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Aktiv Playr

FLIP IT, OR BURN IT. it aint nothin to a boss.

About Me

you can track me down, you can detain me, you can even hold me in your custody...but you can never break my spirit. you can never change who i am and what i do. it is only a matter of tyme before i return to the places i like to go with the people i like to see, being the hustla i have grown to be.
THERE ARE THREE KINDS OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD. 1. THOSE WHO DO WHAT THEY WANT. 2. THOSE WHO DO WHAT THEY CAN. AND THE REST OF THEM - WELL, THEY'RE JUST FUCKED.
PLAYERS DO WHAT THEY WANT TO. SUCKERS DO WHAT THEY CAN.
under prefered circumstances: i like to start eachday by opening my eyes to someone i care about, i like to push things to the limit and be in an altered state of reality every fucking minute. actions entertain me. people amaze me. choices intrigue me. relationships feed me. i like to meet new people, i like to be around people who are on the same page as me - it makes the daily bowlshit bearable. i like to make others smile little smiles that no one else really sees. they make the time pass. i like to be on missions so that i know im alive. i like to be an active player in my life, ill be damned if someone else is going to step in and toy with what i have created.
i like to know that it matters to someone and that if it could be appreshiated it would.
I am currently up North, in the Last Frontier just stackin my money and laying low. yeah, I needed to get the fuck outta San Leandro for a little while and lay low-otherwise I'd have ended up going to visit Aunt Rita, or maybe even Uncle Quinten....really. I am up here chillin in the snow (tons of snow)and just trying to get all my shit back in order. I intend to get all the current drama and bowlshit cleared up and begin to set up a foundation for myself once again. what do i want right now? i dont know. i want to be left alone long enough to be able to focus on me. i want to not have to tend to everyone's problems. i want to think of me. i want to work for me. i want to do what i want to do - finally!

----MAKE ME AN OFFER, IM LISTENING.----
AND AS FOR THE COMMENTS AND SHIT EVERYONE ALWAYS HAS TO SAY ABOUT US AND OUR FAMILY: THEY ARE NOTHING BUT JEALOUS ASS WANNA BEES. WE KNOW THIS, BUT IT STILL FRUSTRATES THE SHIT OUTTA US!!!!
AND IT'S PARTIALLY THAT WE LIVE IN A SMALL AREA, BUT MOSTLY IT IS WHO WE ARE TO THIS AREA...OUR GRANDPARENTS LILVED IN THE SAME AREA AND MY PARENTS LIVED IN THE SAME AREA AND NOW THAT WE HAVE GROWN UP IN THE SAME AREA - WE WANNA GO WHERE NOBODY KNOWS OUR NAME.
I UNDERSTAND. AND I EMPATHESIZE. AND I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE TO MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS -- AND TO REALIZE THAT IF YOU ARE FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO BE IN THE PRESENCE OF SOMEONE DURING A GIVEN EVENT, THAT DOESNT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SPEAK ON WHAT YOU SAW/HEARD. YOU SHOULD JUST BE GLAD THAT WE ALLOWED YOU TO EXIST WITH US.
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My Interests

forever playin', having fun, making cash, mouth-piecing my way in/out of situations

I'd like to meet:

everyone who thinks their someone----justa see what they have 2 offer

real men/women----not the ones who date insecure, jealous females/males whom i will have to deal with at some point

Music:

anything with a good beat or words that arent otherwise spoken

Movies:

Fight Club (one of my all time favorites i could watch over and over again-even sober), The Boondock Saints (thank you Nick for making me watch this movie), Hannibal, Silence of the Lambs, CKY2K, Clerks, Jay and Silent Bob, Pulp Fiction, Requiem For a Dream, Mi Vida Loca, Billy Madison

Television:

dont make much tyme for it n when i do there seems to be nothing worth watching

Books:

Everything I Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarden

Heroes:

those who have gone before me and laid some roadwork. those who have been along side me and made our existance worth remembering. thank you

My Blog

I NEVER KNEW HOW SMALL OF AN AREA I LIVED IN UNTIL...

KID (MY SISTER) POSTED THIS...I AM REPOSTING IT FOR OBVIOUS REASONS: ... My mother makes comments to me that other "neighbors" think I drive too fast. I remember in elementary school, my grandmother w...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 04:13:00 PST

boys with potential would...

" Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on.Not her butt/waist/boobs" Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything" When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss h...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 12:33:00 PST

back from the ideal

i am back from camp for good now. i really enjoyed counseling up there for the last two sessions, it reminded me that not all people suck. it also gave me a small hope for our future. the kids i got t...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:52:00 PST

went to DMV

so i went to DMV this am and talked with a lady there who was much more insightful than the last female. she said i need a certificate of completion and proof of SR22 insurance, and $55. well at least...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 09:53:00 PST

id rather be locked up

i would rather be in jail.  i hate this shit. my lil sister is going out to a party with her friends tonight (not mad at her, hope she has fun) and my parents have gone out the last few weekends ...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 10:15:00 PST

fucking PFUs

fuckin A. what is it that makes someone look like they are no-good. How can someone judge what the other person does in their spare time, for work or for fun just by seeing at them for a moment as a t...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:15:00 PST

longest survey ever

i stole this survey from my sister, thanks kid. ( i was hella bored) ----Simple---- Name: Age: 23 Middle Name: ----Apperance---- Hair Color: Dark Brown Eye Color: Hazel Height: 5'11" Shoe ...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 08:46:00 PST

job hunting

looking for a job fucking blows chunks. i hate looking for shit. i know how people treat applications.  employees look at applications that people leave in their care, they laugh a...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:17:00 PST

coping

opps. i missed my first group class on thursday nyte; really didnt mean to.  it's my sister's fault really.  it was her day off so we all went out to dinner as a family - and i should have b...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:50:00 PST

1st Blog

this site is coming along ...its like a new born baby though.  everyone was waiting and waiting for it it finally happen, for me to finally get a my space. poof here it is and it is only a bowl o...
Posted by Aktiv Playr on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 09:55:00 PST