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H3LLS1AY3R

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About Me

Hi .. I'm 26 years old .. living in Mt. Dora FL
"But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona"
Well here's me in a bundle,so I can ramble on like most people on my space about how down to earth and outgoing and honest and BLAH BLAH BLAH I am, truth is I'm sarcastic, obnoxious and define imperfection.. I have very little to boast about, life has been quite the roller coaster, if you really wanna know read my blogs.. I have 2 unconditional loves, my God and music, God has been my saving grace in this vicious world, a shoulder to lean on and a mountain to carry my burdens. music, well that's a subject I can never stop speaking of, I play bass guitar in a band called Shades of Grey, its my window of freedom and peace, and in that zone nothing exists but the notes playing through my amplifier and a blissful abyss beyond all that, infact if you ever want to meet the vulnerable unguarded pure version of me, meet me right after I play a show! My friends have been a great asset to me, my brothers in the band and everyone around me, I thank you all, for without you my life would be utterly flavorless! Frankly that's about all the rambling I care to do on a profile, so hey you should stop being lazy and ask questions!!!
if you ever wanna chat my aim is : H3LLS1AY3R
clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Col. 3:12-14
The biggest part of me, the thing i am proud of the most, is being a father to my beautiful children, their my heart my soul, their the air i breathe, i live for them, i'd die for them.
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Shades of Grey "Lost at Sea"

Shades of Grey "Mayday"

Shades of Grey "Passage"

Shades of Grey "Rain"

Shades of Grey "Anitdote"

Shades of Grey "Healed"

Shades of Grey "Photograph"

Shades of Grey "The Awakening"

My Blog

Sex Ed Rocks

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_6ItxioUco
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:23:00 GMT

One Last Trip Down Memory Lane!!

Wow, for some reason today I did something I haven't done since I became no longer a part of Shades of Grey, I went and looked at the bands' myspace page. That single tear was quite an impact.We weren...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 21:49:00 GMT

a cynical way to come on top!

For the longest time I plowed on myself in the most horrible manner, convicted and convinced that I am one the most hideous people I know, after all I am the one with the rep of "Fucked every chick in...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 13:58:00 GMT

How naive are you?

Well, its not a paramount topic or subject, however I feel like talking about it cause I hear it and see it a LOT, so I have to put in my 2 cents!! lol.Ladies that say "Men are all asshole, I'm sweari...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 16:32:00 GMT

A hard decision

So after 2 and a half years post my divorce and when everything basically spiraled downwards, I tried and tried and TRIED so hard to make it, whether it was work, band or anything there is to do, when...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 16:59:00 GMT

Your shades of grey

Is this the age of innocence?You've corrupted my equilibriumand in this my only offense                        <<<<<< Zackdon't compare to you indignation!A child I fed since its bir...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:20:00 GMT

Confession

Narcissism! a mouthful isn't it? Today I decided to take yet another deep look into my soul, inside out, a journey to the other side of me if you may! I feel like I've drowned in self pity, I mouth th...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Dec 2008 11:39:00 GMT

Inclination!

Define beauty in an ugly worldSeek penance from the wrong GodFuck that concept! How dare we beholdThis unholy abortion to which we nodI gaze upon these brothers o'mineCan't help but laugh through my t...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 08:44:00 GMT

I am but made of flesh

Today I bow down on my knees Facing the man in this mirror My pain grows with no ease My soul is now pure horror   Stone gazed cannot shed a tear As this chapter come to an adjourne All I have no...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Nov 2008 00:40:00 GMT

I love you......... NOT!

Hello everyone, back again with more to say, today I speak about my experience with the words "I love you" and I'm not talking about the love you give your sister or friends, I'm talking about heart a...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:17:00 GMT