goofrider

I have a heart, yet I feel empty inside. I have a brain, yet I'm completely useless. I have a dream, but I woke up from it. I have ambitions, yet I don't have comparable motivations. I'm inspiring, but I'm not creative enough to produce anything on my own. I don't believe in God, but I respect those who do. I believe in the afterlife, but I'm scared shitless of death. I'm whitewashed, but I'm in touch with my roots. I love diversity, but I hate the gay cliche. I'm loyal to my crew, but I avoid cliques. I hate being alone, but I'm far from insecure. Most ppl think I'm a riot, the rest of them think I'm a bonehead. I'd rather you disagree with me than not having an opinion at all. I don't pretend I have all my shit together, but I'm much less of a crackhead than a lot of ppl assume I am. Everybody says/thinks they know me, but few really do. I'm EVERYWHERE, but I'm not part of anything. //-------// I'm outgoing and spotaneous, I'm outspoken and tell it like it is. I try to look for things I can appreciate in everyone I meet. I'm kinda philosophical. I like to study why my friends are the way they are and the interactions b/w them. I know a little bit about everything, and I think I do a pretty good job of pretending I know what I'm talking about. I try to be passionate about life and its possibilities. //-------// So "Where's the rub?" you ask. I'm nothing like that in person. =) Most of you know me as the loud and inappropiate smart ass. I'm a bit of a trouble-maker. I procasinate, I chew with my mouth open, I smoke, I belch, I swear in front of children, I always manage to spill on new carpet, my room's always a mess, and I leave the toilet seat up.... You've been warned.