I'm struggling for learning the feeling of contentment and I'm tired of straggling the line between conforming to society's standards and being my own free self.
I'm not going to lie, I have my ups and downs like everyone else, but I'm trying to make my life predominately an "up". Recently I've experienced a lot of things that could have really brought me down, but I've realized how much better I have it than a lot of people, how lucky I am to have so much love in my life, and that things won't be any better if I am always sad.
When I die I want to be able to say I made people smile and had a fun life. I think I may come off as "immature", but think about this, someday you "mature" people will be living an empty life hoping for the facade of "success" while I am playing, laughing, and still intact with my childlike innocence!
I'm going to school in Portland come August....I'm a little scared
Puruá¹£Ärtha: KÄma, Artha, Dharma, Moksha
