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About Me

Here Presented...
Danny Lee Williams Jr.
It is not an easy task to define the mind because it is ever changing. You will probably retain more knowledge about me by reading my blogs than I actually know about my self. It's not like anyone cares anyway but I'll put some basics down, just so it'll look like at least I care. haha
Well I won't describe my appearance since you can just see pictures. I work too much, I am utterly bored by my job. I work at Verizon Business. I used to work at Fedex, where every night was exciting and challenging. I miss it.. I drive a ford escort zx2 which is about to be pimped out. My favorite colors are purple and black (which also were fedex colors so i could wear it all the time that job was meant for me *sniff*). I consider myself to be a thinker. I probably don't listen to your music, I have very specific musical tastes. I probably don't watch your movies, I have very specific tastes in films. I like writing, I like making movies, video editing, making music videos, and making music. I am currently doing none of these because of my current job. I am also going to school at ITT for computer networking. I stay in my own two bedroom apartment right now, I don't plan on moving any time soon.
Let's see I guess I should put what I'm looking for in a female...
I can't stand fake females.
I can't stand fake individuals period.
Fake being as people who are trying to be something they're not, putting on this whole persona and fake image and are incapable of one unique thought.
But I'm a cool easy going person and I've been told I'm good to talk to so whatever lol I just keep my opinion to my self alot.

My Interests

Music, movies, film making, directing, acting, martial arts, christianity, japanese animation, technology, computers

Non-Individual

Up until this point everything has been black and while, good and evil, cockroaches and butterflies. The gray areas have been ignored as if they are non existent, but in reality I myself dwell in a monochromatic state of hypocrisy.

Unless we rid ourselves of the impurities that surround us we will always linger in the hypocritical area of the monochromatic. That is a distorted reality without color, fading within different shades of right and wrong from one extreme to another.

I hate these devices. I hate that I can never recover from the injuries that have been inflicted upon me. These cockroaches bit at the scabs until new injuries resurfaced. The leeches suck at the blood and manifest themselves in the marrow, causing every cell that is duplicated to bear their stench..

In this grayscale world no one can be trusted because their true colors are hidden. There are always ulterior motives. You hesitantly accept the kind acts of others because you are afraid of what you may owe them in return.

My eyes are clouded with grayscale. Brilliance unrecognized, because I can not distinguish between the red light telling me to stop and the green light telling me to go.
The Propaganda of Nanen

I'd like to meet:

When yall see a lil blue ZX2 with the sunroof back, the windows tinted,floating on full blue beam with black lights got me looking ghost like riding fast as ell around memphis at nite you know it gots to be me. I got the blue neons on cause i drive up on you so fast I want to make sure you see me coming. The sub in the back for the day time so if you don't see me coming you'll hear me.

Music:

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Somethings raped and taken from me... from me.

Lifes got to always be messing with me. (you wanna see the light)
Cant they chill and let me be free? (so do I)
Cant I take away all this pain. (you wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (you wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (so do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (you wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.

Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, A Perfect Circle Tricky Massive Attack Lamb

Movies:

Evangelion the movie American Psycho Kill Bill THe Matrix

Television:

Neon Genesis Evangelion - i can not imagine living without knowing of eva. I would be very different

Books:

Africians in America The miseducation of the negro The bible legacy of the black race

My Blog

Atrophy

Here we go again, feelings start to fade.I'm not doing anything I want to do. I go through my routine, one day fading into another, continual repetition in hopes of reaching a predestined goal. The an...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Thu, 08 May 2008 02:52:00 PST

Piss off SUCKR

Look at my eyesLOOK AT THEMDon't you see the harshnessThe seriousnessthe emptinesssomething like.... a blank stareYET INSTEAD IT PIERCES YOUR SOULLook at the picturelook into the eyelook into othersth...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 11:24:00 PST

Old Man YinG

Looks like these old bones made it to 22 years.Once again stuck in a rut.Well I'm just bout gettin tired of nigrasBack stabbin cockroaches who take what you've worked so hard for.The nigras broke into...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 03:31:00 PST

Back 2 da root

Sometimes ya just gotta get back to yah roots.I’m not talking about way back yonder before yahs waz born.I mean get back to whatcha reallly are.Dig deep beneath that fake exterior and dig up som...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:30:00 PST

not moving forward

Wake up, i’m still sleepywish I could sleep some morelay thereI should be upbut I can’t get out of bedI’m about to be late nowget uprush rushget dressedrun outdrive like a maniacget ...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 05:05:00 PST

Moving forward

First reactions after finding out someone you cared about and who claims they care so much about you has been deceiving you the whole time you’ve known them:ShockDissapointmentAngerA deep sadnes...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:05:00 PST

neverlasting

I just knew it.hahait comes down to this kidsseemed like a real thing only to findddd...mutual mistrust, loves gone behindI knew it was too good to be true.Had fun while it lasted huh?Betrayed once ag...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 01:10:00 PST

Feeling

Things are looking upkinda...I knew my new schedule would make me find some complaints.Now I will be working 5pm to 1:30a with friday and saturdays offnow those 2 off days are decentbut lawdthat's my ...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:51:00 PST

running out of complaints

ehhhhhI'm running out of stuff to complain about.hence the fewer postings...ehhEverything is going pretty decent..I've been sleep deprived lately but I got alot of sleep today and I feel pretty ...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:24:00 PST

frail inpurities

Sometimes I disgust myself with how frail and inperfect this human body is.I don't know what's wrong with me. All I know is that whenever I do alot of intense exercise and I haven't eaten anything the...
Posted by Executive Gangsta on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:17:00 PST