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This move is Killing me!! BUT, I wanted to say thank you to all those who have wished me well in ALL things, and to also say that though I am not on too much at the moment, I WILL be back in full swing AFTER this move is finished. At the moment, I am only checking in every other day or so. Much love to all!

The future depends on what we do in the present.
~ Mahatma Gandhi ~
I suppose I just need to throw a temper tantrum, cry my heart out, and just flipping get over it. not sure how that will work out for me, but if you are a praying kinda person, say a few for me, ok? Peace
Peace is not something you wish for;
it's something you make, something you do, something you are, something you give away.
Robert Fulghum
A friend sent this to me tonight, after reading my previous ranting and raving, for which I almost apologize for, and I think this says it all. thanks Vic, for sharing:
People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered,
LOVE THEM ANYWAY
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives,
DO GOOD ANYWAY
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies,
SUCCEED ANYWAY
The good you do will be forgotten tomorrow,
DO GOOD ANYWAY
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable,
BE HONEST AND FRANK ANYWAY
What you spent years building may be destroyed overnight,
BUILD ANYWAY
People really need help but may attack you if you help them,
HELP PEOPLE ANYWAY
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth,
GIVE THE WORLD THE BEST YOU'VE GOT ANYWAY.
Mother Teresa.....
WARNING!!
HEAVY venting ahead!
WHY are people SO STUPID? AND MORE importantly, WHY, when THEY do something that creates problems or disasters in their lifes, WHY OH WHY, do they always seek ME out?? I am SO amazed at the number of people who truly refuse to accept responsibitity for THEIR actions! Not MY actions, theirs.
I went out of my way to help someone I called a friend. Thats what I do, help if needed, AND asked. And all I got in return was disrespect, anger, and attitude.

NO MORE!
On the Bright side of things, I am on my way to the city to take my son and future daughter in law out to dinner. I WILL always find a bright spot in life. THATS the glory of ME!!
I am a VERY good hearted person, apparently to a fault. Seems as though every time I help someone, it always comes back to hurt me.
I guess it continually surprises me that people can show such disrespect to someone who is only trying to help. help I might add, that they asked for!
I guess I will never understand people. I do know though, that I will never stop having faith in people. If that makes me stupid or naive, so be it. im not sure I could face the alternative.
thats really all I can do. Be myself.
"Love the heart that hurts you, and never hurt the heart that loves you"
Peace and love to all
Somethings..... demand to be said again, and again, and again.
There are events in your life, that you simply can't,or WONT let go of.
Though it may feel impossible to survive, the truth is; that you will
And when you actually realize that you DID survive, thats when you begin to grow. At that point all you can do is
"Only when we are no longer afraid, do we begin to Live"
ATTENTION: IF you are under 35, and send me a friend request, explain WHY....and KNOW THIS ABOUT ME: I am NOT looking for some young stud, I have TWO children, and do NOT need nor WANT anymore!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ City Girl Attitude, with a Country Girl Heart. Not always a good combination, but always fun!Fiercly loyal and protective of those I hold near and dear; especially my babies (LOL, they are 23 and 20). Mess with them, and you will find out what Red Head Attitude means!
I love life, love to laugh, love to play and have fun. I have a serious side that only those that know me very well typically see.I have a weirdly wicked view of this small space I call my world. Trust me when I say I see things unlike most people... good?, bad?, who knows...
I truly believe that everyday is a Gift. What you do with that gift is up to you. I personally choose to live everyday of my life as well as I am able. I strive to make tomorrow a better day than today, and I truly try to make ME a better person tomorrow, than I was today.
I have finally found that which has calmed my soul and heart. It is as if that final piece of puzzle has been found.And yes, I STILL wake up every morning, with a smile on my face and a gleam in my eye thinking "What kinda trouble can I get in to today?" As my wonderful friend Kell has said so many times "I am right where I want to be"


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My Interests


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Music, I am SO about the Music!! I think there is a song for every moment in life.. for every thought never spoken... for every feeling ever felt~~

The most wonderful thing to me, about MySpace, are the musicians. What an amazing opportunity for them, to showcase their talents, and get the word out of who they are, and what they can do. What an opportunity for US as well, to watch, listen and help them grow into our future icons and stars.

I LOVE to write, though I don't nearly as often as I would like. brI am learning that life truly IS what you make it. What a wonderful thing!
Anything involving the outdoors; Hiking, camping, canoeing, boating. Simply sitting in nature, hearing nothing BUT nature.. that's where my heart truly is. I often wonder if our children and their children will understand how precious this earth is. My Daddy taught me as a small child "Always Leave the outdoors, a better place than you found it". He would take us out of school every 2nd friday, to go camping... anywhere, from the mountains in Alaska, to the red clay mountains in Georgia, to the Everglades. The last evening there, we always walked and talked, picking up everyone else's destruction. I've taught my children the same, and I pray they will teach their children as well.

My friends and my family, and of course my babies. My babies rule my world. ~~~UFC ROCKS, I HAVE to admit, I've become an addict!!~~ College Sports, Kansas State Football and KU Basketball And regardless of how the season ends, I will always love my Chiefs

I'd like to meet:

Friends, people with similar interests. Anyone with a twisted view of life is a welcome addition... tell me your story, and I might tell ya mine ;)

Music:

This is an amazing group who discovered me! Give 'em a listen, guarantee, your gonna love them!Those that know me, know I am "ALL ABOUT" the music... Well, through the gift of new friends, I was able to enjoy and meet Anthony Gomes on 8-4-06. All I can say is should you EVER have the chance to see him, DO IT!!! This man has a True, Natural Gift Thank you Terry, for sharing this with me, and Mostly, Thank you Anthony, For sharing your Gift with us all. "Those who dance are considered insane, by those who can't hear the music" George Carlin
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~~~~~~~~~~~~THE BLUES~~~~~~~~~ SRV, BB King, Johnny Lang, Kenny Wayne, Joss Stone, Anthony GomesNow THAT'S a Guitar!!! AND a man who can play it! (wow...SEXY voice, SEXY to look at too!), AND one of my NEWEST FAVORITES Dave Owens... I JUST got his CD, and I SWEAR I Totally Love it!!!Check him out, you wont regret it!~~~ and the BEST ALL AROUND LOCAL BLUES you will find: Fast Johnny Ricker~~~~~..

ROCK; Disturbed, Panic cell System of a Down, Metallica(early), NIN,Theory of a Deadman, Shinedown, Nickelback, GnR (early), Aerosmith, LZ, HINDER, buckcherry
ALTERNATIVE: (mostly 90's) Bush, Smashing Pumpkins, Garbage, NirvanaCOUNTRY: Kenny Chesney, Alan Jackson, Hank, Jason Aldean, and many moreHipHop/RnB/Rap: Eminem, Lil Jon, Alicia Keys, PussyCatdolls, Ludacris, 50 Cent, Tu Pac; his was a gift that can never be replaced

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Movies:

Pirates of the Caribbean..
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8 Mile,


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Tombstone, Pulp Fiction,


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Slingblade, The Ring, Boondock Saints,


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Heroes:

My momma, my children, ANYone in the Military and ANYone who leads an honest life www.MySpaceSugar.com Premium Myspace Layouts MyGen Profile Generator

My Blog

Finally

Well, its finally here.  The big move is on, and OMG, I'm TIRED!  Kinda sucks, cuz Im not even started! In keeping with my life, it really should be Spring.  A time for change, and new&...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 04:29:00 PST

out of the mouths of babes

Gonna have to start this by saying that I was crushed by my "friends" response the other day.  Never saw it coming.  and I admit, I AM a reactionary person, and apparently, an impulsive one....
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 09:20:00 PST

Blogs

Was brought to my attention that my blogs are entirely too depressing, and that my attitude was not to some's liking.  My initial reaction was hurt.  Then anger.  now just bitchiness. ...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:54:00 PST

Life Hates Me

I keep telling myself that at SOME point, things WILL get easier.  Apparently this is a huge lie that I tell myself, simply to get through the day. Now, at this point, this is not set in stone, b...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 09:07:00 PST

Life... or my lack of..

It occurs to me that I truly have ZERO life these days.  Zilch, zip, nada, none.  Thought I was making progress in that direction, started doing more, laughing more, opening up.  Was ac...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 01:58:00 PST

Time to Rejoin the Living

This past 2 months, have been harder than I ever imagined possible.  In that short of a time, I have managed to completely cut myself off from all and everything that I hold dear.  Havent be...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 07:14:00 PST

In Loving Memory

After what has felt like a million years, but in reality was only a month, my amazing Momma passed away this morning.  I've cried rivers, screamed till I'm hoarse, and am now finding the strength...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:35:00 PST

The Gift of Family

I am, by nature, a people "watcher".  I love to watch people in different situations, and see how they react and how they interreact with others.  In crisis situations, do theycome together ...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Mon, 07 May 2007 05:38:00 PST

This sadness within

What a horrible day yesterday was.  After my daddy died a few years back, I moved back home to my mother's house, to help her out.  This coincided with the breakup of a 5 year relationship,...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:40:00 PST

Another learning experience

Life is a crazy thing.  People get lost so easily,so caught up in the negative, that eventually, it overcomes every aspect of their life.  My last blog talked about serenity, which I have so...
Posted by Trumanlakequeen on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 09:20:00 PST