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About Me

About Me
† Bereaved †
Death robs us not only of a loved one, it also robs us of everything that was normal in our lives. Our worlds are turned upside down and life as we knew it ceases to exist. We are filled with a gut-wrenching pain that we believe will be with us forever.We are confused, overwhelmed, wracked in grief and convinced that life can never be good again. They say friends and family will give support. It's not true. Friends and family get tired of listening, they have their own family and life problems. They don't want to hear about your insignificant feelings.
Mom
And I Miss You Lyrics - by Sade

I having been trying very hard to move forward in my life since my mother passed away November 3rd 2004. Circumstances prevent me from doing many things and I find that my attempts to rise out is becoming more and more unattainable. I am still contemplating all of my options and really the decision rests on whether they are or they are not worth the effort.
November 03, 2009. I am no longer contemplating but rather going down a list of things to do. Interestingly how things get added and the list never seems to get shorter. It is getting me to the tomorrow's for now. I am no longer looking for hope or joy. It's just not going to happen.
'it's okay to cry'
Some people need to read this ... 'What Not To Say'.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

“Creative endeavors following a loss can be very therapeutic and help the grieving find a means of expressing grief or remembering someone lost. Often the grieving do not know the words, or the words do not exist, to adequately express the emotion of grief-so they turn to other means of expression. Creative expression can to help lift one's spirits; it can also help the grieving bring to the surface the inner chaotic emotions deep inside and find original ways of expressing the deep emotions generated in grief. Creating expressions of grief or experiencing the unique endeavors of others is reminder of the recuperative power of humans-the ability to create beauty or find hope in tragedy.” Journeyofhearts.org

† Jealous Envy †

I've met people over the years, none whom I feel close to. The only time people are around is when they want something. They [FW:] the odd email now and then, an opportunity to ask them how they've been ... no reply. And when they do, my response is again unanswered. People at work are indifferent, always talking about me behind my back. Some of my coworkers they see me on the street, they're so rude, they walk right by ignoring me. Whatever.

MYSPACE! - MY OUTLET!
I can say what I want, be what I want 'SAD'
Love it or Hate it I don't care.

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Thank you So Much

"Mere words can not express my appreciation. I am so thankful to the 'Artists' for some of the graphics on my page. I would not have been able to express my deepest feelings without their beautiful work." -- † danni †

I created this Myspace background and the 'Lords Prayer' image.
Add me as a 'Friend' if you like my page.
† danni †

My Blog

another year slips by

broken dreamsare tearing me apart at the seamsno matter how hard i tryi am barely able to just get by
Posted by on Thu, 31 Dec 2009 14:59:00 GMT

no comment

real people in my life are so out of touchthey have no idea of my feelingsthey can not fathom any of it
Posted by on Thu, 19 Nov 2009 16:22:00 GMT

so i am reminded

Everybody HurtsR.E.M.
Posted by on Tue, 15 Sep 2009 13:33:00 GMT

profound

my life has stopped i try to move forward harder when the world goes on hope starts to fade with each passing year faith becomes a little dimmer the possibilities are like sand in a ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Sep 2009 15:47:00 GMT

you make me feel

at home at work where ever i go you make me feel inferior, insignificant and trivial unessential, unappreciated and unimportant useless, valueless and totally worthless my intentions a...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Sep 2009 11:24:00 GMT

is life worth living?

sadness fills my days dreams so distant fading away is life worth living? - thought provoking 7 rules for a life worth living - is it?
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 17:24:00 GMT

why ...

why am i here?it is a question that i ask over and over
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 13:24:00 GMT

I AM

i am sincere honest thoughtful and caring of othersyet people have such contemp for me
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 11:47:00 GMT

anxiety ....

real lifewhat's happening ....people treat me with disrespect and unkindness ....they talk behind my back ....they talk in their own language right in front of me ....its incredibly difficult to get b...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 12:14:00 GMT

another day

it is so hardanother daycan not findmy wayno joyno hopeno dreamsall faded all gone
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 11:49:00 GMT