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K.Y. Jelly and a baseball bat cant describe how fucked I feel right now. I feel like all the struggling and all the fighting I did for the past, almost, 3 years was for nothing. Because right now nothing at all seems to be going right in my life. NOTHING. Well let me take that back. Not all for nothing, but it seems like that. Tears, hours of constant and consistent work, blood, pain(internal and external) are just some what I have gone through and still going thourgh but it doesn't seem like I have gotten anywhere at all. My love life doesn't even suck anymore. Its just over. School seems to be going in and outta focus for me. And no one seems to be there for me. Ya boy Jay G right now feels like just saying fuck it. Letting all of it go. Saying fuck the world and do my own thing. And right now, that doesn't sound like a bad thing.Anyway. Enough of the drama. YA BOY BIRTHDAY IS HERE. THE BID 222222222221111111111 oh man. Im tryna get fucked the fuck up. I don't wanna remember shit that happened for like a week. It all starts with Iguanas on Thursday, and where it leads to, I don't know and I don't care right about now. And with 21 I understand comes Major responsiblity. And the responsibility I am about to take on is gonna be great. Myspace, pray for me, caz I ain't fighting anymore. Mentally or physically.O and I wanna give a shout out to Redskins Safety Shawn Taylor. R.I.P. Homey. I followed him from the times when he was at The University of Miami. There is no doubt in my mind that he woulda been a legend in the game. 24 is no age for any man to die. Its fucked up that it happened that way. I hope they catch the person who did it. But like I said Rest In Peace big homey. You are in a better place now. Shawn Taylor 1983-2007.
