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Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray]

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About Me

Well so far things are hectic in my life. But i have my beautiful daughter Hailey who is close to turning 3 years old in October. I have the best friends in the world. First lets start with Andres, hes my best friend ever. Hes my brother, and id give my life for him. Ive known him almost 7 years now and i honestly never want to lose a true friend like him. Then theres Sheri, she is Haileys mom, and a huge support in my life right now. There was a time i would have said i could do anything with her around. And to this day that still stands true. She is a wonderful mother and couldnt ask for anything better for Hailey. Along comes Shayla, she is the most random of my bests, we have many different views on things. But we get along so well. She always has a positive twist on things, she looks at things from all angles and i like that about her. She isnt narrow minded, also she is an artist, like myself and Andres, she does amazing work. Last but not least, my cousin Michelle. I apologize if i totally spelt that wrong lol. I got in contact with you within the last 6 months. Since then you have been an awesome friend and always so nice. You are funny as hell when you are mad, and you seem to genuinely care about me, I thank you for everything you have done for me within the past 6 months and i appreciate all the praying lol. I need it :P. Ok now for my gf. I met you almost a year ago. From the get go i noticed many things about you. I was going through a really horrid time and you were there to listen. And you barely even knew me. I was astonished by this to be honest. You were a constant that i could rely on. I know we have gone through our tough shit and everything but you have been as supportive as you can be. I want to be as consistant for you as you were for me. What you did i truely appreciate more then youll ever know, I love you. I want all of these people to know how much i love you all. Thank you for tolerating me and all that shit. And i love my little girl, she is the pride and joy of my life. I want her to be what i cannot, and i dont want her to ever deal with anything like i did. My friends are all apart of me, and everything i said is all you need to know. My AIM is DCLxDestroyerx, if you want to chat. If there was anyone that felt i forgot them. Im sorry. Just send me a message and im sure i can put you in here somewheres lol.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I think that i honestly have everyone i could want in my life at this point. And got rid of all the people i dont want in my life.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Metallica, Mudvayne, Slipknot, Static-X, NIN, Rammestein, Papa Roach, Hell Yeah, Staind, Beastie Boys, Sevendust, Linkin Park, Saliva, Three Days Grace, Stone Sour, Korn, Disturbed, the list goes on and on

Movies:

Super Troopers, Spaceballs, South Park, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. Running Scared, Shawn of the Dead, Grandma's Boy, Grappler Baki, Waiting, Half Baked, Batman Begins, Team America, Kung Fu Hustle, Matrix Reloaded, Underworld 1&2, Resident Evil and FFVII Advent Children

Television:

South Park, Mind of Mencia, Family Guy, Hellsing, Trigun, Berserk, etc

Books:

I dont like to read. Its just not something i enjoy doing, i cant stand sitting and staring at page after page reading small ass print, or hell even big ass print. I WONT DO IT!!!! YOU CANT MAKE ME! This is something a friend told me when i was at my lowest point. "Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

Heroes:

My heroes are the 4 people closest to me. Amanda Andres Sheri and ShaylaI appreciate thier friendships and relationships very much. They are people i dont take for granted. But that doesnt mean i take crap from any of them :P

My Blog

My delusions...

Ok recently i got into an arguement with some family members. Some old shit that happened to me was brought up. Honestly, all ive wanted for years was the answer why. Why any of that shit I had to go ...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:48:00 PST

As i sit up alone...

Ok so its about 12:30 am. Normal day after work, im exhausted. In my room alone bored. And i look around at my friends myspace pages. And i honestly wonder, would even HALF of you care if i were to ju...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 12:29:00 PST

Tired of the bullshit!

Ok so my brother leaves on the 20th of this month to go back to active duty for 18 months. And i appreciate everything my brother does by doing that. But what i honestly cant seem to get over is how o...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:06:00 PST

Wow...

Well as you all might have read in my previous blog. Ive been feeling extremely shitty. Kinda feels like my life is leading me no where. Like no one needed me or hell, even wanted me around. And i tal...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:41:00 PST

Lost...

So im going to try make this short, im confused... about alot of things. Things that concern people close to me. People that i care so much about, but am so insecure about small and stupid shit t...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:49:00 PST

Life is strange

Im getting to a point where i realize i want to do something with my life. But what is unclear to me is what. Im honestly lost in that aspect. I love art and drawing and all of that. I also love psych...
Posted by Eric-[These are the eyes of Disarray] on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 08:46:00 PST