I'd like to meet:
i miss my cali friends.
Music:
Rick aww my nigga riggy. we've had some hella good times and some hellacious bad but through it all there is no one else i can call my best boy/friend. i can come to you about anything and you give me your advice from a man's point of view. i can respect that--i DO respect that. from the 8th grade until now, ive watched you grown from this nerdy kid to a grown man that respects adults and women. there arent many guys out there like you but im blessed to have you in my life. there were times we'd be with groups of people and you'd be the only one who would notice if i was sad or upset. and no matter what you said, you always had my best interest at heart. you and i would stay clowning in high school. every morning we'd chop it up at the lockers then go to class and have a hellafied time at lunch; only to kick it after school and ride the bus home after kickin it at tianna and derrick's house. and now...you're an airman. im so very proud of you rick. here we all are tryna make the best of ourselves while spending money to actually BE somebody. and here you are--living the serious grown up life--handling them bad ass responsibilities. believe it or not, i admire you for being this man that respects me and expects nothing but respect and a true friendship in return. you are forever my brother at heart. love you foo. random words zebra meat. can you please not call me a bitch in front of my kids. pass that test. f that. tell me again. dont kill me for no bird. i thought that was gonna be smooth. drank this. clowning. error logs. do i turn my lights on for a deer? lol. the seed. graduation. prom night. bear's party. pass that. "ohhh..oh ohh ohh." lol. f that hoe. porn on psp. walking to the shuttle. man, i dont know any of these songs. she just wiped her butt with that. f that nigga ash.
Jeremy wow. lol. thats all i can say. ive only known you for a lil bit but the way we kick it, you'd think we've been down since the playground nigga. lol. i remember when i first met you. we went to the 15-5 party and you were so...i dont know...wack. lol. fa real. you didnt speak and you were just "too cool" to meet me. then when we all went to denny's, everyone was friendly except good ol jay. apparently you were "throwed" but..whatever. ha--i remember when i called you jeremy and you were like "just call me jay." and now look--even now, i call you jeremy. cant punk me foo. lol. we've had our share of disagreements but it didnt lessen the fact that you were my homeboy. if i needed anything, you had me. we have laughs that will take us back a couple months and for that, you'll always be down with me. when i wanted to talk about ryan, you always told me how you felt--straight up. you being with my jules-a-la has caused me to see you more as a brother and treat you like such. you mean more than you think--true story. from playing spades to singing our asses off in the car, i cant ever and wont ever replace you. random words g's for life, right? "yeah ummm keep whoppin." lmfao. much love. G's. hoover humper. well...alright. spades games. running the red light. burning candy. pop pills. drinking. weed smoking story. berries and cream. super funny. whoppin stories. boiling water. keep it cute. or put it on mute. hey there lil buddy. bounty hunter--el. "gotdawg!" because of you song. funny smellin tobacco. story of my life. "aye--no homo but umm..." lol. cut cha! olive garden. oh shit sean. she's a hoe..fo sho. whoppin ass. "hiii jeremy."
Jamaal oh man. the one-the infamous. i cant seem to thank you enough. i accuse you for making me a woman. you showed me how to love, how to hate, how to give my whole heart and how to put it back together. there is no one on this planet can account for a particualr part of my happiness like you can. after 3 years of this and that, its apparent that i am down for you. that ride or die female that will love you regardless. and though we have totally moved on, in hopes of finding others to make us better, no one can take your place. either on the phone or face to face, all i have to be is myself--the corny ashley that can take you off your high horse and offer you some humble pie. i know when im down, i can call you and you'll tell me how to handle the situation. you know me better than any male and you tell me all about myself. if i need you, you're there for me..all the time...no questions asked. im so overhwelmed with joy that you have changed into the man i wanted to you be. you're one of the best experiences ive ever had. i can recall how wack you were back in the day and now you're this big time foolball player. im so proud. i remember days when we would talk on the phone for hours and talk the next day...for hours. wow. you were/are this person in my life that i refuse to let go. you were my first love and first heartbreak. and now...you're my first superstar and my first love turned friend. if you ever need me, know that ashley is there for you. i love you pat'na.
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Tianna first off you're my bff so basically no one (besides the fam and God) come before you. and..you ARE family so...no one besides God. basically. we use to hate each other in the beginning but..where would my life really be without you? as time passed, we both matured into amazing women and put the pettiness behind us. when i was at my lowest low, as long as i could get to my tianna, i knew things would be ok. i owe you my unborn babies kennedy jay, kiernan narie and kendric maurice. there is nothing in the world i wouldnt do for you because you have put yourself on the line for me. we may not agree on everything but we get over it. thats what bff's do--thats what families do. anything i ask for, if its possible, you do it. i come to you will all my problems and issues and there you are--either face to face or on the other line listening to every word i say. we've only been friends for a couple years but the bond we share would take a lifetime to break. id give you may last of anything; what more can i say? the quality of your friendship should be WORTH something--and look--i got it for free. lucky me. God really blessed me wth his grace when he made us friends that summer. *i want you, jules, and net in the room when i have my babies and i want you wearing that chocolate colored brown dress at my wedding and i want you to speak at my funeral if i go before you. thank you for everything. i love you with all my heart. "i like to move it move it." the best movie EVER! hahaha "dry ass shit!" lmfao. there is no friend in the world like you.
Jeannette yeah...umm about the memo. lmfao. you're everything. lol. you're my rock, my laughter, my shoulder--everything. only god knows just how much you mean to me. at my lonliest, you give me so much comfort. only you can i call just because im bored, in need of a good laugh. only you do i call when i just got done with a good cry--or during a good cry. lol. only you, at 2 a.m, will call me with a face drentched with tears and i wake out of a deep sleep. even when im knocked out, i wake up for your late-in-the-midnight-hour phone calls because i know you need me. we've know each other since the fetus days and there is nothing i dont know about you. the secrets we share are so random but something we can call our own. our 4 word conversations-"i dont know dude"--are what makes us so unique as friends. we can make a joke out of anything and i love you for that. you give the best advice because you too know what its like to be hurt and heartbroken. what more is there to say? when you hurt, i hurt and when you cry, i cry for you. *i want you, jules, and net in the room when i have my babies and i want you wearing that chocolate colored brown dress at my wedding and i want you to speak at my funeral if i go before you. you are my sister from another mister and when i need you, you're always there. i love you dude...no..dude..dude. i frickin love you dude. lol
Jules oh damn. monica and rachel, paris and nicole. point blank. you're still my sister for life even though we have had some fawked up times recently. we made plans and it back fired hard as hell on me but thats expected seeing as life is so unexpected. either way im down for you till the end. we've been friends since school age and there is nothing i wouldnt do for you. back in germany you was that down ass hoe for the illys. thats whats poppin. we..."live"...together and go to skoo together. that practically makes us forever friends, right? lol. well i know for damn sure, when you need me, im there. when you have your first baby, i'll be in the damn delivery room with your cooder out and all--waiting to welcome the baby illy in the world. im so happy that you have found this unconditional love with jay bird. damn we got some good times to look back on. from the days living in vilseck to now living in texas. we may have our faults but nothing can compare to the love you have shown me when i needed someone--anyone. you were so strong when i was so weak and i love you to death for that. i may not agree with everything you do but i will always support you. there are many times i wanted to throw our friendship away but...what kinda of "ta-rue" friendship is that? back then, my character was in question but now im more sure than ever that you're a friend i want to have in my life forever. *i want you, tianna, and net in the room when i have my babies and i want you wearing that chocolate colored brown dress at my wedding and i want you to speak at my funeral if i go before you. only with you can i play speed with and clown for weeeeeks about yo momma and you do the same. you're my spades partner when we tap ass on jay and ryan. "tot that thang up." lmfao. i love you--not because we're roomies but because we're monica and rachel. "salsa salsa." lol
Heroes:
Heroes: God.Momma.Papa.Bro
