my reply... |
so many words wasted...to the bullshit past...i realize i have ME. and a family who loves me...for who i am....who might not like all the details...but loves me...truly loves ME! i am sick of feeling ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:53:00 GMT |
funny games. |
time to start it over. love being alone again. so much easier to know the reasons why for once....u all fucking suck and thank u for giving me the 30 sec of happiness. lifes all pretend so im ready to...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Aug 2009 00:55:00 GMT |
pathetic babble. |
so tired. everytime. when theres so many words to say, but speaking is pointless and makes u nothing but pathetic.....yehhhh.....what then...what do u do with all that. some things dont change. some t...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Aug 2009 00:07:00 GMT |
ataraxia inclined |
the need for freedom, finally kicking in....preoccupation fades slowly...welcome to my lucid state. i see everything, but visuals turn to blurs processed in my head.smells are dull, none good nor foul...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Aug 2009 13:19:00 GMT |
Passive. Determined>still quite unsure??? |
suppose one day it all seems clear...seconds later back to nothingness. numb and lost. Wake up confused, maybe a bit ashamed of what I have let myself become...but its not forever. just a phase? pass...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Aug 2009 13:18:00 GMT |
don't make me eat ur faccce. |
bored as fuck. as always. alone. too much silence...kills? maybe inspires...crosswords and ranting, routine passtimes....so tired of the same day in a day out. i wanna live, see something new everyday...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 08:29:00 GMT |
alcoholik scuzzophrenic? |
RANDOM...thoughts... u might get it.*KU optimist shirt smellllllsssss amaZING! fabric softner is really neat...at this point the slight effort is much appreciated.*driving down 222 that same part...re...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 00:28:00 GMT |
still. |
" it's like the world stops, goes blank to every sense. Like hitting the mute button... Life keeps moving, but so withdrawn. Trapped in mind, silence in all but thought. Colors become the same, muted....
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 06:49:00 GMT |
decapitate... |
bleed my mind. nothing more inside. numb. fucking hostile, alive..... stages and phases...explanation to satisfy.
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 23:43:00 GMT |
HATEFUCKSHIT |
really feeling stupid, pathetic and worthless. im so glad im dumb enough to feed into the bullshit. once again.....see u at the bitter end. hope u kno how bad it burns dude!
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 22:30:00 GMT |
