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About Me

What TOTB means..

Hate can be a positive emotion When it forces you to better yourself You built me, constructed my desire Perfected my hatred Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are Ten times better than you think you are Piece by piece I've built my walls And burned the bridges down That lead back to people like you So full of malice, so full of scorn You tried your best to crush my spirit You tried to steal my soul You pushed my back against the wall And I broke it down I will not be broken Though I am "The One That Bleeds"

From this day forward I swear to hold my head high and stare into the sun and be blinded. Rather then be misleaded by the ones around me and for my last relationship this was the best part of it..

At the end of all this, I will let my actions speak louder then my words..

My Interests

Skateboarding..

My Kid..

I'd like to meet:

I'd run to you but pain awaits I'm coming home But I'll be late No deeper than imagination can be Sight with nothing to see What's faith if I can't believe It's everything A cure, but I make it a diseaseGod take me because I hate me

Heroes:

If theres anyone in the world I could even relavant into being my hero. I'd have to say it would be my Uncle Norm, Dudes been there for me no matter what and the closest thing i've had to a father. If i didn't have a shirt to throw on my back dude would give it too me. Man you've cloth me, fed me, and gave me a place to rest my neck when the times got rough with my mom for that man you have my gratitude and I respect you for who you are and what you do. It's really hard seeing you go through what your going through right now man, I wish there was something I could say or do man to make you feel better but I can't even relate to concept of what your dealing with. I know how the consumputation of negative thoughts can prey upon your sanity. Just stay stable and let the light in. All I can say man is keep your head up and look towards the sky. I know there will be a positive outcome to all this. Just settle and focus on things you want most and let time take its toll. You'll see some clarity through this fog, I swear. I Love You Man.

My Blog

I Feel Dilated

Yesterday I forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week.Maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me backSeems like every day it's kill or be killed...With all th...
Posted by TOTB on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 07:59:00 PST