Groatmeal

I strive for bewilderment, constant confusion leaves a lot more options open and rarely closes doors. We're in a continuous state of arrival and departure anyway, so i try not to let myself fall into the comforting beleif that things are ever static. Beleifs are dangerous but i beleive these things about myself, or at least know this for the moment: I'm a bit like a reptile, a bit like a shewolf, more sane than not, not a theif or a liar or even a trickster. I wear a hat in attempt to keep my mind inside my head, plus everything's better with a hat. i live potently, constantly, not out of fear or hunger but out of lust and rapture. I live most moments in terrible awe. I come off as outspoken, aggressive and strong minded, emotionally immature, inconsistent and unintegrated. but really i'm not entirely any one of these things. My goal is to live to fulfill my potential, to see myself everywhere at once as everyone at once. To understand everything at once, and to understand that nothing is beyond understandable. i could go on, but i'd rather not. I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4