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About Me

Hey im Ian, my life rocks. Yours probably sucks.
Vegan
Straight edge
I want to strap skis to the bottom of a crappy bike and then find the largest snow covered grassy hill in centennial and ride down it.
My best friends are James and Cassie
Jesus did not die for my sins. He did not die for yours either. God is dead, and you killed him. When you die, you will be put into a hole and become worm food. End of story.
straight edge is a political statement.
It is the politics of regaining control over the self, of taking back from those who wish to control you. It is the politics of rejecting the "values" that have been instilled in us, that have been etched in our hearts-greed, apathy and selfishness. In a system dependent on the intoxication and ignorance of the masses, the abstention from the same can be nothing other than a rebellion against the system. Our minds drowned and chained by unjust and empty traditions, straight edge is a rejection of the assumption by our culture that we will partake in their poisons, another fuel to their machine, another blind consumer for their industry.
More than abstention from intoxicants. More than music. More than words. More than friendship.
Ideals. Meaning. Beliefs.
Straight edge for its own sake is nothing, it is worthless.
If not out of selflessness, it is meaningless.
This is the straight edge i believe in.
Reject their system. Take back your life

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

We all desperately want to fight animal abuse legally. It just doesn't work like that. The people who run this country, they have shares, they have investments in pharmaceutical companies, for example, who are experimenting on animals, so to think that you can write to these people, and say "we don't like what you're doing, we want you to change," and expect them to do so, it's not going to happen. — Keith Mann

O Lord, Our Father by Mark Twain

O Lord, our father,
Our young patriots, idols of our hearts,
Go forth to battle - be Thou near them!
With them, in spirit, we also go forth
From the sweet peace of our beloved firesides To smite the foe.
O Lord, our God,
Help us to tear their soldiers
To bloody shreds with our shells;
Help us to cover their smiling fields
With the pale forms of their patriot dead; Help us to
drown the thunder of
the guns With the shrieks of their wounded,
Writhing in pain.

Help us to lay waste their humble homes
With a hurricane of fire;
Help us to wring the hearts of their
Unoffending widows with unavailing grief; Help us to turn
them out roofless
With their little children to wander unfriended The wastes of their
desolated land
In rags and hunger and thirst,
Sports of the sun flames of summer
And the icy winds of winter,
Burdened in spirit, worn with travail,
Imploring Thee for the refuge of the grave and denied it -

For our sakes who adore Thee, Lord,
Blast their hopes,
Blight their lives,
Protract their bitter pilgrimage,
Make heavy their steps,
Water their way with their tears,
Stain the white snow with the blood
Of their wounded feet!

We ask it in the spirit of love -
Of Him who is the source of love,
And Who is the ever-faithful
Refuge and Friend of all that are sore beset And seek His aid with humble
and contrite hearts.

Amen

My Blog

under god

Under god, I was lost and confused, defeated and abused. Now, I am free from his chains and I can finally stand to see through my window panes. Through godlessness, I have reached new heights and erad...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 22:39:00 GMT

The Sun Rises

The Sun Rises. I sit through the night without a wink. Where did the hours go? Will I ever have them back? Has this night been wasted Sitting and watching the year fly by Playing memories and sto...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Dec 2008 06:30:00 GMT

Why humans are naturally herbivores.

From: myspace. com/yaacofficial ---YouthAgainstAnimalCrueltyPress reply to copy and paste. Repost in a bulliten.If you have been vegan for any amount of time, you've probably been told "Eating meat is...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 11:08:00 GMT

Leaver

I fell apart Now looking how to restart   Liquor filled my mouth The feeling so familiar I drank it down Swallowed with a cringe   These marks on my arm Can never fade Always a painful rem...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 23:43:00 GMT

two years pass

Two years pastCurled up on the shower floorIn a fetal wreckBecause you couldn't take it.The hot water runs out and you lay there still.What has changed?Nothing, except you learned how to hide it.Somet...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:03:00 GMT

isolation...

I feel a disconnect between myself and those closest to me. It feels like I have trouble relating to people anymore. So many of the things that used to be so interesting simply bore the hell out of me...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:59:00 GMT

I don’t know how long this can last. But I’m honestly going to give it a shot.

I am going to try to be more positive about things. Not necessarily nice about everything, but less hateful. Although in my last blog I had stated that I was almost not positive at all, I am going to ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 22:44:00 GMT

this wear and tear is starting to show through.

this monotony is killing me. lately i have been caught in a trap. i have locked myself in this cycle of repetition and boredom. everyday i wake up at the same time, eat the same food, take the same bu...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 22:13:00 GMT

if only i could understand myself

It Doesnt Make Sense. I Have The Very Best Of Friends, I Have The Most Amazing Family. Yet I Still Feel Very Alone, I Havent Felt This Alone In A Very Long Time. All I Want Is To Mean Something To Som...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 21:14:00 GMT

new songs i wrote at 3:30 in the morning yay!!!

Today's youth. Our Generation, Is being taught to ignore. Taught to succumb to misinformation I will not ignore, I will not succumb Don't worry, Drive to the store, The environment will last for your ...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 02:42:00 GMT