Connoisseur Fashionista With A Napoleon Complex

About Me

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NAME: Jenell (Cupid)
LOCATION:Jacksonville, Fla.
STATUS:Happily Taken

General:
You See The Glory but You Don't Know My Story

im a confusingly simplicatedÂ© puzzle that would take you a lifetime to piece together.Years ago i was Gods greatest creation && my life was his greatest manuscript . im 24 hrs older than i was yesterday. && a day wiser than i was 24 hrs ago. something like a hoodâ˜†.most say my physical is beautiful but beauty is only skin deep . theres more to me than what your eyes see. some tights. a wife beater. && long socks. now thats comfortably sexy + untamed beauty= beauty unorthodoxed . abnormally normal...perfectly imperfect.
I Love the Rain. Strawberries . Gummiebears. Romantic movies.Love songs. Most of all I love God I talk on the phone 24/7.. I'm a Scorpio . I hate touching dirty things.I hate public restrooms...they're so unsanitary I love to dance. ...
Im curious about everything. I EAT when I'm bored. I like to read. FYi heres my relationship status. relati[iN]onship= single [get it??].I love & adore Ahkem (the love of my life) . I'm demanding and bossy.I dont know what I want in life && yet I do. I know life is short. I would go to the movies by myself. I cant stand being HOT! I love my daddy. I love to smile. Sometimes I just need to be alone. Im not like anyone else. I make up excuses & I procrastinate. Sometimes I dont feel like talking. I have best friends && enemies. I tell my deepest secrets to either...God...my dad...Nae...my sweetie or my my girlz ....
When I feel sad I write. writing is the only thing that can conquer my tears && so before i talk ill stain a blank page with ink.When I feel angry I cry. I am not a book. My favorite number is twenty two. I can watch Love & Basketball all day long...and cry everytime they finish the game of one on one and Q says "double or nothing". Im afraid of bugs. Im afraid of failure. Im afraid of rejection. Im afraid of being alone. I love Purple
I have anger && memories. I have a sea of feelings...but I can't swim. I have an awful memory...but I never forget. I would only fight... for something I believe in. I question everything. I love my friends. I love to sing. I live by quotes that explain exactly what Im going through.My true element is tenacious && creative .
I love my ethnicity
I desire everything. He is my everything. I ♥ to shop. I know I'm beautiful. I care alot sometimes too much. I ask questions although many remain unanswered.
Im Real. Unforgetable. Crazy. Fun.Original. Goofy.Im just Me

Fave Quotes:
Thought for the Day

-The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Poets Corner:
My thoughts

I have slowly slipped away from the origin of my roots.My reality with time has been transformed for the better.But I ask myself is it simply a complex contentment.I have become accustomed to the easy streets and have forgotten the bumps, road blocks, stop signs, dead ends, and under-construcion paths my life has taken.My smile is no longer a smile of pain but a smile of joy. Rather temporary joy because that snake continues to find ways to revive itself.
I keep burying it and running off. Each time in my heart knowing I should handle all unfinished business. My mind fears the future. I know where I am because I have been where I've been. But I don't know where I am going because I don't know what I want.I convince myself this is simly a provisional mind block but it's more of this world pulling at my soul.And my gosh they're tugging hard.
I am confused all on my own. Excuse after excuse ecapes my lips and I find another to cover the last. I thought I served my time in this prison of words unsaid. I thought I buried these thoughts and feelings at wounded knee.
How silly am I. In the mdst of trying to escape misery I lost my sanity. Maybe I should pray a little bit harder. Listen to a few more sermons. I honestly don't know, at times I don't care to know. My hearts been revived but I am oblivious to the path it is leading me down.
At the end of each day and the wake of every morning I ask God for focus. If only I could open my eyes and my heart completely, could I see FOCUS rite in front of me !!!

My Love:
Things dearest to my heart

God
my family
my besties
Me...Myself...and I
Fashion Forward (whoo hoo)
my honey-bubble

Dislikes:
OMG

bugs
fake people
drama
being ignored
mayonnaise

My BoOz:
U Gotta Luv 'EM

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My Interests

playing basketball, bettering myself as an overall person,reading novels,writing poetry,listening to music,bowling,and hanging out wit my peoplez

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From QuizYourProfile.com
QUESTION 1:
what is my jersey number

A) 24
B) 22
C) 3

QUESTION 2:
what is my fathers name

A) Johnathan Marshall
B) Kevin Williams
C) Daniel Campbell Jr.

QUESTION 3:
what did i do to my knee

A) tear ACL
B) break my knee cap
C) ripped a ligament

QUESTION 4:
what class am I in

A) 2009
B) 2008
C) 2007

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I'd like to meet:

any 1 that wants something outta life and can give me the ultimate respect that i deserve!!!START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Tell Everyone About Yourself
Time started:: 2:20 pm
Basic About you:
Name:: Jenell Charmaine Williams
Gender:: female
Height:: 5'7
Eye color:: dark brown
Hair Color:: light brown
Age:: 15
Birthday:: November 8, 1990
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Piercings:: 4
Tatoos:: none
Zodiac Sign:: scorpio
Ring Size:: 4
Grade:: 10th-class of '09 all day hated by many confronted by none
More about you:
Are you named after anyone?: naw
Do you live in the moment?: yes indeed
Do you consider yourself tolerent to others?: very tolerant til u push da wrong button
Do you have any secrets?: several
Do you hate yourself?: i love myself wit a passion
Do you like your handwriting?: yep
Do you have any bad habits?: drinking soda
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes cause i'm cool people
Any regrets?: naw everything happens fa a reason
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes - i see it as at least i ain't 6 ft unda
Are you confident?: very confident
How long does it take you to shower?: after a game bout 1 hour on a regular day bout 45 minutez
What color is your room?: the color i like it
Where do you want to attend college?: FAMU,UF or UNC
Do you...?
Smoke?: no i'm an athlete
Do drugs?: no-i ain't no bum joint
Drink?: sometimez-mom dukes let me get sum of her drink
Go to church?: yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep spongebob and shrek
Take walks in the rain?: no i ain't trynna get sick
Talk to people even if you hate them?: i hate no one i dislike them but i won't seclude myself from them
Drive?: yep
Believe in premarital sex?: i mean wat happens just happens
Want to get married?: yep
Want to go to college?: of course
Want to have children?: yep no more than 3
Sing in the shower?: yep- sound heavenly too
Get along with you parents?: sometimez
Get along with your sibling/s?: ummmmmmmmmm just playin dey kno dey my babies
Color/highlight your hair?: no
Like coffee?: only if my granny make it
Wear makeup everytime you go out?: no - all natural well lip gloss if that counts
Love roller coasters?: no-my stomach be feelin like it be in my chest
Like to cook?: if i'm in da mood
Have you ever...?
Hurt yourself? : yep
Been out of the country?: no
Been in love?: yep-one time too many
Done drugs?: no-say it wit me ATHLETE
Gone skinny dipping?: no-i ain't no flussie
Had surgery?: yep
Played strip poker?: no-don't gamble and i respect myself too much fa dat
Been on stage?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yep-well depends on wat kinda all nighter u speakin of
Gone one day without food?: no-my eyes are bigger than my stomach so if i see sum thing i want imma get it even if i don't eat it all
Slept all day?: no-make u feel drowsy can't sleep no more than 8 hours if that
Kissed a stranger?: at an old folks home dis lady kissed me on da cheek
Had a dream that came true?: all the tyme
Broken the law?: yep
Stolen anything?: yes-Jeanai lotion cuz i wuz takin a shower but i gave it bac 1 hour later
Been on radio/tv?: yes
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Bungee jumped?: no-i love life
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yep-bout this bum lady touching me when i walk pass her mom dukes say maybe itz a meanin and i should stay sleep but a bum touchin me don't sit well wit my stomach
Gone out of state?: who hasn't
Live in other states?: no-i love florida
Eaten an entire box of oreos?: no-don't really like chocalate like dat
Had a movie marathon?: yep
Spun until you were immensely dizzy?: yep
Been on a plane?: no too scared sept. 11 got 2 me
Ran into a wall?: no -i do have all my vision
Been rejected by a crush?: no-i mean look at da pic who can resist me..not conceited just real confident
Cried in public?: ummmmmmm yeah
Cried over a movie?: yeah-Friday Night Lights..i cud feel wat boobie miles wuz feelin bout not bein able 2 do nothin afta havin a major injury
Pranked called someone?: who hasn't
Gotten a cavity?: no
Shopped at Abercrombie and Fitch?: no
Broken a bone?: tore an ACL
Fallen from a tree?: no-why would i even climb one give me a good reason
Passed out?: no-i'm healthy
Been to a theme park

Music:

anything from 70's music to country..i don't discriminate or limit myself to nothing..but it gotta have a nice beat..i mostly like slow music

Movies:

love and basketball,double platinum,all da madea movies,jasons lyric,love jones HUGE List Of Myspace Random Questions
Random Nonsense
What is the last song you've listened to? Whenever - Cherish
If you could be any mythological creature who would it be? And Why? i love being Jenell and wud not change fa da world
If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would you go? wit my daddy
If you could change one thing about ANYONE in the world... what would you change? Why? i would change all da hate cuz datz da reason why death rate iz up
What's the last thing you see usually before you go to bed? da wall...duhhhhhh
When is the last time you've been to a live show? can..'t remember
What is your favorite animal and why? a white tiger cuz dey bold fierce abd flyy like me
Do you believe in soulmates? some what
Name the most influental person in your life: coach shelia
Name your favorite thing to do when it rains: sleep
How do you feel about your friends? i love them to death..well da few true onez i do have
If you could pick one job right now to do for the rest of your life, what would it be? anything in da sports field
Would you ever go swimming in the rain? no...say it wit me pnuemonia
If you could get away with killing someone, would you do it? nah..i hate seeing blood and death gives me chills
Word Association: Name the first thing that pops into your head with the following words.
Ocean. peace..but sometimez has troubles dat float deep within
Turtle. people dat try to catch up wit me
Green. money
Fire. my determination
Smile. mask of hidden untold truths
Sand. life is rough like it
Bird. freedom
Heart. been broke but mended
Love. Jesus
Trust. earned not given
Dead. my past
Relationship Questions:
Do you like the person your are with to be older than you, younger than you... or a year or so close to you? older than me
Have you ever felt like you might have been in love? yeah
What is your most favorite memory from a relationship? feeling like nothing could tear us apart when he held me
Favorite Personality Traits? honest,laid bac,funny,open for new things,spontaneous,smart,knows when to be aggresive
Favorite Physical Traits? nice smile,muscular(athletic),tall not over 6..'5
Ideal "date": a nice dinner....then a game of one on one...he has to let me win if i ain..'t winning on my own
Little Known Facts About Yourself
What is one of your biggest fears? the day my mom die
What was the most embarrasing moment in your life? during a game i fell for no reason..well i tripped over my feet cuz i..'m penguin toed
Who was your first BIG crush? Alejandro..well it wuz not much of a crush cuz dude wuz feeling me
Who can you always turn to when you need someone? temeka,precious,jasmine,and jalecia
What is one thing you really CANNOT stand in a person? i got a sentence..i can..'t stand a petty phoney overly dramatic,attention craving,dull,lame,conniving person
Favorite Things:
Favorite Color: purple- it means royalty and royal i am
Favorite Junkfood/Indulgent Snack: apple juice,gummy snacks,wit hot cheetos
Favorite place to go out to eat: chicken koop, applebee..'s,or copelands
Favorite childhood memory: going on all those fun field trips in elementary skool and how easy da work wuz bac then
Favorite song at the moment: i got two rite now...resentment-beyonce and fool for you-cherish
Favorite Cartoon: spongebob
Favorite Person: me..myself...amd I
Favorite Band: danity kane
Favorite Movie(s): love and basketball
Favorite Band(s) i already told u
Favorite Candy: twix and gummy snacks
Favorite Word: fanglorious
Favorite CD: Unappreciated- cherish
Favorite thing to do: play ball and read
More Randomness
Do you play videogames? If so... which one is your favorite? no..if it don..'t involve hoopin then nah datz da only game i play
Do you like to read? love to read
Have you ever randomly danced in the middle of a grocery store? yep...lil janet jackson of DUVAL
Have you ever pretended to be drunk in public? nah
Have you ever REALL been drunk in public? ummmm..just kiddin nah
Have you ever gone swimming at night? yep
Have you ever seen snow? nah i live in Florida it be cold here i can only imagine how cold it be up north
When is the last time you cried? on september 4, it wuz my dad birthday and it made me realize how much i miss him and need him by my side
Who do you look up to? jalecia green
Do you collect anything? money
Have any hidden talents? several
Have you ever randomly ran through a public place screaming random things obnoxiously? nah...man u don..'t kno my momz...datz just like askin fa a whoopin
Are you getting tired of this quiz yet? nah it interesting
Alright one more question alright? okay
If you could make the world do ANYTHING right now what would it be? love everyone fa who they are not who u feel they should be....and people would stop trynna live otha people life
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Television:

spongebob,americaz next top model,tyra banks show,law and order: SVU,maury,forensic science,48 hours,def comedy jam on HBO,just a few otha shows cuz i'm really not a tv person
Your Aura is Orange
Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go.

You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you!br /%3

Books:

coldest winter ever..god don't like ugly..thugs and the women that love them..going broke...makes me wanna holler

Heroes:

My big little sister Danae because she is the manifestation of Love Strength Loyalty Honesty and Trust-Worthiness and I don't know what I would do without her...she helps me to stay strong and keep a level head.....she is soooooooooo encouraging....gosh she is awesome..I wouldn't trade her in for the world I love my sister...yall not ready for the Campbell Girlz !!!

My Blog

10 Layers Of Jenell

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Inner Beauty

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I Am Changing

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Life Revived

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Learn to play the cards Life deals you !!!

my life has been hardship since the day i was born. i never consider myself as having it made because i never did.people look at me now and feel i'm on a high horse.well sorry u're thinking iz messy c...
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