IM NOT HERE TO ENTERTAIN
THIS IS MY FUCKING
LIFE
AND IM NOT ASHAMED !
AIM= oXDeep DesiresXo You enter a world of me. A world you ask yourself to see. You clicked my name and here you are. Im not some big shot, or something special. Im a person just as well as you. Or i might just be more, because people now a days cant see to keep there mouth shut about others. Or then try and make the one who stands out most (me for example) be an outcast. which of course can be true in many ways. But, why must it be a bad thing if i want to look different and be me then be something im not? well im just being myself and being myself is dressing the way i want to and doing what i wish to myself.
and if you cant accept that then may you please just go away.
i may accept you as a friend on this myspace, but that doesnt mean i shall talk to you if you are just going to judge me.
im a crazy ass person if you get to know me. yes i swear a lot.
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Im turthful and honest. i cant stand dramma and some bullshit people say."I thrive to have a fairytale ending. When, for me, it will never begin"
"Follow your heart, for it will never lead you wrong. But don't mistake you WANTS for what your heart NEEDS; What it truely desires.""My"
My heart is a black abyss
a hole that will never fill.
i dont want it to fill,
to have it disinagrate again.
there words i have felt,
since my heart has vanished.
time is supposed to mend the broken heart,
when time is only a waste.
its a waste of energy
to wait for something
that will never return.
a hole in me
which words of love,
flow right through, then exit
and never return.
But, to this day,
May the love i have,
bring me to that place where everything shines.
Have him show me that not all is fake,
show me that love is true.
And may my heart once be full with his words,
presence,
and love.But when it comes down to things i can be very serious. I'm here to listen to friends if they have anything they need to talk about. If they have a problem I will always be there for them no matter what. And yes, I'm very compassionate and affectionate.
But, in my opinion, I'm not that great of a person. However, people seem to love me. If you wish to know more feel free to ask. but dont be stupid and say something you may regret or just something completely idiotic and childish.
I wish i could have the beauty of a rose. For roses give off such great beauty to which the human eye can't see till they open the soul and let in the beauty of such a thing created. Because in a rose, there is so much more then just its pedals and thorns. They have a story for each pedal, for each torn there is a drop of pain. Each can represent an emotion within someone no one can truely explain since emotions are unexplainable.
Roses are so delicate.But im just left here with my back turned on life.For this life has brought nothing but misery. I mean life has its good points.. but unbearable pain that follows is always a given in my life.
I HATE this world and what it has become. and how we are destroying our very exsistince because of our stupidity.But even in the gloomiest of days, a light color comes through.
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