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Desirée

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You're listening to...
Hawthorne Heights - Life On Standby

The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
And break our hearts in stride.
I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.
So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)
Don't worry he said
And she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)
It's over and she's gone.
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
(NOW... SHE'S...GONE)
Don't worry he said
And she's not coming home.
(SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME)
It's over and she's gone.
Wake up
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
Just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
Just tell me it's ok to die

I LOVE MUSIC!!! i'm pretty sure i listen to it 24/7...
I LOVE the beach !!! i could spend the rest of my life there. it's my serenity in this world of madness.
I LOVE STARS!!!!!
i love watching movies, but i haven't seen many.
i love money and spending it. and i'm talking about my own. i don't want yours, and i don't want you to buy me things. thanx though.
i love ice water
i love expensive things. so sue me...
i love big annoying jewelery
i love eyeliner and mascara
i LOVE e b a y . addicting...
i like trying to figure people out...and i'm pretty good at it.
i love wearing Strawberries & Champagne from Victoria's Secret.
I love kissing and cuddling.
i love affection. the smallest thing like a kiss on the forehead or running your fingers through my hair mean the world to me.
i love being told that i am loved or how much i mean to you even with small notes or a simple text message...anything.
i love kissing in public. don't be jealous.
i love holding hands.
i love being in a relationship. i hate the dating scene.
i absolutely love lip piercings and tattoos. and i will have some soon.
i love the wind . it's my favorite thing in the world...well besides the music and the beach and stars ...lol
i love the rain .
i like r a i n b o w s . they're pretty.
i like laying in the grass .
i love watching the sunset .
i LOVE wearing flip-flops every day. i hate closed-toe shoes.
i love EVERY song. get over it.
i love graffiti art
i love taking pictures and being in pictures.
i love to sing even if i'm off key and having a bad vocal day. fuck off i'm gonna sing.
i love flying
i love driving fast . if you don't like it, get out of my car.
i love to laugh.
i sometimes like to piss people off. don't get in my way and you won't have anything to worry about.
i love painting my nails weird colors.
i love shopping!!! it makes me feel good. and new stuff is always good.
i love watermelon slushies from Sonic.
i love fast food. yum!
i love to eat even though you couldn't tell by looking at me
i love cars and modding them
i love to take my car apart and put it back together . fun times.
i hate drama
i hate people who go back on their word
i hate when someone tells you they love you, but can't or won't prove it or show it!!!
i hate being ignored
i hate being yelled at
i hate being told "NO."
i will be a bitch to girls who flirt with my boy.
i hate people that lie to me.
i hate it when people are ungrateful for what you do for them
i hate people that are rude and have no class
i hate waking up
i hate high blood pressure . it sucks ass.
i hate bad drivers. get out of my way.
i hate it when people constantly fish for compliments. its annoying. stop.
i hate the taste of beer . its gross, and no i won't drink it.
i hate dating around. its stupid and not what i want.
i hate guys who want to play games. if you wanna play games, go away.
i hate losing (@ anything!)
i hate cheesy scary movies. it's not scary and a fucking waste of my time.
did i mention how much i fucking hate liars?
i hate it when a guy acts different around his friends because he's trying to be cool. grow some fucking balls. and don't ever deny your girl. ever .
i am not your homie, boy, or n***a. so don't fucking call me that.
i HATE it when people try to make themselves look better than you. no one is better than anyone else. deal with it. and get over yourself.
i fucking hate chain letters. don't send me those stupid idiotic things. you're wasting my time.
i hate when people can't be themselves because their parents or friends will think something about them. fuck them. be yourself. stop trying to impress everyone 'cause it doesn't work and you just look like a loser in the end.
i hate how i almost always have redeye in pictures. i look like the devil. or am i? lol
i hate being in uncomfortable situations
i hate it when people tell me that the music i listen to sucks. fuck off. if i'm listening to it, it must ROCK.
i hate when people tell me that my job sucks. i will be the fucking judge of that.
i hate it when people try to turn things around on you and make everything your fault. own up to shit. it is possible to be wrong sometimes.
i hate being controlled. don't do it. i don't react to it well.
i have a tendancy to be anti-social and fall off the face of the planet. sorry. don't take it personal. its just a phase.
i am a hopeless romantic
i order off the kids menu
i like most all fast food joints
i am a picky eater
my iPod has cooler songs than yours
i will do my own thing...and its usually more fun than what you are doing.
i analyze everything
i only dish out my trust once so dont fuck it up.
i will remember everything you do. don't be surprised.
i am indecisive but am getting better at it.
i am disorganized in an organized kinda way
i am also a neat freak. weird.
i don't need you to follow me to the bathroom. i can do it myself.
i don't get offended easily.
i will argue with you if you provoke me.
i know how to say i'm sorry .
i have a short fuse for some things, and a ton of patience for other things.
i look down when i walk.
i have high blood pressure and my medicine doesn't control it well.
my jaw clicks and gives me headaches sometimes
when i get a migraine, leave me the fuck alone.
my spine is shaped like a question mark and i'm shorter because of it.
i had braces in high school and never wore my retainer.
i need to get invisalign for my lower teeth.
my eyes are green , but they change colors depending on my mood. when they're grey is the coolest.
i don't like to wear socks
i don't always wear shoes outside
i like to be barefoot as much as possible, otherwise you will find flip-flops on my feet.
i can be brutally honest , which comes off as being mean. sorry. no...not really.
i get giggles or get hyper for no particular reason. just go with it.
i worry about everything. and don't tell me not to 'cause i will do it anyway.
i don't get along with most girls.
i will probably flake out on you.
i have a hard time keeping plans with people. (ahead of time--i am sorry )
if i do keep my plans with you, it means you are extra special to me. cherish it .
i am easily distracted (i guess it is called A.D.D. or something...)
i don't like going to clubs.
i watch music videos all day, and will record them on my dvr to watch when i get bored.
i want to marry the guy who says "I'm gonna marry that girl someday."
i want to have a tacky 2nd wedding in vegas with elvis. i just think it will be funny.
i pick at my nails when i'm bored.
i bite the inside of my lip when i'm nervous.
i love stickers, but i have no place to put them.
i like to draw stars on everything.
YES i am stubborn
far from perfection , yet i am a perfectionist
i hate fake people and will probably let you know
only one guy has ever sang for me and he wasn't even my boyfriend.
me and MySpace have a love /hate relationship.
don't piss me off. you might just regret it.
i love caffiene. soda, tea, coffee, chocolate...whatever.
i tell myself that things will be okay in the end.
i am too critical of myself.
i need to find better things to do with my time.
i laugh a lot. when i type lol or haha, i'm actually laughing, not just typing for fun.
i don't smoke and never will. thanx. don't ask.
i am random and love random things.
i am sarcastic. its the body's natural reaction to stupid.
i love being in love.
i'm easy to get along with unless you make me mad . then its your own damn fault.
i am a speed racer . if you're in my car, don't grab the oh shit handle. it annoys the fuck out of me. don't be a pussy.
i am a procrastinator. oh well.
i love technology but not as much as you, you see. but i STILL love technology. Always and forever....
napoleon dynamite is my idol.
i get a new phone every couple of weeks/months. i get bored easily. deal with it.
i find it really hard to stay mad at someone i care about.
i don't care what other people think. its a waste of time to worry about shit like that.
i have a gajillion CDs and i haven't listened to some of them. they're still in the plastic wrapping.
i love going to best buy on new music tuesday
i like to write but i don't do it often.
i love my computer but i want a new one.
don't expect everything. you're only setting yourself up for disappointment.
if you are a prick to me i might not ever speak to you again.
thanx for reading! THE END.

My Interests

Driving my FULLY loaded 2007 Nissan Altima 3.5 SE =)
Singing
Dancing
Stars!
Cars
Chatting with my 2 phones! lol
Talking with friends
Working on my car
Hanging out with my Mom (my best friend)
Spending money
Going outside
Looking at art
Trying to draw
Painting
Writing
Reading a magazine or good book
Chillin' in my pjs
Sleeping =)

And sometimes doing absolutely nothing at all.

I'd like to meet:


Craig David and Orlando Bloom. i have a thing for Englishmen. hee hee.
i would love to meet Michael Jackson, a musical genius!

other than that, I dunno. i guess i'll have to think about that one. i meet new people every day...

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You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.
What Kind of Rocker Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Birthday: October 20

Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading.
The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.
When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
What's Your Ideal Relationship?

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
The Three Question Personality Test

What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

What Kind of Kiss Are You?
You have an entrancing kiss - the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?

Music:

In no particular order. okay well maybe a little:
My Chemical Romance
Hawthorne Heights
Silverstein
Bayside
Panic! at the Disco
From First To Last
Fall Out Boy
The Academy Is...
Paramore
Motion City Soundtrack
The Starting Line
All-American Rejects
Matchbook Romance
H.I.M.
June
Underoath
Angels & Airwaves
Atreyu
Chiodos
Taking Back Sunday
Action Action
Imogen Heap
Coheed And Cambria
The Bravery
TRUSTcompany
Sugarcult
Bullet For My Valentine
Anberlin
Elliott Yamin
Daughtry
Jack Johnson
Something Corporate
Jack's Mannequin
The Early November
Incubus
The Killers
Head Automatica
Green Day
Dashboard Confessional
Coldplay
U2
Audiovent
Foo Fighters
RHCP
Radiohead
Linkin Park
Maroon 5
Ryan Cabrera
Ashlee Simpson
Jessica Simpson
Black Eyed Peas
The Pussycat Dolls
JC Chasez
Justin Timberlake
Christina Aguilera
Britney Spears
Craig David
Ne-Yo
*NSYNC
Lyfe Jennings
Slim Thug
Paul Wall
Baby Bash
Frankie J.
Pitbull
Daddy Yankee
T.I.
50 Cent
The Game
Jagged Edge
Az Yet
Usher
Thicke
Clay Aiken
Ruben Studdard
Beyoncé Knowles
Jon B.
Babyface
Alicia Keys
Avant
Jay-Z
Michael Jackson
Brian McKnight
Aaliyah
Mariah Carey
Eminem
Ginuwine
Ludacris
Dru Hill
Boyz II Men
Rascal Flatts
Carrie Underwood
Alan Jackson
Tim McGraw
Brad Paisley
Diamond Rio
Garth Brooks
Alabama
Artful Dodger
Paul Oakenfold
Paul Van Dyk
BT
Tiesto
Matt Darey
the Euphoria trance sets
TONS of classic rock
etc...

Soooo many...

Movies:

Cinderella (Disney)
Robin Hood: Men In Tights
Elf
Napoleon Dynamite
The Emporor's New Groove
Stranger Than Fiction
A Nightmare Before Christmas
Fun With Dick And Jane
House of Sand and Fog
The Devil Wears Prada
Thank You For Smoking
The Holiday
Love & Sex
The Devil's Advocate
American Beauty
Forget Paris
Ever After
The Sweetest Thing
A Walk To Remember
Lolita
Ice Age
The Professional
Scarface
Philadelphia
Cape Fear (original)
Falling Down
Fight Club
Constantine
The Ring
X-Men
Fantastic 4
xXx
Troy
Gladiator
Snatch
Cast Away
Black Hawk Down
Saving Private Ryan
Lord of War
Boondock Saints
Training Day
Man On Fire
The Bone Collector
Misery
The Thomas Crown Affair
Dave
Bruce Almighty
Big Daddy
Super Troopers
OfficeSpace
Death Becomes Her
Something's Gotta Give
The Fast and the Furious
Cheesy spaghetti westerns, starring Clint Eastwood or John Wayne
Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory (original)
Anything with Jim Carrey
The Austin Powers movies
The Matrix movies
Star Trek movies
Titanic
William Shakespere's Romeo & Juliet (Dir: Baz Luhrmann)
One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
A Clockwork Orange
Top Gun
Kill Bill 1 and 2
Shrek 2
Down With Love
Pirates of the Caribbean - The Curse of the Black Pearl
Igby Goes Down
Party Monster
Drumline
The Notebook
Wedding Crashers
The 40-Year-Old Virgin
more...

Television:

Friends
Will & Grace
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Miami Ink
Huff
The L Word
The Daily Show with Jon Stewart
The Colbert Report
Mucha Lucha!
I Love The 80's
I Love The 90's
BET After Dark aka Midnight Love
Nearly everything on FUSE

Books:

Hit and Run by R.L. Stine (I know it's cheezy now, but I must have read it 20 times and I still never get tired of it)
A Farewell To Arms by Ernest Hemingway
Night by Elie Wiesel
The Stranger by Albert Camus
Dogsong by Gary Paulsen

many many more...

Heroes:

I guess my hero would have to be my mother (I know it's cliché, but whatever). She is my best friend. She has been through hell and back several times and still manages to survive it all. I admire her for her strength, among other traits.
How to make a Desiree
Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
3 parts courage
3 parts beauty
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little curiosity if desired!
Your Name Here:
All About Me
Name: Desirée Marie
Birthdate: October 20, 1982
Birthplace: Yuma, AZ
Current Location: San Antonio, TX
Eye Color: pretty green
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'3"
Weight: 90 lbs
Piercings: ears, monroe
Tatoos: not yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: YES!!!
Overused Phraze: i don't have one anymore
FAVORITES
Food: cereal
Candy: hmmm....i'm not too big on sweets...
Number: 7
Animal: penguin or giraffe
Drink: cherry coke
Alcohol Drink: kahlua and ice cream! =)
Bagel: plain w/ butter and cream cheese
Letter: i guess D
Body Part on Opposite sex: arms
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: cherry coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: i choose sonic
Strawberry or Watermelon: both
Hot tea or Ice tea: iced tea...unless i lose my voice, then hot
Chocolate or Vanilla vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug: both, and they better not be sissy.
Dog or Cat: dog. Rocko!!!
Rap or Punk: emo
Summer or Winter: winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny movies
Love or Money: love all the way.
YOUR...
Bedtime: usually by 1am
Most Missed Memory: the beach
Best phyiscal feature: hmmm...eyes or smile? you tell me
First Thought Waking Up: already?!
Goal for this year: pay some bills
Best Friends: i don't know
Weakness: running your fingers through my hair; kisses on the forehead
Fears: heights and spiders
Heritage: Panamanian, French, English, German, Dutch...im a melting pot
Longest relationship: year
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yeah
Ever Smoked: nope
Pot: nope
Ever been Drunk: yeah...not fun
Ever been beaten up: hell no!
Ever beaten someone up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yup
Ever Skinny Dipped: not yet
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: of course
Been Dumped Lately: no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: brown or hazel
Favorite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long: short-ish
Height: taller than me
Style: skater/surfer or prep
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute cute
Drugs and Alcohol: neither
Muscular or Really Skinny: in between
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: a few
What country do you want to Visit: Spain, England, Italy
How do you want to Die: i don't want to die...just let it be quick and painless
Been to the Mall Lately: all the time
Do you like Thunderstorms: i love them
Get along with your Parents: magnificently
Health Freak: nope
Do you think your Attractive: yeah, i guess
Believe in Yourself: yeah
Want to go to College: i'm in college
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: yes, sometimes twice
Been in Love: yes
Do you Sing: yup!
Do you want Children: yes i do
Have your future kids names planned out: just for the girls
Hate anyone: no
Love anyone: everyone! lol

My Blog

Last week, this week.

Last Week: Cartel, The Early November and Hit The Lights were awesome. This week: 30 Seconds To Mars, Head Automatica, and Cobra Starship were freakin' awesome. =) That is all. ...
Posted by Desirée on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 04:47:00 PST