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& You said youd never leave&lt;i believed&gt;

♥ Let me live without this -selfishness:: im so sick♥

About Me

♥aim me on x3Litotheeana Ddr is by far the best game to ever enter this planet♥I'm shy when you first approach me. Once I get to know you I open up. I tend to have trust issues . I once was a victim of what is known as a broken heart & it is still in the process of recovery. ohh && i normally make my own layouts & i definately make my own poems.. so dont be a theif. kthanx.♥i have a tendancy to push the people that love and care about me the most away... & i dont know why.Something you think would never be worn has a good chance to be worn by me. I have my own style. Call it what you wish.I am me- nothing more. nothing less . I will not mold to fit anyones expectations.I am happy with who I am to a certain extent. I'm not perfect[no one is] and I'm completely content with that fact.I have natural Redhair with Natural blonde highlights along with natural Everything else ... I currently am a sucker for guys that have heart and are musically inclined.acoustic is my soft-spot. Music is my life. Period. I'm very random at times. Call me crazy odd unique or weird and ill thank you for the compliment. I'm not affraid to say the way I feel what I think under any circumstance.if u want to know ill tell you.I hate liars. cheaters.people who care too much of what people think.people who have more than one face.people who say one thing but do another.promise-breakers.hypocrites.backstabbers.ignorance I could prolly name a few more but I've chosen not to k thanx.Dance like no ones watching. && sing like no ones listening:: you only live once♥.

My Interests

NICKOLAS BRANDON GULLEDGE ♥meeting new people::going to concerts & shows making new friends::Being myself::DDR:: the summer:: the beach lipgloss::shoes pac sun::hot topic:: h&m:: my fam::my ladies & gentz::partays::my guitar(im learning)::skating::vanilla bean noel fragrance && sugar wafer but most of all angel food cake::lotion::talking on the cellular device::taking pictures(photograpy)::making long-lasting memories;music-mostly punk rock emo alternative rock (( i can make some acceptipons));;singing in the shower::dancing in the mirror:: && being different. I also like writing poems.. && so much more



I'd like to meet:

Someone who could not only tell me they love me but show me the meaning.and show me how to love again.someone genuine.someone who is there for me no matter what the circumstances may be. Someone who doesn't speak too much of things they don't mean.someone who is willing to go the extra mile for me without question with a smile upon their face. Someone fun and interesting .someone I can be myself around. someone who doesn't need angermanagement.[true statement]someone who amuses me when in need but knows when and how to be serious.someone who just simply amazes me♥My Father again one day♥&& "she was daddys little girl"...♥Most of all id like to meet my buddie nick again one day... REST IN PEACE Nickolas B Gulledge. ill never forget our times together[though there weren't too many]... & that big beautiful smile of yours that just seemed to get me every time. Your in such a better place I love you nick we all do... Unforgotten && forever missed. 10-11-06. ONLY THE BEST DIE YOUNG ;; in memory♥ itll never be the sameThough we become physically closer... we are still so far away...< so far away>

Music:

ANBERLIN::Secondhand Serenade::Scary kids Scaring Kids::Daphane loves derby::The Matches::Silverstein::Mae::The Mars volta::August Burns Red::Motioncity Soundtrack:: Coheed&Cambria::Hawthorne Heights:: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [RJA]::Takingbacksunday::Panic!at the disco::From first to last:: Fall out boy::All-American Rejects::Green Day::My Chemical Romance::AFI::Dashboard Confessional::Good Charlotte::simple Plan::Relient K::Story Of The Year::The Used::Thrice::YellowCard::UNDEROATH♥::cartel::new found glory::rise against:::atreyu::As i lay dying::hellogoodbye::aiden && snow patrol::Cartel:: out of silence:: nickelback:: Senses fail::+44:: Black box burning::circa survive::saosin::Armor for sleep::mudvayne::at the drive in::boys night out::flyleaf::say anything::hollywood undead::Cute is what we aim for::(much more)...



Movies:

all time favorite its def.:: The Notebook::&& I really like A walk to Remember,, The lakehouse is pretty good. Nightmare before Christmas,, The Corpse bride... hmm thats all i know off the top of my head



Television:

the family guy::House::Parental controls::Cheaters::7th Heaven::one tree hill::The District:: House:: CSI&& theres more.

Books:

Frozen summer:: the left behind series:: && etc

Heroes:

hmmm... My grandparents♥ my mommy♥ My daddy♥ and my forever friend NICKOLAS GULLEDGE♥ rest in peace... i love you all uber much

My Blog

updates.

... August burns red... May 5th with my twinsy. miss Heather. Chameleon. club. UBER EXCITEMENT. warped tour. July 21 again EVEN MORE UBER EXCITEMENT. with my heather once again. gah. i feel like poop;...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:50:00 PST

There's no such thing as love. [ [ PROVE IT]]

Yeah,You know it's funnyseems everytime I, try to forget about youmy feelings bring you back init's crazy'cause I got somebody elseand you got somebody elsebut you and I both knowhow it really it isbu...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:31:00 PST

i have a valentine. ♥

The first time in a long time im actually excited for valentines day.? so theres this boy. unlike the others. i think i may actually like this one.  && enjoy spending time with him &...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 11:38:00 PST

: [ sadly missed... never forgotten

=[ Happy Birthday Buddie.   Today would be Nickolas Brandon Gulledge's 18th birthday. but.. he's no longer present in our lives.  He will never be forgotten... but forever missed. we a...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 05:53:00 PST

poems made by me - copywrite bitches Dont even; ]

 i wont let you get me this time. ill try not to cry. i wont try n hide, though sometimes i wanna die. you can try. but you wont get me this time,, no. no you wont get me . not this time. &&a...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 12:49:00 PST

cheeeeeeeyaahh

Baybeegyrlx3: LIANA IS THE MOST GORGOUS PERSON ALIVE chhheeeeaaaa. if only... thats my girl n i love her to death... cant wait to hang out with herr. my bitch.. my best.. my love. what can i say? &nb...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:26:00 PST

just one of those daze.:.

        its just one of those nights... those nights where u feel like the world is out to get you.  Those nights that keep u thinking...    &nbs...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 09:30:00 PST

shopping.. &&thee friendssssSs. life period. PICTURES

♥♥ so this is whats been up. i worked friday. my girls came in to visit me.. n then we hung out a lil bit after i go off. then went to see "Lady in the water" with jose scottie n suelina...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 09:02:00 PST

heres a survey thingy fill it out.. n my night was pretty sweet.

♥ What if...1. I died: 2. I kissed you:3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something:6. I was hospitalized:7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fi...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 08:16:00 PST

some interesting convos

♥ x3 GanGStaz LoVe: okay mama you gotta big mouth i need your helpx3Li to thee ana: lol WHATx3Li to thee ana: what do u need though hunnix3 GanGStaz LoVe: okay i need help breaken beaver nd thi...
Posted by & You said youd never leave[[i believed]] on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:54:00 PST