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*~[♥ *!sPeCiL-dRaMaStIc!* ♥]~*

§®¿sleepin' awake....chokn' on a dream....listen loudly....to a silent scream¿

About Me

..OK so.. i aint here ta get emails n comments from pervs.. i aint down fer fukkn bullshyt emails.. thas all bout drama.. n she said he/she said this.. dun add me if u aint gunna talk to me.. cus i will jus delete u ne wyas.. so theres really no POINT!. im SOOO DUN wit fukkn gurls its not even funni.. so dun try!.. and yes IMMA LESBIAN! soo guys.. dun try either.. ill jus delete er block u.. i dun care ta hear.. tha u think ur soo gr8.. tha u can change who and how i am.. WONT HAPPEN!.. get over it already.... im dun wit games... im dun wit realationships and love.. i am surely gunna be heartless from now on! claire has totally became muh weakness! ehh *sighs* dun lyke it. dun talk to me....makn fun of random ppl yelln at tha fukkn mormons! SATAn really does love u!! ur mom doin crazy shyt lyke on jackass! yup.. i get a shyt loada mountain dew everydya.. soo if u dun lyke it.. sukka frog bitch!! i am very much soo addicted to it lol.... im OCD about alotta things lol.. and as u can tell.. i gotta have 2 ta 4 periods after almost everythin i say... dun feel ri if i dun do um lol.... muh hair HAS to be perfect... so DUN ever touch it.. it will piss me off lol i have ta shower everydya.. b4 i go NE WERE!! i wont leave if i dun get to lol.. i dun lyke hair lol.. lyke arm hair.. n leg hair.. n cookie hair LMAO.. soo dun come near me if ur hairy! ill freak out.. lol i take muh blanket almost everywere i go.. and if i do.. NO ONE BUT MUHSELF CAN TOUCH IT! er i will SERIOUSLY freak tha fukk out.. and be supa pissed.. dun ask y... i aint afriad ta cut a bitch!.. lol common!.. sometimes when i touch somethin i gotta do it 4 times or it feels weird to me lol.... imma germ freak.. fer tha most part.. i wont use jus ne ones bathroom.. **long i wont explain** lol.... muh pillow.. no one can use it lol.... everythin of mine has to be put how i have it.. and if somethins outta place ill freak out.... lol i dun lyke it when ppl stair at me.. er even jus look at me really.. random ppl tha is.... i will go off on u if u do.. i aint scurd lol.. i smoke to much lol.. dun bitch cus its muh choice.... i come up wit alot random words.. so dun steal um!.. i lyke ta write.. poems.. i draw alot and I LOVE IT! of course.. music is muh lyfe.. i gotta have it ta sleep! i love pain.. and i love ta get pierced!.. i lyke ta be burned lol.... im a very jealious person.. wha do u exspect commin from a pisces hah :).. i love attention.. exspecialy from tha one im with!.. if u dun give it to me.. then yer not worth it!.. im not conceited.. but i am very hott lol.. everyone thinks soo ne wyas!.. i wanna get a boob job!.. hah im a hopeless romantic.... everytime i get n tha front seat of a car.. i GOT TO touch tha top right corner of tha window lol.. dun ask.... if u give me somethin and tell me ta keep it fereva.. i totally will!.. im obsessed wit stomachs.. and hands fer some reason!.. i love eyes and lips!... there muh weakness.. if u cant kiss.. dun even bother wit me!.. umm lol.. i dno ill add more later!. TOODLEZ@*&$)*@&$)@

My Interests

hmm wha interests me? well alotta things lol.. well heres a list of shyt i lyke..rubber dukks bubble rap :) bubbles ahhahahah w00t!! music gurls spikes blakk piercings i got 14 nuhself... tattoos pink crosses stars the rubber ducky song :) teddy grams flames spongebob talkn to muh self n tha mirror :P ppl who are themselves whips! shrimp mountain dew cars money handcuffs :) ne thing freaky hahaha ne thin fun thas all fer now ill get bakk at ya wit more :) **TOODLEZ**
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I'd like to meet:

cassi tara kearra claire muh supa dupa sidekikk kayla kristie siobhan alecia n jessie kennieparti me n g'spot alicia cg me hehe boo nigga shayla me n cambri becka n carli murphy cambri u caught me baha lmao u oh lil jessi LH *whistles* wop wop lindsay selina gah shes beautiful better one of lil jessi muh popsicle buddy kyann mater moosho and puss DJ Irene cambri irene me and kearra wha bitches)(*@$@?

Create your own Friend Quiz herekla's a pimp bcus...

Music:

poison the well spill canvas bullet for my valentine! as i lay dieing senses fail sum 41 family force 5 mary magdalan the fallout theory suicidal tendencies better off tomarrow as blood runs black all the remains less than jake what keeps us alive st. valentines massicure as for us kandles at nine scar symmetry LOVEHATEHERO!!! god i love them)&#@$@ dear lyfe end of eden killswitch engage three days grace mindless self indulgence taste of ink trapt rise against starting line le disko buckcherry +44 blue october slipknot *if i havent put this on here yet lol* akon all american rejects mims atreyu my chemical romance.. the used.. marlin manson.. system of a down.. disturbed.. lost prophets.. trina.. simple plan.. puddle of mudd.. icp.. esham.. metallica.. rob zombie.. godsmack.. korn.. slipnot.. isle of q.. ying yang twins.. 3 6 mafia.. celly gel.. t.a.t.u.. lords of acid.. prodigy.. joan jet.. blonde.. spice gurls (w00t w00t).. christina agulara.. reel big fish.. nickelback.. rammstein.. janice joplin.. t-pain.. eamon.. savage garden.. bowling for soup.. tim mcgraw.. cold.. primus.. mudvayne.. the donnas.. three days grace.. betty blowtorch.. jack off jill.. scarlett.. scarling.. seether.. ** n ya so on lol i can go on fereva... i mostly listen to metal, rock, punk, techno, emo, ska, n ya lol i guess jus basically everythin... no classical n jazz tho lol....

Movies:

bound.. set it off.. finding nemo.. without a paddle.. texas chaincaw masicure.. saw & saw 2.. cellular.. phone booth.. exit to eden.. the pest.. 8 mile.. AVP.. all halloween movies.. all jason movies.. cabin fever.. shark tales lol.. home on the range.. joy ride.. i robot.. euro trip.. better than chocolate.. but im a cheerleader.. andicondas.. secret window.. gothika.. signs.. spongebob squarepants movie.. if these walls could talk 2.. the grudge.. jeepers creepers 1 and 2 **kinda**.. PORN!!.. exorsist.. i dno i lyke alotta movies.. i luv watchn umm.. exspecally horror movies :) w00t!!

Television:

The l word ** oh ya babbbiii** american idle :) family guy american dad simpsons fear factor cops americas most wanted simple lyfe ER third watch :D w00t!! americas most wildest police chases spongebob catdog dexters laboriary faily odd parents lol i dno but i do no theres more jus cant think ri now..

Heroes:

*^!~$$KATHERINE MOENNIG!!$$~!^*

My Blog

fukk U!

dya to dya.. morning to ni.. sittn and waitn.. muh heart i fight.... lonely and all alone.. theres no1 to see.. o' how depressing it is.. to be ME!.... as tha phone rings.. muh heart skips a beat.. i ...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 03:41:00 PST

save me...

i count tha dyas tha we have spent apart.. i got a bad liver and a broken heart.. theres no salvation in tha comfort of u.. ((comfort of u)) and im finally realizing yer tearin me apart!..   so h...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 04:01:00 PST

changes

  i found a lite.. and then it grew.. i found muhself.. still thinkn of u.. and i felt so empty.. now i find.. but still its burning.. when will u be mine..to much of tha same stories n our lyfes...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:32:00 PST

beautiful....

in yer eyes.. u should see tha wya they glow when u smile.. tha wya yer laughter sets tha world on fire.. i take 4 grantet all tha moments tha im with u.. im with u.. cus yer beauty takes muh breathe ...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:33:00 PST

answer..

1.Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be friend...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 02:32:00 PST

dun wanna kno...

i dont wanna know ((X's3)) ill go away and pour muhself a drink..i really couldnt care less wha u think.. well i dont have to listen now.. live this day down.. if i cant feel a thing.. u might as well...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 08:04:00 PST

if this means ne thing to u..

ur tha love of muh lyfe.. muh soul mate.. and u mean tha fukkn world to me... theres not one thing i love more than i love U... and tha obviously means somethin if i love u more than i love muh family...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:11:00 PST

jus fer u ;)

hangin' out.. more n more.. see'n ur face.. tha, im VERY happi for....   everydya.. all tha time.. tha im glad.. tha u are mine!!....   to look n ur eye's.. and feel ur touch.. kiss ur lips....
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Fri, 26 May 2006 03:16:00 PST

another poem ehh

sadness... writin on muh wrist n a form of art.. jus ta show how much ive broken muhself apart.... a picture so perfect painting trails of blood drippin down muh arm a neva endin flood.... jus anothe...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 12:49:00 PST

STOP!

ok so tha otha day i totaly wrote out along ass  blog.. and it i guess didnt fukkn work! RAWR!!.. so here i am again... things have happened.. things are bein said.. all i can say to EVERYON...
Posted by *~[♥ paralyzed overdose ♥]~* on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 06:09:00 PST