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Life is a long lesson..LEARN from your mistakes and move on..

About Me

Hi my name is carrie, I am a psychology major. I live life to the fullest and try to have as much fun as possible in my crazy world. My sainity..ha thats my boyfriends doing. His name is Brian, I adore him very much, he is my boyfriend and my best friend. In my eyes he is my angel, he makes everyday worth living. He is the reason I am who I am today. I love him very much, and if you know us then you already know this and know we are a lot a like..lol. MY bestfriend Kelsey is a great addition to my life, she shows me there is hope, and that there are people who care, she is my other half. I love her dearly how could I not, she is just as crazy as me..lol. Anyways I keep myself pretty busy most of the time. I am the type of person that trys to help anyone no matter what it does to me, sometimes it turns out to be a bad thing. Some say I trust to much when in all actuality I dont trust hardly at all. I just try to get to know people, I dont look at their flaws or what their past has left them. Its something I can see it people, but I try to get to know them for who they are today. I try and help with anything I can, if you ask my opinion I will give it to you. Far warning if you ask, be prepared cause there is no telling what I might say..lol Anyways I am a pretty laid back person, but of course I am female so I stress over stupid crap..lol..but for the most part I am a fun loving person that just wants to have fun and be successful. I have come a long way in the last few years, especially this one..I had back surgery in May and I am actually doing better than ever..I have what I need and for the first time I would rather be awake then fall asleep because reality is better then my dreams!!border="0" /
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My Interests

Art, music, science, sports,dancing ec. and havin fun
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I'd like to meet:

rest in peace heath ledger you are missed..FAVORITE ACTOR OF ALL TIME!!
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Anyone..that can be as goofy as I am, someone that can have a real conversation, and anyone who doesn't bring a bunch of drama with them!!

Music:

Rock, heavy metal, and rap..and can listen to about anything but I prefer..metal....MUSIC I LOVE MUSIC
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Movies:

G.I. JANE, ANY CROW MOVIE, MR.AND MS.SMITH, VAN WILDER,FAST AND FURIOUS, GONE IN SIXTY SECONDS, DIRTY DACING,WELL I GUESS PRETTY MUCH ANY!!!!
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Television:

South Park, Family Guy, reality T.V. CSI, Law and Order, Munk,PSYCH

Books:

Any Steven King or Gaines. Favorites: A Lesson Before dying,by Gaines, and Green MILE by Steven King.

Heroes:

I really dont have a hero..but in my eyes..the people that love me are my heros..I can thank a few people..One being my boyfriend and best friend Brian..He has been there for me and helped me through a lot..and kelsey..she is a very strong person and helps with anything..hearts;
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My Blog

Broken Strings and Angel Wings

Beauty unclear to ones own eye Tears fallen from an angels face Guarded by angels but left to die Life seems to be an unmapped race Broken strings brought about For reasons most know nothing of Torn a...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 10:57:00 PST

Second Chance

Tears shed from an angel's eye Wings broken Left to die Even angels fall sometimes   What has once began will always end Twisted lies Blinded shadows Even time will take a bow   In ones o...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 08:42:00 PST

The Darkest of Night

You are my angel of light that lights my way at night The hand that lifts me up whenever I shall fall I turn to you in the darkest of night.   You are the warmth of summer, and the chill of wi...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 02:44:00 PST

Angel eyes

Hiding behind a self made shield Emotions locked and fully restrained Though the thought my heart concealed My mind only willing to remain abstained   Until you crossed the threshold and peaked i...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:51:00 PST

Answer me this...

You say you know me inside and out,   Yet you don't see my core becomes detached Hidden deep inside a pain unknown to thee, one that no one shall see. You speak of beauty, but you cannot see...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:14:00 PST

Denial of True Feelings

I run as far deep into the night as possible, I hide in the deepest, darkest hole I can find. I lay there thinking how to get rid of the pain I cause myself, and how to loose the love I've grown for ...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:10:00 PST

My Valentine

Someday, somehow I will find you.      I will find you and make you mine. I will give you a piece of my heart to      cherish and love.  I will give you m...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:35:00 PST

My Heart is Healing

My heart has been broken but has started to heal      for I have found someone like you. The pain has started to fade away, but only the love for you The memories I have are leavin...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:25:00 PST

Unwanted

I never knew how it felt to be so unwanted. You said you loved me, now you don't want me I gave you my heart, I made you mine, you ruined it, you broke my heart you made me cry Now that your gone I re...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:15:00 PST

OCTOBER CHILL

A chilly day in the month of OctoberNever yet too cloudy to rememberYour love opened sets of eyesAll wish you didn't hear the liesSpirit free to fly aboutWithout a doubt love spilt outA son, nephew, f...
Posted by ♥ Orneriness ♥ on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 12:35:00 PST