CUNT
FACE
I forgive but I never forget.
I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form
But I can handle myself with the best of you
I have the right to remain silent
But I choose to speak
sing
scream
I am POWER OF A WOMAN
strong like music
true like friendship.
But without my friends there would be no music
Only spoken word
I am able to change so I live without regret
without remorse
only a remix
I am drunk
I am sober
Heaven doesn't want me
hells afraid i'll take over.
Don't bother trying to censor me
Or shut me up
because it won't work.
I am cold and distant
yet warm and close
To those who deserve to see that side of me
part of me..
The heart of me.
I am me
and I know exactly who I am
what I am
and the wrath I bring.
The ugly beauty
the lying truth
the virgin whore...
The quiet storm.
A lover
a fighter
a saint
a sinner
a sister
a daughter
old school... a begginer.
I've been crusified
justified
and mortified by my behavior.
My relief is my release and only time will tell
all is well that ends well.
I am unsweetened
unclean...
beign called a drama queen
ex-girlfriend
ex-member...
the tantrum
the temper
I point my finger...
Take the blame
and this time
I will own the name
because no one is going to ruin me
if I have to I will ruin myself
and then it will be
MY RUIN
My name is Carla Dawn
I am 20
I am fucking cool
I'm from Stedham
But now live in Farnborough
I have a fucking amazing boyfriend
His name is Ben He is my best friend..My everything
I have an amazing Ruth too
She is and always will be..my PEA
I have a massive fear of worms
They make me cry
I love make up
I am a fully trained beauty therapist
I hate it
But soon to be a trained make up artist
I love it
I work as a support worker
I love meeting new people
I love my friends
I drink way too much
I smoke way too much
But i dont care
Thats just me....
'one of them two weird girls who wore fishnets, only came in together, smoked to much and obsessed over science professors whilst drinking and twitching in a corner?? oh and she wasnt orange!!!'
My reference, By Ruth (my pea)