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About Me

♥ Aloha..my name is vanessa my friends all call me nessa....i love hanging out with my bestest friends even if its us just chillen The O.C lol..I just love exploring my surroundings and just taking long walks i love love love going to the beach anytime anyday i get my best thinking and writtings done there and it doesn't hurt that i get a tan as well.I can say that im a well rounded person..i just hate those drama girls and yeah YOU DO KNOW WHO YOU ARE...and i think people should just grow up and get over yourselfs ..... ♥

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I'd like to meet:

Someone who wants to take walks around the woods and who isn't afraid of jumping in the lake even when it's freezing cold ....someone who will just call me just to say,''i miss you...or i love you'' someone who will be there for me no matter what..even if its 3 in the morning. Just knowing that i can count on you means the world...knowning that i can tell you my darkest secrests and you would not be afraid of them and will not mock them or judge me for my past.Knowning that when i look up at the moon you'll be looking back at it as well ...someone who will take care of me when i get sick and will being my some soup ..

♥just someone who will be honset with me trust me and just take me as i am ..and love me for who i am not for the person you can turn me into but just love me thats all plain and simple ♥

Music:

♥ Panic! At The Disco.
♥Chiodos.
♥ My Chemical Romance.
♥afi
♥ The Used.
♥ Bloc Party.
♥ Head Automatica.
♥ Muse.
♥ Halifax.
♥ UnderOATH.
♥ Hellogoodbye.
♥ Ashlee Simpson.
♥ Fall Out Boy.
♥ Glassjaw.
♥ Saosin.
♥ Motion City Soundtrack.
♥ Thrice.
♥ 50 Cent.
♥ Saves The Day.
♥ Avenged Sevenfold.
♥ Incubus.
♥anything that i can dance to

Movies:

The Phantom of the Opera, A walk to remeber, The wedding Planner
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Television:

AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE...ROBOT CHICKEN...The Dinosaurs..aww that this show.. The O.C. , Friends well when it was on...The Newlyweds..Desperate House Wifes

Books:

anything by Emily Dickinson,The Little Princess, oh and Gone With The Wind..anything that catches my eyes

Heroes:

my grandma and nina and some close friends you know who you guys are.

My Blog

new feelings..

i have these feelings for you yet i should'nt cause you are my friend, knowing this makes it all the harder....follow my heart or listen to my mind?? i have always followed my heart btu maybe i should...
Posted by nessa on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 04:30:00 PST

this sick feeling that wont leave

I have been feeling so sick these past couple of days....sadly i know why and yet theres nothing that can be done about it sadly there isnt any type of medication for it ..wondering if this pain will ...
Posted by nessa on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:37:00 PST

never again

never again will i let another guy push me to the floor ...never again will i appear to be weak when im not never again will i let you into my heart when yet i know what kind of person you are....neve...
Posted by nessa on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:27:00 PST

love?

i realize that you were a great boyfriend its sad how now i realize it.. all the cute things that you did all the cute things that you said ...i wish that i would've siad them back and now when i do s...
Posted by nessa on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:25:00 PST

grrr....thats what i feel

Hey i want you know something very interesting i did have some feelings for you at one point.But maybe it was just a ''lil'' crush, like whatever you shouldnt care anymore,cause i dont .It was just a ...
Posted by nessa on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 07:42:00 PST

yea i did like you but things change...

i cant believe that i even had feelings for you ....all my friends were right you arent worth anything that i had for you....yes it might seen wrong,but at this piont i really dont give a fuck...yup i...
Posted by nessa on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 07:43:00 PST

this ones for you kid.....

You should know how i feel about you by now ....what do i have to do?Do you want to write it in the sky soo the whole world can see how i feel about you?I cant get you off my mind,well you were at on ...
Posted by nessa on Fri, 28 Oct 2005 07:36:00 PST

your so donzo

things have been different ...i thought that they would be for the better but i was wrong...when i need you ...where were you??? im tried of excusses, honey ive heard them all before...im here screami...
Posted by nessa on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 08:36:00 PST

The truth shall set you free

People say that when you tell what you feel, it makes you feel better. In a way you are contradicting yourself because you still have doubts. You doubt that in the end, it might not be what it is that...
Posted by nessa on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 06:27:00 PST

i know what i want..or do i?

last nite was great...i got to see one of my oldest and closest friends...it was great then we were talking about our ''love'' lifes...well i think i just realized what i really want it was right in f...
Posted by nessa on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST