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Z

Your Lips Feel Like A Burning Cigarette Pressed Against My Neck

About Me

"I'm the boy who stole the moon..."When I got up this morning I didn't notice, had my morning coffee.But out the window there was smoke in the sky and all the trees were bent back - that's when I knew you were gone.I didn't think this was the plan but here I am standing by the barn where our rocketship used to be and your note says "Goodbye. I'm sorry."I hope you have a nice life on the moon. I hope whoever you took - he's good to you. I don't know I don't really care - I don't think i'd like it up there anyways.I thought we had made a deal. We'd steal away on our secret ship, fly up amoung the stars.I'd wear my tie and you'd wear your best dress. Up there our love would last forever and we'd have tea as we passed Saturn and Mars.But here I'm standing in the dirt, with the dog and Uncle Gary.But don't worry, I'll watch the sky and when I see a shooting star I'll know it's you sending down a kiss to me.And I hope you have a nice life on the moon. I hope whoever you took is good to you. Whatever I don't really care -I don't think I'd like it up on the moon anyways."He turns not back, who is bound for a star." Leonardo Davinci

My Interests

Long drives to California, thrift shops, wripped jeans, torn sweaters, records, old cars, songs that make me cry, sunsets, photographs, watching old movies, taking pictures, dancing in my underware, swimming, laughing, French, Sign language, love.

I'd like to meet:

you.

Music:

Sigur Ros, Coldplay, madonna, Oasis, The Getup kids, Dashboard Confessional, Mogwai, Peaches, Led Zepplin, Fleetwood Mac, Smashing Pumpkins, Counting Crows, Simon and Garfunkel, The Shins, Leona Naess, Moby, Gwen Stefani, The Smiths, The Cure, David Gray, anything I can get lost in...

Movies:

Crazy in Alabama, Almost Famous, Girl Interrupted, The Family Stone, American Beauty, Life as a House, The United States of Leland, My Best Friend's Wedding, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Forrest Gump, The Hours, etc.

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Sex and The City, Sienfield, Will and Grace.

Books:

The Catcher in the Rye, The Little Prince, The Alchemist, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Extrodinary Correspondence of Griffin and Sabine, The Butterfly Collector, Juniper Tree Burning, The Hours

Heroes:

James Dean, Dan Eldon.

My Blog

Where Does The Good Go....

..."where do you go, with your broken heart in tow..." He drives. Farther still...always driving....its dark, the air is warm, hits his cheek, sweat on his forehead....eyes wide and blinded by the moo...
Posted by Z on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:15:00 PST

And..

"...with my last breath I would sing the words to your favorite song..."
Posted by Z on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:15:00 PST

I...

"...wasnt what he intended...."or was I?There is something inside me that I just cant seem to figure out. Something that hold there, wraps itself around me, like a snake crushing its prey, squeezing t...
Posted by Z on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:46:00 PST

For You...

Passion...It lies in all of us...Sleeping...waiting...And though unwanted, unbidding...It will stir, Open its jaws and howl.It speaks to us...Guides us,Passion rules us all...And we obey.What other ch...
Posted by Z on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 09:07:00 PST

Goodbye I'm Sorry...

The wall of birds has all flown away...Its time for this bird to fly out on his own."Goodbye house....I hope you liked me."
Posted by Z on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:30:00 PST

Yes...I think I'll Go To Boston...

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun... oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, this world you must've crossed...you said... you don't know me, you don't even c...
Posted by Z on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 11:20:00 PST

A Letter That Will Never Be Read...

I don't know how to start this. I don't even know what to write....but I will find it somehow, lying deep, buried somewhere...beneath the insides of my heart...and all this...these words are written.....
Posted by Z on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 05:20:00 PST

When...

You leave my colors fade to gray....
Posted by Z on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 02:02:00 PST

The Science Of Things...

I am so sick...   of hearing about everything gay. Fuck I hate this place. Fuck I hate this place.   FUCK! I hate this place. Not like LA will be any better.   LoL...FUCK. I hate this p...
Posted by Z on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:13:00 PST

Gone...Dreaming...

There is a boy standing, straight and tall, over looking the balcony of a public place, everywhere there are people. Laughing, talking, being....free...living...and the boy is certain he will fall. &n...
Posted by Z on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 10:56:00 PST