About Me
I remember staring at him when he was a baby. Especially his profile. I would be unable to lift my gaze. He truly was the most beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes on. He's 3 now. I still stare. In total amazement. He still is the most beautiful thing I have laid my eyes upon. When you look at your child and see their beauty, it is like the beauty of no other, of nothing you have ever seen or felt before. And now, now he puts this helment on and rides his bike. Again, it's a beauty I could not have forseen, not expected, but it drinks me up and renders me speechless.
As you may have figured out, I'm a Mom. My baby boy is three and it keeps getting better and better and more amazing. It's the best job I could ever ask for. I just got my first flower from him last spring :) I LOVE everyday. With him is where I am supposed to be. He's the biggest joy in my life, my dream come true. I waited a very long time for him, but it was worth every second of waiting. I have always wanted to be a Mom, but thought it would not happen to me. It has and I am forever grateful. I don't always know where I'm going, but I know I'm not lost. I've done alot it my life, my path has been very difficult at times, but somwhere at sometime, life said I will give back to you. I must kiss his cheeks at least 200 times a day, I tell him I love him constantly and I am so honored to show him the security, safety and love I always wanted. In giving, I receive.
I'm currently sorting through alot. I have been living out of self-will way more than I want to admit and way more than I ever thought I was. I had to get out of the situation to actually see it. The awesome thing is that I find joy, even when there is work to be done. I have to let go of others. Even when I love them.
I've been sober for 17 years. I am active in a 12-step program, it is a way of life for me. I have an awesome sponsor and sponsor a crew of women myself in both A.A. and Al-Anon. Guidelines on how to live that I never had. Chances and opportunities for someone like me that I would not have had unless I went through what I went through and go where I'm going.
What I'm looking for in a life partner: The most important characteristic would be HONESTY. Honesty opens the soul and gives it oxygen. Consistent, fun, happy, spiritual, adventorous/outdoorsy, spontaneous, kind, loving, wanting a child, would be willing to go to open meetings with me, easy-going, affectionate...I've learned that I'm not perfect, but that I have alot to give.
I LOVE to laugh, play and love hard. I love looking at the best side of things and always try to see a purpose in everything. Live, laugh, yell, dance, rock out, have some fun!!! Show your love. Show your passion. Feel your love and feel your passion. It makes life worth living. I love to be outside wether I'm doing something or doing nothing.
I pray for World Peace, and that every single person in this world is warm, fed, cared for, safe, loved and has Equal Rights and Equal Opportunities. I want to be part of the Solution. So, say a prayer, even if you never have, for World Peace. Be a part of the Solution. Smile at someone, it makes such a difference. Do one (at least) kind thing a day, turn off a light switch, recycle something. Do you part. I'll do mine. We CAN do it.
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test datman studios was here wl1
