"It's nothing you'd understand, but I do have something to say. In fact, I have a lot to say, but now is not the time or place. I don't know why I'm wasting my time or breath. But what the hell? As for what is said of my life, there have been lies in the past and there will be lies in the future. I don't believe in the hypocritical, moralistic dogma of this so-called civilized society. I need not look beyond this room to see all the liars, haters, the killers, the crooks, the paranoid cowards--truly trematodes of the Earth, each one in his own legal profession. You maggots make me sick-- hypocrites one and all. And no one knows that better than those who kill for policy, clandestinely or openly, as do the governments of the world, which kill in the name of God and country or for whatever reason they deem appropriate. I don't need to hear all of society's rationalizations, I've heard them all before and the fact remains that what is, is. You don't understand me. You are not expected to. You are not capable of it. I am beyond your experience. I am beyond good and evil, Legions of the night--night breed--repeat not the errors of the Night Prowler and show no mercy. I will be avenged. Lucifer dwells within us all. That's it." -Richard Ramirez
signs(make me one if you feel like being nice):
This guy means so much to me!he is absolutely amazing
Mystical(the man of many masks):
Danielle and Cryptorchild: Mad respect to my Maryland homies right here these homies still in high school but mad wikid homies these 2 are they are the best of friends and have given me the mad appreciation thank u homies, Danielle is a juggalette Cryptorchild ain't one but she still gets my respect due to stuff we have in common, going back to Danielle this homie is one of the most down to earth homies I have talked too and she too has a great future ahead of her and wish her well. MAD WIKID APPRECIATION TO DANIELLE AND CRYPTORCHILD!!
he's such an amazing guy!I owe him so much!Thank you!
This one makes me smile:
thank you darryl!!:)
id like to meet alot of people!!
JOHNNY DEPP
ADRIAN BRODY,BRUCE WILLIS,RYAN GOSLING,FLYLEAF,marilyn manson,DEE SNIDER,
DANI FILTH,CHRISTIAN SLATER,JAKE GYLLENHAALL,AL FUCKEN PACINO,ben stiller,John cusack,meg ryan,david spade,
steven lynch,cillian murphy,topher grace,matthew mcconahay,Leonardo dicaprio,AFI,gene wilder,TIM CURRY,simon wiesenthall,Jonathan Taylor Thomas,cillian murphy,topher grace, the cast of blue collar,marilyn manson,Matthew mcconahay,John stamos,Guy on the movie The crow(the one that died),Greenday,system of a down,jay and silent bob, kevin smith,tim burton,tony hawk(almost did),julia roberts,rachel mcaddams,ewan mcgregor,Dane cook,Leonardo dicaprio, the guy that played the phantom in phantom of the opera!!!!!!,ryan reynolds,Jonathan Rhys Meyers,jack nicholson,will farrel,tegan and sara,jim carrey,adam sandler,Joaquin Phoenix,Eathen hawk,Elvis,Reese witherspoon,willie nelson,Johnny cash,guy that played the guy she ended up with in sweet home alabama,JOhn travolta,James franco,Collin farel,Tenacious D,System of a down,Steven lynch,the guy that has that puppet act on comedy central,SMACKY THE CLOWN,CRISS ANGEL, ok..and plenty of other people that i probally forgot!
shit i need to remember them!
a "bad trip" is a good trip. my hands began to deteriorate. i could see my skin peeling apart. i saw my body grow old. there are faces inside of faces and i only breathe sometimes. my stomach grows weak as i further describe the things that happened to me that night. it has been 2 nights and they still won't let me sleep. it's 4 in the morning now and i can't help but remember seeing every image in my head staring back at me. and when i dream...you're always there...usually just out of my reach. i watch you die repeatedly...my dreams tend to make me sick. my dreams like to watch you die. i know what it feels like to lose your mind - to see your thought process completely fucked and scrambled right before your eyes. "i think i died....did i die?" my body was in pain, but my mind refused to believe it. i just sat there holding my chest as the air around me filled with water. A voice repeated to me - "no one flinches...we all float face down."
- Basically alot of everything!
- examples:
I like alot of random bands i find on myspace,and i dont remember them all,Afro man,Killswitch engage,pantera,Fionna Regan,regina spektor,BLIND GAURDIAN,DAMIEN RICE!!!!!!!!!,Brandi carlile,Daughtry,THE 69 EYES,TRAIL OF TEARS,Dimmu Borgir,The swell season,plain white t's,in this moment,walls of jericho,Rufus Wainwright,trivium,white stripes,seether,flyleaf,celtic woman(if i didn't already say it),funeral for a friend,lindsey haun,SHINEDOWN,NIGHTWISH,BILE,Job for a cowboy,Pink,CAKE,30 SECONDS TO MARS,tenacious D,Christina aguilera,The rocanteurs,jimi hendrix,bob marley,Avenged sevenfold,Tommy James And The Shondells,Vanessa carlton,Michale buble,meatloaf,Afro man,cowboy bebop,Default,Bush,Rammstein,James blunt,Tegan and sara,Great big sea,Slipknot,KORN,Coheed and cambria,Shakira,Bary lous polisar,The dresden dolls,SYSTEM OF A DOWN,Evanessance,Ozzy,Breaking banjamin,Avril lavigne,Ashlee and jessica simpson,Hilary duff(old stuff),Stone sour
alot of old music such as: David Bowie,Elvis,Queen,Abba,liza menelli,A-town and Bonnie tyler,celene Dionne etc... Gary Jules,Smile empty soul,Thrice,Shakira,Greenday, Mcr,twisted sister,sevendust,Megadeath,Anthrax,snot,coal chamber,soulfly,blackstar,clay people,Nashville pussy,lamb of god,crisis, Cradle of Filth,Beatles,frank sinatra,simon and garfunkel,Taking back sunday,secondhand serenade,From first to last,The Used,Afi,All american rejects,Eminem,fugees,xzibit(only because on pimp my ride he looks like he'd be a fucken awesome guy), Metallica, Bullet for my Valentine,crazy town,Amber pacific, Disturbed,raige against the machine,guns and roses,alice in chains,skid row,stevie nicks,motley crue,black sabbath,twisted sister,killers, Weezer, Flogging molly,Bob marley,jimmi hendrix,Ether hour,Mudvayne,Alien ant farm,Pantera,Staind,Foo fighters,p.od, Linkin park,Death stars,puddle of mud,petrie,marilyn manson,sublime,Death cab for cutie,muse,within temptation,
Darkwoods My Betrothed,Teddy Geiger,Cartel,incubus,crossfade,Richard cheese,simple plan,Joan jet, all time low,The turtles,The Eagles,TOnic,life house,Fuel,Skillet,Demon hunter,CALABRESE,Red hot chile peppers,Righteous brothers, curtis lee(50S MUSIC..OH YEA!)music from musicals i like(including disney movies..and stuff relating to disney..like warner brothers),Alot of fricken country singers like: toby keith,dolly parton,emmerson drive,reba macintire,mindy smith,Blake shelton,gary allen,johnny cash,willie nelson,Rascall flatts,dixie chicks,Dierks bently,brad paisley,faith hill,sara evans,Gretchen wilson,little big town,kenny chesney,Josh gracin,shania twain,Big and rich,brooks and dun,keith urban,Trace adkins and plenty more im prolly forgetting!!
Lamb of God
I'm a monster so don't walk my way.
Don't trust my smile my teeth are like knives.
I'll drag you down & suck you dry.
Don't laugh at my jokes- the punchline is murder.
Don't enjoy my touch, every caress hides a chokehold.
I'm only happy when I've ruined everything I see.
Believe everything you've ever heard about me- suck it up.
If you see me coming don't stop, just turn & walk the other way.
I will not lie about what I have done, I will not lie about what I will do to you, the sweat of my exertion is pure poison, I'm hell...
The dark crow man sits and stares into the oblivion into cold into nothingness; it's snowing in his mind.
He's created himself in his own image. Lust held for him means naught, a knock on the door brings no smile to his cruel lips;
the welcome in a woman's eyes holds nothing for him.
Alone on his haunches the hair raises on the back of his neck. His dead eyes pierce the night.
As his gaze falls down on the city it fills him the method ascertained, conviction.
He knows what to do and moves to commit the deed.
Intrinsic rot. Traces of future. Your past will rise haunting you again.
Tounging the glue stamp seal of your fold.
Cased in forests of black steel rod.
Vines of nerve float downstream. Sections of horror.
This is something you must never do again.
Falling spiral down. You know not what you are looking for but it will find you anyway.
I've confessed this disease to you. Handed you a key to control.
Fuel for your malicious intent.
Punish me for my failure. Dissect my faith. Twisting my trust.
Never, no more, I'm alone.
Movies
I like many.
Kevin smith movies,Tim burton movies,M night shamylan movies,Johnny depp movies.
Basically any musical..
Chicago,crybaby,Grease,RENT,Dream girls,Nightmare before christmas,Rocky horror picture show,Phantom of the opera,Anastasia(any disney musical..haha),moulin rouge,Mary poppins,fiddler on the roof,sound of music,Jesus christ superstar,Hairspray,SWEENEY TODD, etc...
HOCUS POCUS,Stay,Big,patch adams,the devils rejects,The lost boys,The godfathers,scarface(not al pacinos best),mob movies in general,Freddy vs. Jason,Halloween,King kong,The crow,Air bud,the woodsman,cloverfield,k pax,History of violence,Mona lisa smile,Walk the line,Date movie,Panic room,flight plan,The ringer,Jackass(1 and 2),Memoirs of a geisha,Cant buy me love,Just like heaven,cry wolfe,Zoolander,Alpha dog,Lost and delirious,Human traffiking,The river wilde,Harry potter series,Lord of the rings series,Red eye,Beautiful thing,Tu wong foo,Hollow man,Meet the fockers,Heavyweights,Girl interrupted,The break up,Music and lyrics,Phone booth,Silence of the lambs,fiddler on the roof,Young frankenstein,Road to perdition,wedding singer,running scared,1408,Cast away,A beautiful mind,The others,My big fat greek wedding,All the american pie series,The matrix,Sweet november,The notebook,Say anything,Titanic,Tenacious D:The pick of destiny,rocky horror picture show,The heavenly kid,Ace venturas,Boondock saints,8 mile,Planet of the apes,The breakfast club,The producers, Joe dirt,scary movies,10 things i hate about you,Anchorman,win a date with tod hamilton,The messengers,40 year old virgin,The kevin smith movies,Donnie darko,12 monkeys,Mystic river,Sweet home alabama,Holes,Save the last dance,Hide and seek,Pretty woman,The shining,Psycho,Blue crush,Excorcism of emily rose,The pursuit of happiness,Carrie(the remake sucked),Ammiltyville horror,Vanilla sky,Children of men,riding in cars with boys,never been kissed,Ever after,The jurassic parks,Monster,Hearts in atlantis,Man on fire,School of Rock,the usual suspects,Disney movies,Identity,Broken bridges,Pride and prejudice,Tristan and isolde,The Austin powers,Spidermans,Dont say a word,Dragonfly,Sixth sense,AI,The pianist,Schindlers list,Bruce almighty,strangeland,Clockwork orange,SEE NO EVIL,Hostel,Saw(1..the others were so unecessary),The pianist,Schindlers list,Gothika,Enough etc...
(some of my favorites are:Atonement,things we lost in the fire,PERFECT CREATURE,THE PIANIST,Once,30 days of night,SWEENEY TODD,The wedding singer,1408,RUNNING SCARED,elizabeth town,Lets go to prison,the invisible,Candy,Across the Universe,300,see no evil,SIDE FX,Sick(HA),Texas chainsaw massacre:the beginning,Freddy vs.Jason,Amyltyville horror,the shinning,STARDUST(yayyy),Blood and chocolate,I am legend,pans labyrinth,Queen of the dammned,the haunting,The usual suspects,the hills have eyes,BOY EATS GIRL,Tenacious D:the pick of destiny,SILENT HILLLLLLLL,ALPHA DOG,August rush,dead silence,The descent,Donnie darko,Running with scissors,hearts in atlantis,STRANGE LAND(my first torture movie),Ginger snaps 1 and 2,say anything,ace venturas,BOONDOCK SAINTS,CLOCKWORK ORANGE,Transformers,Juno,and Pride and Prejudice)
Heroes
Nikki sanders:God help me.
Jessica sanders:Why would you need God,when you have me?
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Niki Sanders: Sometimes I look in the mirror and I'm not sure it's me looking back.
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*after killing his mother,as he draws a portrait with her blood*
sylar:You were right mom,I was meant to be special just like you wanted. I can be anything
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Unknown: What am i thinking mr.parkman?
Mr.bennet: Your last thought.
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Mr.bennet:Go deep,take anything that would lead them too her
claire:I love you dad
mr.bennet:I love you too claire bear.
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Syler: You're like me.Id like to see how that is
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unknown: I can hear something in your heart.What is it
syler:Murder
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Isaac Mendez: I don't want to lose you. But if you don't believe in me you shouldn't be here.
Simone Deveraux: Fine. You think you can paint the future, paint one without me in it.
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Mohinder Suresh: My father spent his life chasing after this insanity. Now I'm wasting mine trying to prove he was sane.
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Hiro Nakamura: My only concern is should I hide my true identity? A costume maybe?
Ando Masahashi: You start talking about capes and tights and I'm out of here.
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Hiro Nakamura: Save the cheerleader, save the world.
The 4400,The daily show,Reba,three moons over milford,sarah silverman project,wonder showzen,carlos mencia,Room 401,scarred,ugly betty,Dave chapelle show,Without a trace,Scrubs,Inside the actors studio,Blue collar comedy tv,south park,Simpsons,weeds,viva la bam,wild boys,Jackass,rob and big,Twilight zone,my name is earl,The office,Beyond belief,King of the hill,futurama,Full house,House,Drew carrey show,Family guy,strangers with candy,That 70's show,Andy milonakis,Attack of the show,Fresh prince,Fairly odd parents,spongebob,Will and grace,American dad,Dead zone,falcon beach,Laguna beach,degrassi,law and order Svu,hogan knows best,The surreal life,Medium,Real world(when im bored),Alot of disney shows,grounded for life,Who's line,Csi,The twilight zone,Reduced shakespeare company,etc.
i will become a novelist...i will do it,for i will do whatever i damn well please..and NO ONE can stop me
The whole damn scott westerfeld series makes me happy:
her teeth barred,she said straight to his face,
"No one knows what it's like to be me right now,David.
I promise you:NO ONE"
He held her faze without flinching,but Tally could smell his fear,all the weakness leaking out of him
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When the people of the world all know beauty as beauty,there arises the recognition of ugliness
When they all know the good as good,there arises the recognition of evil
-Lao Tzu,The Tao Te Ching
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So from now on,David and i are here to sand in your way.You see,freedom has a way of destroying things.your have your new smokes,Your new ideas,Whole new cities and new systems. Well...We're the new special circumstances...
However hungry the human race becomes now that the pretties are waking up,the wild still has teeth.Special teeth,uly teeth.us.
We'll be out here somewhere-watching.Ready to remind you of the price the rusties paid for going too far.I love you all.but it's time to say good-bye,for now.Be careful with the world,or the next time we meet,it might get ugly.
-Tally Youngblood
he looked down at her,and carefully he removed his hand from over her mouth,and she lay still.
"I dont want ta hurt you,"he said
"but george'll be mad if you yell."
when she didn't answer nor move he bent closely over her.
he lifted her arm and let it drop
for a moment he seemed bewildered
and then he whispered in fright,
"i done a bad thing.I done another bad thing
-Cs lewis
-James patterson
-vc andrews
-manga
-anything else i read,and like
-Stephenie Meyer
I dont think anyone truly understands how much in love i am with these books..without them i dont think i would be able to live.these are the first books,i have gotten so into,i am the character..i hurt when they hurt..i feel what they feel..I cry when something bad happens to them..It's amazing..i dont think i've ever read any books more to my liking,and i suggest them to everyone!
"Why did you go to the Goat rocks place last weekend..to hunt?Charlie said it wasn't a good place to hike,because of bears."
He stared at me as if i was missing something very obvious.
"Bears?" I gasped,and he smirked.
"You know bears are not in season", i added sternly,to hide my shock.
"If you read carefully, the laws only cover hunting with weapons", he informed me.
He watched my face with enjoyment as that slowly sank in."
"Im not as strong as you give me credit for," he said."Right and wrong have ceased to mean much to me;I was coming back anyway.Before Rosalie told me the news, i was already past trying to live through one week at a time, or even one day.I was fighting to make it through a single hour. It was only a matter of time-and not much of it-before i showed up at your window and begged you to take me back.I'd be happy to beg now,if you'd like that""Before you,Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark,but there were stars-points of light and reason. ..and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire'there was brilliancy,there was beauty.When you were gone,when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,everything went black.Nothing had changed,but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars nymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
"I examined it cautiously.On the opposite side of the chain from the wolf,there now hung a brilliant heart shaped crystal. It was cut in a million facets,so that even in the subdued light shining from the lamp,it sparkled.
I inhaled in a low gasp.
"It was my mothers." he shrugged deprecatingly.
" I inherited quite a few baubles like this.I've given some to Esme and Alice both.So,clearly,this is not a big deal in any way."
I smiled ruefully at his assurance.
"But i thought it was a good representation," he continued.
"Its hard and cold." he laughed.
"And it throws rainbows in the sunlight."
"You forgot the most important similarity," I murmured.
"It's beautiful."
"My heart is just as silent," he mused.
"And it,too,is yours."
I twisted my wrist so the heart would glimmer.
"thank you.For both."
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abella Swan?"
He looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes,his golden eyes soft but,somehow,still scorching.
"I promise to love you forever-every single day of forever.Will you marry me?"
There were many things i wanted to say,some of them not nice at all,and others more disgustingly gooey and to romantic than he probably dreamed i was capable of.
Rather than embarrass myself with either, i whispered, "Yes."
"Thank you," he said simply.
He took my left hand and kissed each of my fingertips before he kissed the ring that was now mine."
"some say the world will end in fire,some say in ice.From what i've tasted of desire i hold with those who favor fire.But if it had to perish twice,I think I know enough of hate to say that for destruction ice is also great and would suffice"-Robert frost
she's just...amazing.No matter what i've done,or how much of a bitch i've been to her...She's there.she loves me, for the simple fact that i am me. She accepts my flaws,and doesn't penalize me for them.She is my best friend,and i couldn't live without her.I cant even think about living without her.It hurts too much.
I love you Elena
Oh..wow
To explain how important these girls are to me in mere words is difficult.Throughout the years i've known them,they have always been there for me.No matter what i do wrong..No matter how bitchy i am...they are always there waiting for me.They are always there willing to tell me it's allright..even when i dont believe them.We have so many memories...and they are two of the few people i can be myself around without getting completely embaressed.I love them with all my heart...And without them..would be completely lost....You know,without them i might actually be dead....
I love u guys...I dont even think u could ever know how much
I think it might be impossible..
to just tell you all,how much this kid means to me..
to express to you how he has always been there for me.
from the start,we got so close..
and right now,he's one of my best friends..
and honestly..sometimes,he's the only person who i truly wouldn't mind hanging out with 24-7
he's such a sweetheart..
And i would do anything for him.
he's simply amazing,and i dont know what i would do without him....there are so many memories...
I love you kid...with all my heart.thank u
No one..and i mean no one understands how much this guy means to me.he's just absolutely amazing and i would do ANYTHING for him.For the longest time,he has always been there for me.When im at my best,and when im at my worst..he's there.No matter how much of a bitch i am to him...he stays.He tells me it'll be allright.Every day,he tells me how beautiful i am..And when he says it..i believe it...When he tells me he loves me..i believe it.I know he loves me.Sometimes,i feel as if..i dont deserve him.Why would someone love me?Why would someone care about me..this much..want to stay.Sometimes i push him away..And i dont know why..because..i can honestly say..i genuially love him..with all my heart.I could not live with out him.I refuse to live without him.
i just..to imagine life without this kid..is like imagining life without breathing.It's impossible.
he completes me!
hmm,this remindes me of him =)
"Before you,Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark,but there were stars-points of light and reason. ..and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire'there was brilliancy,there was beauty.When you were gone,when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,everything went black.Nothing had changed,but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars nymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
Hun,please stay...because i dont think im strong enough to lose someone like you =(... ok,im not strong enough...Not even close
My friends,My mom,Olde english,and other fucken amazing people(Criss angel,johnny depp,pink,al pacino,marilyn manson,jim carrey,tenacious D,Damien rice,Johnny cash,69 eyes,michale moore,Kurt kobain,jim stewart,KELLY,oskar schindler,and Steve Howey,EDGAR ALLEN POE,John stewart,serj tankien,Glen hansard,and Marketa Irglova, for example)