Love manifests as self-awakening, as the self must ultimately be the one to experience it, induced by the "world" in the end. Reality becomes contingent on this awakening, as how we perceive it is really what becomes expressed in our day to day, living inexorably off the self dependent-on-the-world, to exist.
"There was Eru, the One, who in Arda is called Illuvatar; and he made first the Ainur, the Holy Ones, that were the offspring of his thought, and they were with him before aught else was made. And he spoke to them, propounding to them themes of music; and they sang before him, and he was glad. But for a long while they sang only each alone, or but few together, while the rest hearkened; for each comprehended only that part of the mind of Illuvatar from which he came, and in the understanding of their brethren they grew but slowly. Yet ever as they listened they came to deeper understand, and increased in unison and harmony" - The Silmarillion, Ainulindale, the Music of the Ainur {J.R.R Tolkein}
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Ay beauteous is the world, and many a joy
Floats through its wide dominion. But, alas,
When we would seize the winged good, it flies,
And step by step, along the path of life,
Allures our yearning spirits to the grave.
-Goethe
Winged time glides on insensibly, and deceives us; and here is nothing more fleeting than years. - Ovid
By work you get money, by talk you get knowledge. -Haliburton
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And now its time for self-speak. . .
If you must choose to enter life without becoming aware of it, let there be a time and place for it's recognition. The fraught nonsense that accounts for the majorities' proliferation of fodder is not unrestrained to recognizing any certain group, and definitely accounts for the ignorance and self-defeating, self-denial of existence constructed around neurotic paranoia, implicating truth as nothing more than a druggists' frenzy of self-absorption. If I were to expect some fulfillment in life from something like this, I wouldn't be in search of some purpose as I am, and yet the entirety of any sort just pisses me off. As it appears what laws of dissuasion might be used to irreversibly contort the BS I see around me through compelled lack of interest; I have no choice but to extend my run along the BS and let the $&*# fly.
I'm sick of pandering to insecurities.
My Curriculum Vitae:
I use solipsism of words, entertaining everyone like a midget doing a pole-dance. . . Please enjoy the show. . .
I like to pander to my own insecurities by playing music.
I like to write and find ways of expressing myself clearly and succinctly; though I still may not succeed in doing so.
Perfectionistic, I often second guess what I do and say, though not quite OCD.
For me, MySpace is mostly for friends, family, political, religious, and blogging, interests etc.
As a reference point Catoptric Cistula , is not related to Dionysius Cato's Distichs , though it could be. . .
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Your Personality type is
INTP
Introverted Intuitive Thinking Perceiving
Strength of the preferences %
I~89 N~100 T~75 P~22
According to another test, it is:
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You Are a Seeker Soul
You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.
Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
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The Rembrandt painting, "The Night Watch" is not sending any subliminal messages. It had originally been added when a King Crimson song was playing, and I don't want to take it down.
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