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amanda

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About Me

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You Are 78% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You? Hmmm, not sure i completely agree but its very different from what i would have said about myself. does that make me two faced or more broadminded than a little internet quiz? anyway chances are if your my friend you already know me and have your own perceptions and if you don't, dont you think your own judgments of a person are different from their own and which means more to you? If your honest, it doesn't matter what i say about me, it matters what impression you get from me and the judgments you make from there.

My Interests

theatre, arts, crafts, movies, television, in a nutshell escapism and beauty.

I'd like to meet:

people worthy of my time.

Music:

Son of a Preacherall kinds, generally most drawn to song with lyrics that speak to me, classic jazz being the latest interest.

Movies:

too many to name, best of late juno and the orphanage, nobody does twisted like the spanish.

Television:

bones, house, big bang theory, how i met your mother, chuck, buffy, angel, futurama, firefly (despite it being cancelled), gilmore girls, sex and the city, coupling (uk version)

Books:

anything that provides amusement and escapism, and now that i am slowly recovering from columbia hell i am going back to reading things with more substance, currently in the middle of the tale of genji, a history of human sexuality by foucault, a crappy romance novel, (i'm working on a play based on vonnegut's cat's cradle so while i finished reading it i am still living it) and the napolean of crime, a biography of adam worth (he's the guy dr. moriarty was based on). wow, can anyone say a.d.d..

Heroes:

people who do what I cannot

My Blog

good song

i like the teme song to boondocks here are the lyrics   I am the stone that builder refused I am the visual The inspiration That made lady sing the blues I'm the spark that makes your idea bright...
Posted by amanda on Mon, 05 May 2008 03:51:00 PST

show report

okay today was a day and seeing as i had to write it all out for work i wanted to add the other factors of my day that endcapped. first on my way to work i get on a subway car  a few stops later ...
Posted by amanda on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:38:00 PST

added levels

i have to give props to sin city the movie and possibly the books, but since i haven't read them i dont know for sure- way to pull in norse mythology to pop culture.
Posted by amanda on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 10:49:00 PST

daddy and new mommy rock

i talked to my dad and my new mommy today, they are kind of awesome, its so wonderful that they are so supportive when i am choosing a path so different to theirs. i am so appreciative of the fact tha...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:06:00 PST

things even out

ok, so now that it has been 24 hours since breaking up with him, i wanted to sooth my concious i suppose- yes it seems i am a bitch for breaking up with someone over the phone on new years eve. yes th...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 03:53:00 PST

breaking up

i keep hearing the song breaking up is hard to do in my head. its a fallacy. breaking up is easy if you know its the right thing to do. i feel a warm welcome back to singleness. love to those who love...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 06:00:00 PST

update

so i'm job searching, which sucks, i keep getting letters of  you were so good and you made the decision hard but we are going with someone else, love to hear that i am just not quite good enough...
Posted by amanda on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:00:00 PST

apt music

I am really feeling the song that is stuck in my head, though in regards to myself not in regards to another. "Make It Go Away" Holly Cole Make it go away or make it betterIsn't that what love is su...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 07:14:00 PST

three miles

just three miles from the rest stop and she slams on the breaks she said "I tried to be but I'm not so could you please collect your things" ~Matchbox 20 Sometimes i hate the pleaser in me, and i hate...
Posted by amanda on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:00:00 PST

falling

okay, i had a really shocking moment today. i was with the guy i am seeing and he was asking me about my day and i told him something that had gone on that i was expecting would lead to a confrontatio...
Posted by amanda on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 11:32:00 PST