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~♥Q♥~

Flying with a broken wing

About Me

inhisarmsj316.blogspot.com~*~ i love life...and i love living it ~*~ i love dancing in the rain...jumping in puddles...and wrestling in the mud ~*~ i am driven by passion ~*~ i believe in hope ~*~ i know unconditional love exists ~*~ i play dress up ~*~ i am not afraid to be me ~*~ i am random ~*~ i am VERY stubborn ~*~ i am complicated ~*~ i am extremely sarcastic ~*~ i say very awkward things...i like it too...i love awkward moments ~*~ i like to sing ~*~ i love the beach...late night talks...and deep conversations ~*~ i HATE superficiality ~*~ i desire intimacy ~*~ i don't trust easily ~*~ i love surprising people...tackling games...and diet coke ~*~ hugs are heaven...especially from a good friend...at just the right moment ~*~ i am a sucker for kisses on the forehead...lying in the grass...and sunsets ~*~ i am a hopeless romantic ~*~ i am very ticklish ~*~ i love the outdoors...hiking... waterfalls...horseback riding...and dolphins ~*~ i like to be challenged ~*~ friends are important to me ~*~ i love to serve ~*~ i want to live and die fighting for something I believe in ~*~ i love love-songs...poetry...and parks ~*~ i love the guitar...and the drums ~*~ i love photography...my two favorite artists are kim anderson...and wendy bi ~*~ i am a quote-a-holic...i collect them ~*~ i love to laugh ~*~ i think i was supposed to be a hippie ~*~ i shop at thrift stores ~*~ i am very shy...but try to hide it ~*~ i hate bugs ~*~ i love guy movies...i hate scary movies ~*~ I BELIEVE THAT LOVE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD ~*~ i enjoy meeting people..i LOVE encouraging people ~*~ i hate racism ~*~ i love practical jokes ~*~ i enjoy one-on-ones ~*~ i like painting...and journaling ~*~ i love children...and puppies ~*~ i am afraid of the dark ~*~ i like alone time ~*~ i will always be a cali girl at heart ~*~ i suck at pool...but love to play it ~*~ people are my passion ~*~ i love my alphies more than they will ever understand ~*~ i want to live in san francisco someday...and africa too ~*~ i don't fall in love easily ~*~ i hate giraffes ~*~ i am afraid of failure...i fear abandonment ~*~ i hate moving ~*~ i HATE good byes ~*~ i want to be a wife...a mom... a missionary...and a doctor ~*~ i want to fall in love ~*~ i am trying to discover who I really am ~*~ i fail...a lot ~*~ i love to learn and grow ~*~ and i love God ~*~

My Interests

cali trip. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

I'd like to meet:

myself in ten years

Music:

my photography Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

Movies:

A Walk To Remember, Crash, Hotel Rwanda, Invisible Children, End of the Spear, Dear Francis, Beauty and The Beast,

Television:

Extreme Makeover, Home Edition Gilmore Girls Friends Grey's Anatomy

Books:

~the bible~

Heroes:

Only one, Jesus Christ

My Blog

sometimes

--> -->--> --> Sometimes smiling is hardChoking back tearsSwallowing painJoy destroyed By a darkness without a name.Sometimes breathing is hardDoubled over in heartacheCrying so hard insideFor someon...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 05:58:00 PST

Depression

A blanket of never-ending angst, Smothering every chance of hope& Putting out the flames of passion That once burned so hot and bright within& Sentencing a so-called life To utter agony, In a darkness...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 06:28:00 PST

To Me

To Me I Am   To me, I am a failure A tremendous disappointment Nothing but a let down. I am Ugly And Stupid Fat And Lazy I am Difficult Unworthy Unwanted And Awkward I seem False To me I am an i...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 09:34:00 PST

The Snow

You were a gift Arriving softly at midnight Blanketing my world With a soft layer of joy I opened my door to find My world made new Beautiful Inviting Igniting the excitement and joy I thought had bee...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 08:08:00 PST

Beloved

A gentle warmth grows rampant within my soul... A joy that cannot be contained by this small heart. A moment of light breaks through This dark prison of doubt. As I am scooped up into the arms Of my ...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 10:42:00 PST

Adieu

You know my secret... You know my pain. You caught a glimpse... And disappeared. I knew I wasn't good enough, But it hurts To have you know it too. I guess all that's left is adieu. ...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:14:00 PST

Always

It hurts Like nothing else does...like nothing else could. A sharp pain that radiates To the whole of my being and settles in my soul, Where it rests, Tearing apart the stitches that hold me together....
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:25:00 PST

My Nighmare

Beauty Ripped to shreds. Purity Stained red. Hope Shattered. Life Destroyed. Peace Forbidden. DreamsRemain Nighmares....
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 08:47:00 PST

I Wish You Knew

I wish you knew I loved you. For you, I would have lost it all. I would have given up everything, Just to catch you fall.   I wish you knew I loved you. You held me in your hands I wanted so for...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 08:45:00 PST

A Conundrum

Why don't you ask? You see something strange is going on. You see my eyes full of tears... My heart is breaking in pieces. But you don't ask. I am afraid I will scare you away. I have too much ba...
Posted by ~♥Q♥~ on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:39:00 PST