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i know there is only one power worth having. and that is the power, not to take, but to accept. not to have, but to give. -ursula le guin
(a note of explanation):
life has a funny way of unraveling like a tapestry beneath your feet, and all of a sudden, you wake up one morning and the world as you thought you knew it has changed. you might wake up to discover the Love of your life - your partner of five years - gone. you might experience the passing of a loved one or several. you might hear that your sibling or dear friend has suffered a sudden illness or affliction. or, in some cases, all of the above at once. it is in these moments when the whole of your existence seems turned upside down...when to cope, you find you become merely a shadow of your former self...that it is good to count your blessings. whether in the form of long faithful friends, or gentle benevolence from strangers...even as you are dying to be reborn...there is a Strength that will cradle you like the solid branches of an ancient tree. and slowly, feeling will creep back into your soul, and you will know the foundation has grown even more firm beneath your being.
...and now...

manipura
[awakening to new personal possibilities]
Buddhinath Buddhipriya, Vighnavinashanaya, Siddhidhata Siddhivinayaka

Om Gum Ganapatayei Namaha

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In no particular order: Rainer Maria Rilke. the prophet Isaiah. Pablo Neruda. the Dalai Lama. Irshad Manji. Harvey Milk. Erik Satie...(even though he purportedly never bathed, he wrote beautiful music). Joseph Cornell. Sulamith Wulfing. Emily Dickinson. Uncle Walt Whitman. Dorothea Lange. Annie Dillard. Mary Oliver. Phil Borges. Shirin Neshat. Michel de Montaigne. R. Buckminster Fuller. Romany Marie. Philip Glass. Søren Aabye Kierkegaard. Pema Chodron. Thich Nhat Hanh. Sadako Sasaki. Thomas Merton. Laura Veirs. Don and Karen Peris. Woody Guthrie. My accordion playing, deeply mystical Great-grandfather.

remember...only love is real; and hope is in our hands



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My Blog

and all God's children gots travelin' shoes.

and all God's children gots travelin' shoes. so. some day. i'm gonna cash in my chips and give away my books. i'm gonna kiss the coming gravestones for my tiniest kitters, and yank the ball and chain ...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 14:12:00 GMT

centering. [it was spoken in a word today]. for 2009.

[and then, i stumbled upon this]        
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:51:00 GMT

at thirty-four [and contemplating what it means to die]...

 Gestalt at Sixty [excerpt]I am not ready to die, But I am learning to trust death As I have trusted life. I am moving Toward a new freedomBorn of detachment, And a sweeter graceLearning to let ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 21:51:00 GMT

love. love.

all we have is a very. short. while. like the brief glimmer:(asteroid. atmosphere.)a flame. a fizzle.and then, gone. so, love.love. -j
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 14:41:00 GMT

the better way to live alone.

Do not pursue the past.Do not lose yourself in the future.The past no longer is.The future has not yet come.Looking deeply at life as it isin the very here and now,the practitioner dwellsin stability ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 04:09:00 GMT

la façon de laisser aller.

i want nothing. except.maybe. that my brother be taken care of. andmy cats. if onlyi could be sure of these things, then it wouldbe okay.the rest. do with what you will.some livetheir whole livesbarel...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 20:32:00 GMT

i love you,

my nin.     The Tapu'at        
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 08:37:00 GMT

do You...

...really embody all of this?    
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:00:00 GMT

please. listen.

[thank you]an aside: i do not watch olbermann's show regularly. in fact, with no television, i do not watch anything regularly. but i do appreciate his thoughts on this subject that very per...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:05:00 GMT

being.

schooled.  
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 20:30:00 GMT