“How Does the Story End” 1-23-02 Why do I cry? When you pass me by Tears run down my face Hoping to God I was in a different place You look at me like you’ll start to care But I guess you thought twice cuz all you is stare The room goes black, all that’s left is me and you You say “ I love you” but yet what should I do There are no colors just black and white I try not to cry with all my might Then you say this is nothing but a “Long Goodbye” If it is then why did I try Time stop’s as you start to walk away 1…2… Oh no what to say I’ll go on loving you, I know that’s a crazy thing to do You turn your head just right Blonde and brown streaks in the sun light I reached my hand out to touch your soft gentle face Just like that we are in a different place It starts to rain like the tears down your cheek But not a dark cloud in the sky as I seek We went from how I feel to the way you do Sunny but raining (sad) yet true I look down; I see a purple rose grow Times flying but seems slow Everything goes black, he enters the picture But you say I’m in your future I stare at you as the room fills up in smoke Is this a joke? 2 people hurt, and 1 not sure But 1 things for sure, my love is pure A green plant starts to grow on the walls I walk away and it’s even in the halls Some of it disappears The smoke gets darker, and then I drive off with my truck switching gears As I take a look over my shoulder My heart gets colder But you’re not by his side Did you run off to hide? … Where am I now? On Bond but how? Hey Anthony, Carrie, David, Mindi, and Roni!!! What to good to talk to me? Where is she, why isn’t she here? Walking through the door now where? This place is so dark ….. The smell of sweat, and love Oh why are there no cove…rs? I know… She was happy, and glad But now ever so sad 2 knocks on the door, … it’s kind of cold Oh Mann this part isn’t too old Running down the street as pissed as can be Girl even you can see Sweat running down the side of my face Tears running at the same place Loosing you to him makes me scared You can’t say I never cared $280.00 on a gift that I never see anymore Then you show me to the door We’ve been through so much Everything taken from me by a simple touch I’ll wait until the day I die One day you’ll come back, after all that’s why I try. 2 months and 18 days 36 different ways That I could show my love is true What “Stay away”, Dang what do I do? Love is pain I promise this isn’t a game I hope not all the story’s end the same Should I stay or should I go I’ll guess walk away slow Waiting to hear “stop”, “don’t go” or a “please come back” But all I get is a smack It’s only 2:30 am it was a dream or was it true Have you ever been in a place that you couldn’t tell if it was real Or does this go on… am I still? Time slips by and no matter how hard I try I always seem to make you cry So I’ll leave you with this simple wish… Never forget I love you, and I miss your kiss When we kiss everything just stops And you always make my knees drop Girl I promise no one could love you like the way I do I’ll never lie to you, and I know how I feel is true I’d rather go on living blind girl then go on living with out you With in 5 sec. Nothing more could of happened 1-24-02 She said if you want to know how the story’s end I thought for a Sec. Then said what the heck She pulled down my shirt, and showed the necklace on my neck But what could this mean She said ”I fell in love with you when I was 14 “ No matter how hard you try I’ll love you until the day I die Who knows if my dreams will come true Only Goddy knows what I should do I never thought I’d be in love this soon It seems like yesterday I was watching a cartoon I prob. was but that’s besides the point Your boy is smoking another joint As I watch you start to cry You look at me like I don’t know why You remind me of a girl I once knew Then she meet the new guy and forgot what’s true Word’s are just word’s if there is no action But I guess that’s my opinion I told you cheating is only cheating if only 2 people knew But in the end I guess that’s not true Our love I thought we once lost Guess what baby, yes it did cost It cost me a lot of pain and hurt Cuz I lost you like I lost my new Adidas shirt I Tried to get you back But all I got was a bitch smack 1-25-02 Our love we will always have Deep in our heart we both know it’s true But we never know what to do Do you believe that he truly cares for you? Like the way you know I do Him and I are somewhat the same But after all I’m the one you have tamed It’s so surprising how you touch my heart I’ll make sure we don’t fall apart He has your heart for now But I’ll find away how to hold the key Girls, just wait and see I’ll be your keeper of the stars I’ll do anything, even take a trip to Mars You’ll all I ever need That’s why I’m on bended knees Why don’t you let me be in love? Just this one time Trust me it will all be fine If you don’t take the chance you’ll never know What could of happened, so why don’t we go? Go back to where we were before Without broken hearts, and being so sore I know you love me so why don’t you just come back So grab your bags and unpack I want you to be happy like you once were Be happy ad glad instead of b eing so sad If us being together feels so right Then we should be together so I’ll try with all my might You sit and cry when he tells you that you are pretty I don’t think you understand when I see you cry I feel shitty Girl, you’re pretty, kind, loving, and caring I know your heart is always sharing You put your friend’s way before you put yourself Baby, I’m telling you it’s not good for your health Everything goes black is this a dream What was that… why did you scream? Running where I heard the sound Time stops I look around There is no color, not even white This is cool, kind of tight I don’t know where to go Left, right, I just don’t know Baby, where are you at? Under a tree where you sat You were upset because your friend’s said you’re easy I know that’s not true, I mean how can that be For 6 months that wasn’t true Baby girl you know I do The room filled up in a dark cloudy smoke In your hand a diet coke The time changes, and so do we Every time we talk it feels like are meant to be If I cry will you shed a tear? If I hold you in my arms would it take away the fear? What we had going on felt so wonderful Girl your eyes are so beautiful 1-26-02 I wait up late just to hear your voice Does he or does he have a choice? When I see you in the morning you make my day But this wasn’t suppose to happen the way You say you want me to be your first There is no one I’d rather it be My heart is sure beating fast God, I hope this feeling will always last Some people say you’re to good for me But I don’t care just let me be I don’t know how I should even ask This is one hard and difficult task This is a onetime thing I’d like know Just take my hand, grow old and let’s go Be hand and hand Us being the only one’s that understand The story ends just like all the rest 2-4-02 I’ll just tell you to get this off me chest You kicked me out of your life My friend stabbed me in the back with a knife I was hopping it wasn’t going to happen this way But if not now, Damn sure another day I’m not in your heart anymore Knocked out, and shown to the door I don’t know what he has and I don’t Oh yeah I do “YOU” and I wont Ever get you back, I got that this time I don’t know why you feel this way I moved to hey baby, just to a hey No phone calls back, not just one I guess talking to me isn’t any fun So I day this with all my love I’ll love you even when I’m up above Good bye, sweet dreams, and so long I don’t understand why you asked me to do this Well I can’t have my wish Kevin is I guess the guy for you Cuz all I ever hear is I don’t care what you do You never did and you never will But I’ll love you whenever and still Do you love me or do you want to be my friend ? How do you want all this to end? I was told about a month ago I didn’t want to listen… SO Now 1 month and 2 weeks later You don’t hate the game, you want a player I don’t think that Kevin is, and he would never do that to you Well I guess I know what I have to do Bye Elanah K. Hamrick This is what asked me to do, and you know I can’t I just can’t let you go But I remember you don’t care,… well shit so I’ll see you in the future I know that for sure You say that you will look for me when I’m 23 Are you saying that you want to be with me? You can’t be if you want me out of your life So I see, I love you, so long for now Call me girl if you remember howHome (616) 6_4-_4_0 Cell (616) _3_-7_6_
“Cure”No sound, just feelings. What could this mean; your face is so beautiful as if from a dream. I’ve falling for you. I know that’s for sure, it’s as if I was sick and only you are the cure. I think of you in the morning, afternoon, and at night. Your beauty reaches that of astounding heights. Your always in my thoughts, you’re the only thing I see. So I pray to God above to let you soon be next to me.This is for someone in my life, not sure if she knows who she is.
The Bible, have any thing to ask go ahead i'm do my best to tell you.Married to the Lord, Baptized on July 31, 04
Earl Simons. The one that showed me the way to the Lord. Jesus Christ the one who died for me.