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About Me

I spend all day blowing perfect smoke rings and watching stars fall from the sky. I disengage. Nothing (nothing nothing) in this mind is real baby. suck the smoke in. Gravelthroat men fill my soul with tarnished melodies and angry boys and pretty boys and boys that should have wings follow their steps and waltz a long slinky line into my ears. Deepandmeaningful conversations with myself. Nighttimes in my cave, everything within arms reach, books by thompson and kerouac and block, books on stars and numbers and runes.pipes cigarettes diary phones pens. Tripping on posters and chips and hiding under the blankets when it's cold. Chainsmoking and drinking coffee all afternoon. Philosophy. I sound like smoke and whiskey. Neurotic nailbiter. Sprankton, a noun. A disease you get from chewing too much. I play with matches and i watch the flame. How close i can get it to my fingers without fliching. i draw on myself constantly, random quotes and made up numbers, cliched tattoos (MOM) and scribbles lines circles, whatever. nights spent in, dancing and conversing with jim and ozzy and elton, tim and jeff and bob and tom and leonard and drinking beer and laughing. Always laughing. warm contentment. Mornings spent lying in bed wishing that time would stop, to capture this moment. Coffee after coffee after coffee. All the gems in the world couldn't tempt me out from the world in my head. playing match the dots with bb pellets the size of hearts. match the dots with my freckles and indulgent ink pens. I breathe and i bleed and i feel. I follow the moon and the flows of the tides, i am a child of the sea.

My Interests

Frabjousity: Caffiene, nicotine, herb, &homemade kahlua nightcaps.Soundtracks and scores and cellos (oooocha, barracuda), gravelly men and 'Factory' minions, homicidal romantics et al. Boxes in boxes in boxes. Kama, nag, superhit, dragons blood, frankensence, cooking aroma. more pillows and cushions and blankets than anyone could ever need. My cupboard under the stairs. My paintings, Cat's photos, hamishes designs. Sleeping well. Dreaming vividly. the kittens with thier middle age spread. Hell pizza, FAMILY SPECIAL B, tendercrisssp. Reading, debating, learning, knowledge. Listeners, newsweeks, tom robbins, haruki murikami, johnathon safran-foer, chuck bret and hunty, francesca, linda, anni. Diaries-clippings-photos-scrapbooks-memories-fragments-souve neers, antiques. hairspray, brian hurr and not having to comb. clothes that i don't buy myself, handmade clothing, finders keepers clothing. sexy time. frotting and cuddling. Life cycles, life styles, life times. earth shifts, energy work, massage. 9/11 truth, American politics and how horrible they are. Lying in bed with lappytop, watching the moon with a sleeping hamish next to me. foetal positions. holding hands, taller men, thinner women. wrists and hipbones, volume controls equalisers, bits and bobs.

I'd like to meet:

If you understand ignorance and still refuse to subject to it then i'd like to chat to you. that's my only criteria :)Oh, and if you work for Mental Health, i suggest you stay the fuck away from me. You'll regret it if you speak to me.

Music:

Ah, god. currently:Primus, Oysterhead, Les Claypools Frog Brigade, Rasputina, nick cave, tom waits, marianne faithful, fleetwood mac. leonard cohen, APC, dream theater, tool, beck, b-52s, jeff buckley, beatles, black sabbath, bauhaus,birthday party,kraftwerk, manowar, NIN, opeth,placebo, rammstein, prodigy, switchblade symphony,shihad, simple minds, the doors,boards of canada, cirque de soliel, the cure, the dandy warhols,,danny elfman, danzig, misfits,bowie, dir en grey, dresden dolls, flaming lips, faith no more, genesis, gorillaz, iggy pop, the shudder club, jack off jill,kill hannah, kittie,lemon jelly, loreena mckennitt,Lou reed, the white stripes, the strokes, marilyn manson,mars volta, ministry,mudvayne, nancy sinatra, nat king cole, murderdolls, mr bungle, Pantera, pink floyd, portishead, radiohead, shpongle, simon and garfunkel, skinny puppy, soilwork, smashing pumpkins, rob zombie, white zombie, system of a down, they might be giants, amelie soundtrack, loveliescrushing, x-japan, and awesome tv theme songs like knightrider and uh, full house or something.

Movies:

Coffee and cigarettes, lost in translation, fear and loathing, fight club, pee wee herman, bill and ted. House of flying daggers, Quentins movies, tank girl, monty python's life of brian (indeed, all monty python), Mirrormask, Amelie, delicatessen & city of lost children. Triplets of belleville! ferris bueller, pocahontas und ja. much more. I watch many a movie.

Television:

nip/tuck, insiders guide to happiness, the sopranos.

Books:

Anything by: Francesca Lia Block/Tom Robbins/Marianne Zimmer Bradley/Jonathan Safran-Foer/Chuck Palahnuick/Irvine Welsch/Kurt Vonnegut/Jeffrey Eugenides/Tom Robbins/A.A Milne/Roald Dahl/

Heroes:

We could be heroes, just for one day. Bill Murray, Angelica Houston, Hunter S Thompson, Cat,Allen Ginsberg, Sissy! Marianne & Tom.

My Blog

june.

I feel the winter coming on in my bones. The way my ankles feel like brittle sticks when i walk up the stairs in the morning. My cheekbones ache at night.I like the arthritic throb ...
Posted by amy on Tue, 30 May 2006 11:02:00 PST

sloth.

It is 10:41 am. It is too sunny, too warm. I squint and look out the doors and it is too bright. I smell like weed, sex, shampoo and nag champa.I am wearing dirty jeans and a bra that creaks when i br...
Posted by amy on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 02:56:00 PST

xtrabored

A - Available?: No. Fuck off. A - Age: 18 A - Annoyance: liking alcohol so much. B - Best Friends: my muskrat and my wenchette. B - Bar: the one that is currently in my cupb...
Posted by amy on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 01:26:00 PST

avalon.

this house is quiet and the light wins over the dark and the jaws release as i step through the door. clean and fresh. i had a major healing performed on me by an australian man called Dale. The buil...
Posted by amy on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:35:00 PST

houth

I unintentionally ended up doing what i wanted to do all along and have had my couple of weeks of filth here at home. This was due to leaving for the coromandel at 5 in the morning after i looked arou...
Posted by amy on Sun, 01 Jan 2006 02:03:00 PST

boring.

Everything moves toward it's end. We still have a lot to do here at home. Mum moves out in 11 sleeps and we start paying rent on thursday. i still have to organise A.Ps, phone, net, power, etc. But p...
Posted by amy on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 04:19:00 PST

queen

&sometimes the beauty in this world drives her to envy &tears. My mother is moving out in 18 days. So it will just be hamish and me here. We were going away for christmas but now we're not. I...
Posted by amy on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 07:26:00 PST

atomic.

I don't have anything to say to you all. I talk to myself instead, mebbee. Group is going well, during an exercise we were doing last week apparently i was almost levitating, stopped by people holding...
Posted by amy on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 05:15:00 PST

ouch.

I fractured my nose last night. Fucking hurts. that is all.
Posted by amy on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 07:41:00 PST

huh.

So last night i made the effort to get out of the house and tagged along with anna and adam to some persons house for this cocktail party. I got too drunk for my own good and ended up being sandwiched...
Posted by amy on Sat, 08 Oct 2005 12:00:00 PST