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I am far from a super model, and far from being a size 5. I am nothing close to being perfect. I am beautiful in my own way,but just because of that people seem to think that I must be stupid, or for better words have a "lack of knowledge". People think I must be a "hoe" because I go to the bars sometimes, or because I have fun with my homegirls and take crazy pics. Or for the fact that I am thick, and pretty.I am a different breed of woman. I'm not like anyone my age, or any other female for that matter.Truth is,,,, if you know me already, you already know how I am built, and if you dont know me, your missing out on a fabulous person.I'm 24, have a college education, work my butt off for what I have, and I dont sleep around (like vast majority of females), I'd die for any of my family or friends, I'd give anything I have to someone who needed it, I have a heart of gold, I dont lie, I dont steal, I dont cheat. I dont try to take other woman's men, nor do I even glance their way. I LOVE funny men, humour is they key to my heart. I have my own style and I dont follow anyone. I am different, in every way. I am eccentric, and kind of eclectic. I hate routine, but I expect it from other people. I'm always 10 minutes late. I have a problem with people having authority over me. I can dance for hours, I can scrap like a man, though I dont ever want to. I can power walk in 6inch heels. I love picnics. The song "lovely day"(bill withers) makes me happy I cant sing very well, but I sing in the shower. I prefer old school v.s new school. I have an old soul, with a young heart. I keep few friends, yet I am friends with everyone. I am educated with book smarts and street smarts. I love standing in the rain. I love being in relationships, but hate getting to that point. I love animals, and I love children. I love how kids have such creativity, and awesome imagination. I am disgustingly smart, though I play like I'm not. I stay 2 steps ahead(like a game of chess) ;) I keep life's laces tied to avoid slipping. I always have something to say. I talk alot, and get mad easily. I love listening to violens and piano's . I am double jointed. I hate green beans. I love apple juice. I love the sound of waves at the beach. I love the smell of stale beer off of a mans breath. I like the smell of burning wood in the air. I am scared of heights. I get lonely at night. I have a king size bed, but i stay only on the right hand side of it. I have problems throwing things away when I dont need them. I have kept every letter/card anyone has every given me since I have been a little girl. I am damaged, but fixable. I am tattered , not torn. I yearn for a storybook romance. I stare out the window at the stars at night. I favour scotch on the rocks, wine, and cosmopolitans. I make my own spaghetti sauce from scratch I dont buy the can kind. I turn all the lights on in the house if something scary is on. I once said the F word 35 times in one sentence. I meditate, and burn inscense with candles. I cry in the shower. I love kisees on my neck, back, and forehead. I hate when people touch my face with their hands. I still love to jump rope. I wish I had children, but dont know if Im ready for that yet. I bite the inside of my lip when im nervous. Mothers are always right. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I am dominant, and cant help it. I can be bossy. I love the wind. My favorite thing to do when I have a man, is lay my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat. I despise people who have no tact or cooth. I hate racism and ignorance. I love the smell of babies and puppy breath. I believe in karma. Laughter heals. I love make believe. I still wish I believed in Santa I am a chronic nail biter. I am an aquarius. I have loved, lost and learned. I love intelligent people. I fall in love fast, and I love hard. I give excellent advice to people, though I can never take my own. I am a counselor, a daughter,a sister, a friend. I dont start fights, I finish them ;) I'm picky, and sometimes rude for no reason. I am quick to love, and slow to hate. I love going on rollercoasters, though I keep my eyes closed the whole time. I love to cook, I hate doing the dishes. I love listening to Chopin, Beethoven and Motzart when im stressed. I talk in my sleep, but I dont sleep much. I still cuddle up to my mom, and cuddle with my friends. I dont do drugs, sometimes I drink. I dont trust men, and only a select few woman. I have a hard time making up my mind. I'm scared of bugs, and anything small with 4 legs. My mother is my best friend, as I am her's. I love to swim,read challenging novels, write poetry, or write things to start a debate and get people's opinions flowing. I would rather watch a sun-rise then a sun-set(it makes me feel a sense of hope) Summer is too hot, winter is too cold,spring is too wet, I love fall and all it's amazing colors, and the temperature is just right, and to fall asleep with the window open and have that perfect breeze hit you(though I'm under every blanket I own) I always have to have the last word. I still dont know what it is that makes me happy. I'm always listening to music. I'm loyal, and trustworthy. I love taking pictures. I have more then 1 best friend. I love watching things about paranormal and ghosts. Im an early bird, more so then a night hawk. I jump from topic to topic. I love being barefoot. I love the smell of gasoline, and fresh rain. I'm always thinking about things. I'm deep, and have logic. I have attained wisdom through my experiences. I dont wear revealing clothing. I love people's eye's and smiles. I like people watching (no creep-o) and wondering what their life's about. Elderly people are darling to me. I love my family. I love the color red. I love lotions, perfumes, and inscense. I am a girly girl, who comes off as a brawny tom boy. I love hiking in wooded areas. I love learning new things. I have an obsession with everything being balanced and even.(thanks mom lol) I am a clean freak. I am a monogamist. I am clingy. I am responsible, and independent. I have lived on my own since age 15. I have been in love twice. I love to laugh. The key to my heart is humour, loyalty, and honesty. Believe it or not I am shy. I am romantic, and love romance. Sometimes I cry for no reason at all. I have never had "happy tears". Sundays, I wear my p.j's all day. I love Simpsons re-runs. I am fashionably modern, but my mind is stuck in the 80's. I see everyone as equal. I love swinging on swings. I hate texting. I'm "iffy" about natural red hair/freckles. If it was possible I would stay 10 years old forever. I believe in past life's. My intuition is always dead-on. I am hard to read/ figure out. I consider myself the human rubix cube. I read peoples eye's and movements. I love just shooting hoops. I tend to dump all my problems in my friends ears. I try to fix people. I'm horrible under pressure. I am panic stricken. I am a nervous wreck. As a child I was either up in a tree, or in the mud. I have crazy dreams. I give men a hard time, all the time. I'm nosey. I burst out laughing at any random moment about something that was funny a week ago. I cant walk past a window or mirror without looking in it. I love Sigmund Freud, and Ernest Hemmingway. I wore Nike's under my grad dress and bridesmaid dress. I like going barefoot in the mud. My socks are always mixed-matched. I leave trails of random shit wherever I go. I use tape, butter knives, and high heels to fix everything.I could go on and on... lol but I bet you guys didn't know half of this stuff about me huh?Looks are deceiving. My cover says "im pretty, so I must be a superficial idiot" But my pages read "I'm smart, classy, crazy, intrueging,and unique" Dont ever judge a book by it's cover.;)