A Year Ago |
It's exactly one year since it happened and around this time too. I remember crying and begging him to not go, but nothing worked. I didn't know what I did wrong. After a couple days, I realize some t...
Posted by Akane on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:36:00 PST |
More Ramblings |
Lost and confusedDon't know what to doMy body is filled with so much emotionsThat it's making me go out of controlNot able to stop myself from doing thingsI never imagine that I would do againI never ...
Posted by Akane on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 10:11:00 PST |
Dissolving Away |
Slowly watching the blood drip Dripping the pain away The pain that seems to haunt me Haunting me everyday until I give in Giving into all the emotions Emotions that I don't want to feel or deal with ...
Posted by Akane on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 11:02:00 PST |
Finally |
I'm finally packing all of your thingsHiding them in a place I hopefully won't rememberThe memories are still too much to bearI know I will never forget youBut I can try to store you and all the ...
Posted by Akane on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 09:47:00 PST |
Don’t Know |
Why do I want to cry?It hurts so much right nowI don't know what has come over meMaybe it's everything I've been holdingThings that I act like doesn't matter much to meBut it doesIt's eating me from t...
Posted by Akane on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:27:00 PST |
Mixed Emotions |
Why do I do this to myselfAlways reminiscing about the pastI need to forget you and move onBut its hardI see pictures of you with that someone newAnd it just breaks my broken heart even moreWhat is wr...
Posted by Akane on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:34:00 PST |
Breakdown |
Even though I sit hereWith tears running down my faceIt's ok...Your happiness is all that matters...
Posted by Akane on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 02:44:00 PST |
Jumbled Thoughts |
It stil hurtsI still wake up feeling scared sometimesSometimes I feel like I'm going crazyI'm going through so many emotionsThey don't always make senseI just don't know anymoreIt's so hard to let go ...
Posted by Akane on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 09:44:00 PST |
Babbling |
Sometimes I just break down and cryBlaming myself and sometimes blaming the worldFor everything that is happening to me and around meI know it's called lifeAnd things happen for a reasonAnd things wil...
Posted by Akane on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 01:02:00 PST |
Thoughts |
I haven't moved onBut I'm tryingSometimes the pain is so overwhelmingAnd I feel like giving upAnd giving in to the dark sideBut I won'tBecause I know I deserve betterI won't let you stop meFrom findin...
Posted by Akane on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:38:00 PST |
