About Me
Now then, my name is Nicole, but friends call me Nikki. I am 37 years old and am a born and bred Californian. I live in the OC, but PLEASE do not compare me to the fluff they show on the TV show. I'm unique as hell, thank you very much, lol I enjoy going to the beach, it is my sanctuary, and I also enjoy talking with and helping my family here online. No kids, but one loving wolf who is with a friend right now, I will get a pic posted of her as soon as I can.I currently work as a registration data entry clerk at the Orange County Boy Scout Council; yes, I am an official Boy Scout, have a card and everything, lolI am a caring, passionate individual, and I wear my heart on my sleeve, which tends to get me hurt frequently, but I cannot change who I am, so I take the hurt with all the positive. I always want to help people, but earning my trust is not something easily done, and once you've lost it........forget trying to get it back with me; just the way I am.My family offline has abandoned me due to my being so unique, and so different from them. They have no clue how to deal with me; my online family is very dear to me, and sacred. I love them more than words can express, and I hope they know how much they mean to me.My music tastes vary, lean toward instrumental and soft rock lately, but will listen to pretty much anything. Evanescence, Elton John, Andrea Bocelli and Metallica are current favorites in my CD player (told you my tastes vary, lol)I'm brutally honest with people; if you have me for a friend, you are lucky, cuz it takes ALOT to earn my trust and friendship, as much as the people in this world have screwed with me.If you are looking for someone to talk to, I am a good listener. If you are looking for someone to bitch about, let me just say this; if you DO have a problem with me, talk to me about it, and don't just harbor your ill feelings toward me, or talk with others about me behind my back. That is so damn childish. Communication is SO important to me; I cannot be offended, as long as you are honest with me. And if you lie to me, and I find out, it will be DAMN difficult to gain my trust back; just fair warning to anyone.Do not fuck with me, or especially those I love. You will pay dearly, this I promise you.........I am a very nice person, but those I love mean more to me than you could possibly comprehend, and I will defend them with my life. My passion is great, and can be dangerous to those that cross me or harm anyone that I love.Message me anytime, for friendship, for companionship, or just if you want someone to bounce things off ofStay safe and be well till we might meet, and may the Night treat you kindly *smiling* Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds
