I have rendered this page to give people a better look at what I am really like besides my wild ways... The person "inside" if you will...
So hmmm... About me... Let's see... Well honesty is the best policy, so here it goes...
I am an outcast, I'm a black sheep, amongst the black sheep... I guess I'm just a wild and crazy dude... I'm a modern day hippy... I party hard, I smoke bud, drink occasionally, and I live a bit on the proverbial edge, if you will... I feel like I'm a bit wild for most people, and when I am calm I just keep to myself... So I feel like I don't always fit in... Don't get me wrong, I do know how to keep my composure... I'm not a beast now... I just have a bit of a wild side to myself... But I know when 'n where to let that side out...
But that's not what I'm all about though... I work, pay my bills, and I do what I gotta do, but at the same time, I NEED to have my fun as well... All work 'n no play is not good... Everyone needs to wig out once in a while you know...
Birth
In the outer realm
Where my minds eye
Aligns with the cancer moon
I gaze into the twilight
Of the dawn of my own age
I look within my disparity with question
Through the eyes of a vulture
I seek for meaning
I hope the answers to my questions
Are the answers that I seek
1st Impression
I am a sad clown
I live with an internal frown
When people first look into my eyes
All they see is an evil demise
Someone they can’t take serious
To them my intelligence is oblivious
So I act the fool
Just to be cool
For if they only knew
Anything about me
They would see
That I am nothing what I appear to be
I am a gentle soul
Living in a hole
Awaiting the day that I can be let out
And greet the world with a shout
I am very humble
Please remove me from that label
That everyone thinks of me
Please give me a chance and get to know me
Take Another Look
When you look into my eyes
What do you see?
Do you see me?
Or do you see what you wanna see?
Do you see the man that I am trying to be?
Or do you see what everyone else seems to see?
Maybe if you took another look
A deeper look
You would see what I’m trying to show
And not see the image of what other people think they know
Ambition
I hate having to wake up in the mornin’
I find this job so fuckin’ borin’
I’m not a hater
But deep down inside I know I am destined for much
greater
I wish I was a millionaire
So for money I would not have to care
To make ends meat
And my head I wouldn’t have to beat
I truly hope I’m successful as a writer
So my pockets can get fatter
‘Cause with my life this is what I wanna do
As a living I think it would be cool
But it’s a long time to I get there
So this job I do have to bear
‘Cause I need to put food on the table
At least until I am able
To prevail in the profession I choose
On my dream I will not snooze
Front Liner
The one at the foot of the stage
The one that stimulates the crowd
The one that pumps life into the night
The one that all eyes are on
The one that fills their minds with visions of my intellect
The one that mesmerizes the sinister in their souls
The great orgy maker
The one that lives and dies all in one night
The one that has everyone at bay
That’s what I’ll be one day
Purpose
I can’t believe that I made it this far in my life
I thought by now I would be dead
With all the liquor I’ve drank
All the cigarettes I have smoked
And all the pills I popped
I’ve o/ded so many times
Landing me in the hospital twice
One time was in ICU
But now all that has stopped
I’m not the person I once was
I’m living on barrowed time
This life is not of my own
I’m still here for a purpose
But what it is
I do not know
Time will tell what the future holds
I guess I just have to see how my life unfolds
Only True Love Will Set Us Free
Love
Love
Love
Only true love will free humanity
Only true love will set us free of this reality
Only true love will bring us out of this insanity
Only true love will defeat the illuminati
Only true love can conquer hate
Only true love will make evil dissipate
Only true love will bring us good fate
Only true love is what we should initiate
In order to bring peace to this world
All we need to practice is this one word
Love
Love
Love
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