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I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love me.

About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorI am an odd person, just ask anyone who knows me and thats what you'll hear. I like to hang out with my friends, just chill, party, or drive around aimlessly.
Bondage Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You scored as Antisocial Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have ASPD! You know that blatantly disregarding social norms and the rights of others isn't just illegal; it's FUN. Jail time? Eh, look at Gary Gilmore... was he really that bad of a guy?

Antisocial Personality Disorder


75%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder


67%

Unipolar Depression


67%

Schizophrenia


33%

Borderline Personality Disorder


33%

Eating Disorders


25%
Which mental disorder do you have?
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You scored as Anarchism.

Anarchism


100%

Socialist


75%

Communism


75%

Fascism


58%

Democrat


58%

Nazi


50%

Green


50%

Republican


33%
What Political Party Do Your Beliefs Put You In?
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amber
Birthday: 10/23/1989
Birthplace: Marshall
Current Location: Chaska
Eye Color: blue/grey
Hair Color: Blonde...
Height: with or without heels?
Right Handed or Left Handed: LEFTIES RULE!!!
Your Heritage: Norwegian
The Shoes You Wore Today: HOOKER BOOTS!!!
Your Weakness: that one spot...hehehe
Your Fears: being forgotten or left
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheesy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: ummm...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: idk
Thoughts First Waking Up: just 5 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: umm...
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: none
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI!
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: Single...you can do more...hehehe
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: gross...
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes...
Do you Swear: fuck yeah
Do you Sing: yeah, but i suck
Do you Shower Daily: duh
Have you Been in Love: wouldnt know
Do you want to go to College: kinda
Do you want to get Married: not sure
Do you belive in yourself: ...
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: hell no
Do you get along with your Parents: mom
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah...soo pretty
Do you play an Instrument: flute, bass guitar, piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ummm...yeah...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not really...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i wish
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah *smiles* soo nummy
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah, damn dance
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: me *looks around* NO! *giggles* alright, yes
Ever been called a Tease: many a time
Ever been Beaten up: stupid jocks...
Ever Shoplifted: once
How do you want to Die: slow and painful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Dont know
What country would you most like to Visit: my home, Norway
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green or blue
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: my height or taller
Weight: dont matter
Best Clothing Style: dont care
Number of Drugs I have taken: dont matter
Number of CDs I own: dont care
Number of Piercings: at least one
Number of Tattoos: dont care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: dont care
Yes, I took the damn thing. Sue me!
You Belong in 1970
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?
You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! Are You a Good Girlfriend?
Which eye are you? ~~GREAT PICTURES~~
You are the beautiful and creative eye. You find beauty in everything and are beautiful yourself. Wether you see it or not...you have a beautiful caring soul that may people would love to see....but you may not like showing it. Try to open up a little more. I wish everyone was as sweet as you ^_^
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You Are a Mermaid
You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else. What Mythological Creature Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

My Interests


you are mysterious. you are the one that everyone knows is there, but
cant get close enough to know you as a
person. the thought of being alone without
being part of a majority is more important
and appealing than having to conform to a set
structure. the feeling of darkness and having
your own space allows you to be who you want
to be without having someone there to stop
you and tell you what you have to be and do.

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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who feels like talking. If you want to find out more, just ask. My AIM is Pain Goddess510 and my Yahoo is Holder_of_Night .
.. You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.

Chains/Handcuffs


100%

Bondage


100%

Biting


100%

Whips


92%

Blood


92%

Blind Folds


67%
What..s Your Kinky Turn On?
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Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Music:

I like any music that sounds good to my ear. That usually ends up being heavy metal or hard rock, but not always.

. You scored as Punk/Rebel.

Punk/Rebel


75%

Goth


69%

Loner


63%

Stoner


63%

Drama nerd


63%

Ghetto gangsta


38%

Geek


38%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader


13%
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What do people remember you by? (anime pics)
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You Are 50% Extrovert, 50% Introvert
You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved
Like most people, you enjoy being social
But you also value the time you have alone
You have struck a good balance! Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

Movies:


-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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My friend and I are on a mission; to find a movie that actually scares us. So far, nothing.

Television:

I dont really watch it unless Invader Zim, or some good anime is on.

You Are Smokin' Hot
You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally. Are You Hot?

Books:

I love books. I go through books faster than my brother can go through food. Well, probably not that fast, but I go through them fast enough. Science Fiction and Docudrama are my favorite.

Heroes:

I haven't a hero. Want your name in here, convince me why it should be here and I'll think about it.
Aphrodite/Eros

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you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
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What do you look like in anime?
phoenix
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You Are 12% Shy
You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing.
You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult. How Shy Are You?

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My Blog

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*sighs* finally, things are lookin up again. I'm talkin to K. again, love the boi. I've started to accept the fact that its good for me to be single for a while, ya know? just get used to not always h...
Posted by Enda en ensom dag for en engel av mørke on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 11:08:00 PST

rambling

okay, its 3 in the fucking morning, why the hell am i awake? i need to be up by 6, i'm coughing constantly so if i were to finally fall asleep now i would never wake up on time. not to mention i dont ...
Posted by Enda en ensom dag for en engel av mørke on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:56:00 PST

slight rant

well, i think it's finally hit me, i'm single. it's been a week now, longest time i've been singles since...july? yeah, somewhere around there. feels really odd, not having someone. i've almost always...
Posted by Enda en ensom dag for en engel av mørke on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:03:00 PST

Pain...

I thought he wanted me, maybe he doesnt. I thought he liked me, I guess he doesnt. I wanted him so bad, but now I dont. I wanted him to be mine, but now I dont. He made me feel special, now he doesnt....
Posted by Enda en ensom dag for en engel av mørke on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 08:35:00 PST

Damn Computers

I HATE FUCKING COMPUTERS!!! I just wrote a fucking three page journal entry on my xanga, and the fucking thing froze. *poof* Gone. I almost threw the compute across the room, but I ended up throw...
Posted by Enda en ensom dag for en engel av mørke on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:17:00 PST