Barefeet and plate glass |
My appointment needs to be sooner to see the talkie talkie. Last night after 3 hrs of some asshole buzzing all the apts for whatever drunken reason, I poked my head out and caught sight of him.&... Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:09:00 GMT |
Who ever has my togue, please give it back... |
So she called, and I sat here and listen to her apologize. I wanted so badly for that apology to do something, to mean something, but it didn't Without reason, it was just a bunch of words... Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 22:55:00 GMT |
5:20 into Reptile.... |
There are now three things in life that are certain. Those are in no particular order, Death, Taxes, and now Kat. It never fails that she drops in and out of my life with sickening regular... Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 18:00:00 GMT |
I opened the door... come on inside... |
Anxiety both the social and the debilitating mental kind, are really fucking lame. I was thinking about going out to this nice Irish pub here in Lakewood to get some scotch since they have a fin... Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:34:00 GMT |
Know when to walk away, and know when to run.... |
Thank god for Haley and her, steadily as of late, supply of crazy pills. Life it seems is getting back to the way it was post Tina. I am not happy, but I don't want to die. Just that... Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 12:03:00 GMT |
ok I am a little better now... |
So yea, some booze and a hand full of my crazy pills I feel a bit better. That is not to say that I don't still feel betrayed and hurt, as well as pretty damn angry. Atleast I don't feel l... Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:33:00 GMT |
I am slipping.... |
Right now this very minute, I am fighting with myself. Trying to keep myself contained. I want so badly to lash out at anyone around me, and frankly I am afraid I might actually hurt someo... Posted by on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 18:19:00 GMT |
mcchris show |
mcchris oct 13th in michigan, who is going with meh? Posted by on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 22:36:00 GMT |
I am keeping quiet for a reason... |
Yea haha, no whining or blissful dreaming on this blog. Just the sweet selfindulgent fact that I am STILL on the mcchris website thanks to TImmy and Mrr for the work on my leather jacket, I fuck... Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 20:16:00 GMT |
easy does it... |
Another week gone by, with little accomplished. I have reached that point yet again where I am so empty and devoid of emotion that nothing effects me. Everything around me seems so distant... Posted by on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 22:57:00 GMT |