
Some 80's

Movies:

80's Cult Classics Disney Movies

Television:

NCIS, Golden Girls and Six Feet Under

Books:

Ordinary People, Choke, St. Ursulas, Hating Women, She's Come Undone...I own about 365 books, have maybe 7 I didnt like

Heroes:

Secure people

My Blog

Hi, My Name is Erika

My name is Erika and over the last 19 years I have come to realize some things. I am hypercritial of myself. I bottle up emotions. I am a creature of habbit. I tend to be needy with my best friend. I ...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 09:26:00 PST

My Apocalypse is Someone Else’s Rainbow

I retreat to the fantasy in my mind, The fog and tangles of my perception, Thoughts triggered and fueled by the LSD that clings to my cracked and blistered throat.   I submerdge in the water, lu...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:52:00 PST

Fetus in a Shoebox

I  had a dream last night, were I was bored so I decided to go to different abortion doctors and have them explain things to me.I was at this doctor who told me and ended up giving me this shoebo...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 06:15:00 PST

The Patterns of my Cuts

Mask myself with artificial beauty, Bind my body in tight black clothes, Try to wipe away the feelings that seeth. Cover the stale emotion so it wont show. I sit pretty and wait patiently, Making exus...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 10:27:00 PST

Perceptual Perfection

  1 nose job +2 fake boobs -10 pounds ______________   PERFECTION...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:14:00 PST

Cruel Irony

Cruel Irony   I hurt the good ones the bad ones hurt me im alone so i dont get hurt though being alone hurts...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 09:25:00 PST

I Dont Date

I have decided I am not goign to date until I am 30. It will take that long to find someone worth the risk of getting hurt by.  First time stung a little so I will just wait 12 years or so to do ...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:55:00 PST

My Biggest Fear

I have been watching Six Feet Under for four days straight now and that show always gets me thinking about my life..that and the fact that I've been listening to The Smiths and a whole shit load of de...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:35:00 PST

We Accept the Love We Think We Deserve

What have I done to turn it like this?
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 09:27:00 PST

Kill Cupid

So boys and girls that time is almost amongst us. The day when the single feel miserable, the ugly feel undesirable and the depressed feel suicidal. Thats right, in a couple weeks it will be Valentin...
Posted by XPost Modern SleazeX on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST