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Monica

If You can't handle me at my worst, You don't deserve me at my best!

About Me



My Interests



*My Kiddos* *My Mom and Dad* *My beautiful niece and nephew, Emily and James* *John Dork* *The rest of My Family* *Friends* *Music* *Camel Cigs* *Smith & Wesson (the drink, not the gun)* *Myspace* *Scrapbooking* *Sharks, especially Great Whites* *Butterflies* *Dragonflies* *Fairies* *Tattoos* *Piercings* *Celestial Designs* *Big Cats, especially Samson, Delilah, Romeo, and Juliet, the Siberian Tigers previously owned by my friend Paul* *Muscle Cars* *Obsession Cologne* *Blackberry Sage Incense* *Candlelight* *Massages (Giving and Receiving)*
*Liars* *Fake "Friends"* *Slipknot* *Perverts* *Funerals* *Drama* *Washing Dishes* *Nightmares* *Losing contact with special people (where are you, Anna-Banana?)*

I'd like to meet:

Silver Ravenwolf, Scott Cunningham, Stephen King, Anne Rice, Les Claypool
The video on my profile is my favorite song for the moment. To me, it's all about that fairy tale love we all hope to one day find. Finding someone who will be there to catch you every time you fall, no matter what. It really does exist, I still believe in that :)

Music:

I'll listen to just about anything once, twice if it doesn't give me a headache or piss me off. :) I have too many favorites to list them all here. ..

Movies:

Primal Fear, Hostel, Saw -- anything scary or full of action...

Television:

Sex and the City, The Mind of Mencia, Eureka, Robin Williams Stand Up..

Books:

Anything by Stephen King, and yes, I've read almost all of them.

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Heroes:

Les Claypool and Flea Because if God could play bass, He'd play almost as good as these guys! ..

My Blog

news!

Just found out on Friday that I'm pregnant! Not sure how to feel about it yet, but there are no options in my mind but to have a baby
Posted by Monica on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:24:00 PST

So Proud of myself!

I just went to the Texaco where a friend of mine works graveyard. I was sitting there hanging out, and another friend of mine came in... someone I used to party with. Well, she hasn't talked to me s...
Posted by Monica on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 02:34:00 PST

AA, being clean, and other stuff

Well, Brian and I have been going to AA meetings the last couple of days. I won't say how long either of us have been clean for real, in order not to incriminate myself or anyone I was partying with....
Posted by Monica on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 05:59:00 PST

6th poem - Getting Clean

Dope has such a strong hold on so many of us,It starts out as fun, but soon becomes a must!It begins as a simple method to chase away a frown,Just a little boost, when the world has got you down-You b...
Posted by Monica on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:16:00 PST

5th poem - The Truth

NOTE: This one is quite christian... so if you are the type of person to judge me and write me nasty notes because of it... just don't read it. agreed? For all the fun the drug life provides,I have ...
Posted by Monica on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 09:51:00 PST

4th poem - for Mommy

My Mother, my best friend, my role model,My feelings, I think, It's time I do tell.I know I can never begin to repay,All that you do for me, day after day.It's so easy to forget sometimes,to express h...
Posted by Monica on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 12:31:00 PST

3rd poem - about Paul

This one is about all the days I spent with a wonderful man named Paul. Some of this will only be understood by people that actually hung out there, too... but that's ok.Never will I forget the night...
Posted by Monica on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:36:00 PST

2nd poem - to Eddie and Billy

This is a short one. I know it's about my partying days.. and I'm done with that now, but I did have some good times and will always hold good memories.Sitting with Billy and Eddie tweakin'That bag o...
Posted by Monica on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:24:00 PST

1st Poem - to Lee and my kids

Ok, this one I wrote a couple weeks ago. It starts out being about my ex-husband, but is really aimed more to my kids. So, I don't share my poetry on this grand of a scale, EVER, but here goes!----A...
Posted by Monica on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 09:18:00 PST

A Newer Update!

If you've read my bulletins, you know what's up, for the most part. I now live at mom's house, have no job and no boyfriend. Ryan and I can't be together anymore if I'm going to be clean. I'm not g...
Posted by Monica on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 03:58:00 PST