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About Me

I talk way too damn much! fa real! I get on my nerves. These days I talk about less important things and I don't give much of ME away. I'm just chillin right now...enjoyin life and eliminating those who are about da bullshyt. I don't like EMPTY words, liars, cheaters (if they cheatin on me), inconsiderate people, the police or anyone associated with them...so if that's you...delete me off of your friends list - and never talk to me again - fa real! fa real - fa real! I FUCKIN HATE THE LAW! K? Thanks...anyway...I love my people -- hold on --- I LOVE MY PEOPLE! Black is beautiful! Honesty is beautiful! Real love is beautiful! I love women! I love my family! I love my real friends! Thank you for loving me! I love life...all the ups and downs are worth it...just to experience it all..is worth it! Everything I've been through is just preparing me for things to come...so I take it all as a learning lesson - preparation - I keep movin with no hesitation...often times movin without knowing the destination...mostly in the fast lane - i'm not really known for pacin - but i'm just tryin to experience the most of life I wouldn't necessarily say that i'm racin - I can't stop and I won't look back. If i've ever loved you...just know that I still do - friend or foe - lover or hater - my love was real when it was - although now it may be hidin and damn near impossible to find - you'll forever be embedded in the deepest parts of my mind and my heart will never let you go...my love is real and i'll always have ya back if I told u that...and that's fa sho! But yeah...that's gettin to know me! ~~~~~~~~I don't fall often...but when do...it's hard to get back up! Currently fighting to stand!

My Interests

I CAN'T BE NOBODY ELSE BUT ME MYSELF - I KNOW I'M WELL LOVED AND WHEN I SPEAK IT'S ALWAYS FELT. SINCERITY IN EVERY WORD MAKING EACH HEART MELT. I'M LEARNING HOW TO LIVE WHILE PLAYIN THE CARDS I'VE BEEN DEALT - TRYIN 2 SEE IF I CAN MAKE IT WORK - AND I'M WORKIN SO HARD. I KNOW I CAUGHT SCARS BUT I NEVER FELL A PART. I'M JUST DOING MY PART - I'MA LIL AZZ SOULJAH WITH A BIG ASS HEART. IF WE'VE EVER CROSSED PATHS - YOU'VE LEFT YOUR MARK - I TRY TO MAKE THE BEST DECISIONS - FOCUSED ON AVOIDIN THE TEMPTATION THAT'S CONSTANTLY CLOUDIN MY VISION - I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT THE SYSTEM - OR DOING TIME IN PRISON. I'VE SPENT A LIFETIME WALKIN THROUGH HELL SO IT'S NUTHIN TO KEEP LIVIN...KNOWING THROUGH THE STRUGGLE THERE IS A LESSON BEING GIVIN...ConstantLy ThiNkin...about many things. I've learned a lot in these last few years of my life...A lot about me...A LOT about other people. I am doing my best to not let life and certain situations change me...but change is necessary and also impossible to avoid. I'm a little bit colder, a little less trusting, and a hell of A LOT stronger - i'm handling everything life is throwin @ me...and I am doing with my family (even those who don't share the same blood line) by my side. I am blessed...this is something I know.

I'd like to meet:



Waiting... .. You don't know how strong a person is until you see them in their weakest moment. I'm ME! .. All I can be is me...Take it or leave it... I got nuthin but love 4 my ryderzzz!

Music:

I’m learning. Thank you for teaching me. Believing in me. Pushing me forward. My force for achieving – my strength when I’m grieving – my eyes when my enemy’s disguise is deceiving – Thank you, for believing. You have invested in me unconditional love – which provided me with the strength I need to rise above - my adversaries – which is necessary to overcome in order to grow – and where I lack knowledge – u teach me so I know. I will keep fighting – My unconditional love will show. You will forever be a part of me. The heart of me. Thank you for leaving your mark on me. I want to be all the good you see in me – kind of hard to find that part that use to be in me – but it’s comforting to know you still seeing me. Even when I don’t recognize my own face in the mirror – you’re my 20/20 when I need to see things clearer. When my sights sever – you take over and steer – but now I got this when I’m facing fear. I’ve learned when to speed it up and when to slow it down – I’m a master at switchin gears. Inside I still cry – but now I’ve learned to hold tears – keeping them inside hoping to produce growth here. At times it seems impossible but we’re HOPE here. Present. Standing Strong. In the darkness I find comfort – but you’re the light when I need a way home. Although I’ve said it – I’ve never truly been alone. You’re the single set of footprints in the “Footprints” poem. When I didn’t have the strength – you picked me up and carried me on. Thank you for not leaving me alone. Forever our love will be etched in stone. You never said life would be easy. All you told me was “I’ll always be there when you need me.” There’s truth behind those words – you have yet to deceive me. I know you’re there because you really care – it’s not just to please me. I see that you want to be all that I need you to be –I hope u see the same thing when you looking at me. Lately it seems as if life is starting to catch up to me. Time steady as the world around me swiftly change – focused on keeping my eyes open – trying to stay two steps ahead of the game. Along the road the soul gets weary – Things ain’t same – things ain’t the same. But I’m still here and it’s life I’m living – there’s no time to complain. Too much time placed on blame. I could never fully appreciate the sunshine if occasionally it didn’t rain. Each drop adding to the insanity that keeps me sane – at times I over flow – other times I’m completely drained – regardless of the situation - I maintain – gaining strength as I walk against the grain. I must admit I have a fear of not succeeding resting in the back of my mind – but I keep moving – as I play catch up with time. Often I feel behind – probably because I am always stuck in a constant state of rewind – wishing I could just go back to that one place and time – to take back those words and erase that line – this is the first take – the only take – there is no rewind. Sometimes, I feel like I’m everything I never wanted to be – like I was running away from something that finally has a hold of me. Life producing a colder me. But your love still smolderin me. Chip on the shoulder be – HEAVY – still I’m keeping it steady – I won’t break - my soul catchin all it can take – I’m Ready! So come and get me ---- Trick! :0) Thanks to all my loved ones who keep ridin with me! I hope you realize the impact you've had on my existence – I like to thank you – even if you were only apart of my life for an instance.

Books:

I read a lot of em...but I need to be reading a lot more!

Heroes:

I love my family, my strength, my reason 4 being - my family is the BEST!!! Thank you for always loving ME for ME. Mom...sorry if it's something on my page u don't like...but umm...U know everything anyway...LOVE YOU!!!