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[/cait cataclysm.]

I found my penguin but lost him in the snow. I hope one day I find him again.

About Me



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rawr.
I'm 16. I love listening to music. I wish it would rain everyday. I'm always surrounded by my friends. I can't stand still without tripping over nothing. I love pictures in black and white. I cry when I see sad movies. When I feel hurt I usually act angry.I love harrison. present tense. I hope it's not too late. One day I'm going to see New York. I want to hold someones hand and walk toward the sunset. The best friends let you cry on their shoulder. I hate people on principle. I wish I could forget the past. There are three people in the world I would love to walk on the beach with in the middle of the night. All of them are girls. Sometimes you have to fake a smile when you have a broken heart. Love doesn't make something right. You should never do something because he tells you you should. I wish kindergarten never ended. I've been jaded since I was nine. There are secrets I wish no one ever told me. I regress a little more each day and no one ever realizes it. I took myself off medications because I didn't want to feel happy at the expense of my personality. I let the best guy go. Everything happens for a reason. Music reflects my mood. Don't believe everything you hear about me. Chinese music makes me feel peaceful. I'd rather be told I look anorexic than normal. Sometimes I lie so others can be happy, even if I can't sound convincing. I believe dragonflies are really angels, and they show up when you need a little encouragement. I hate it when people judge me before they try to get to know me. I hate it when people spread rumors. I can be a good judge of character. I make mistakes too.
rawr.

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Crimescene Charisma

I've got nothing against reality, I just prefer to live in a dream.

Uh oh! Bam. :]
Sing a song and dance.
Take a picture of the moment.
Dont be afraid to dream.
Make up your mind.
And do something different.

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Heroes:

<3 Lauren . Anthony . Harrison . Haley .
Laura . Ryan . Nick .

Dads make everything better.

My Blog

Played the game, but it’s not over.

"Billy"James blunt Billy's leaving today (don't know where he's going).Holds his head in disgrace (he can't escape the truth).He knows the price that he's paid.He admits that it's too late to admit th...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 06:18:00 PST

A pillar of steel still breaks under pressure

It doesn't matter that you won't read this. I never thought you would and hoped you wouldn't. It doesn't matter that things are going downhill. I want so much not to feel the way I do. I hate myself f...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 06:07:00 PST

think you're emo?

im tired of all the fakes. what you wear doesnt makes you emo. what you think doesnt make you emo. the fact that u date emo girls/guys doesnt make you emo. the fact that you're a whore and dont have a...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 01:36:00 PST

Saddddd.

Awww so this was totally like sad.. lol... cause its all like true and stuff, but its like, Im not anti social...... *shifty eyes* haha jkjk yeah this does kinda describe me and all, but yeah... I dun...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 02:24:00 PST

broken love

Lead Hearts Stop walking pastit hurts to seeyou're a reminderof what used to be.it doesnt hurt youto hurt meor all the girlsthat cannot seeyou're playing themlike you did meand when you come backI w...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:20:00 PST

goodbye

Why does it always seem like you never get the chance to say goodbye? and why is it that when bad things are going on everyone is going crazy trying to find a solution, trying to save the day.. but wh...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:06:00 PST

tragic disullusion

it's still not fair that you don't trust me. It's still not fair that you tell her everything. I hate you for the things you say. I hate you for everything you do. Why do you expect me to bounce back ...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 06:23:00 PST

It's the drug you can't handle and I can't live without

Addiction.-That which becomes necessity without being necessary. Addict.-He whom hurts those by means of hurting himself. Is addiction really limited to drugs and alcohol and sex? Does the subjuct mat...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:49:00 PST

Hope?

It's the difference between reality that underestimates my fear.To think of all calamities in all the long past days.I wish for dormancy in harmony to wash away my tears.But each day I arouse wea...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 06:26:00 PST

head over heels. :]

I don't like being clumsy.Cause now my knee hurts.. from falling down the stairs. I wasn't even thinkin lol I was just walking and I guess.. i dunno... I was thinkin about when my mom used to get made...
Posted by [/cait cataclysm.] on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 05:38:00 PST