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Colin

dont forget to breath

About Me


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--- --- --- Ok. Lets see. I'm a 21 year old guy who really enjoys being alive. I have my bad days just like any one else, but really, I got it good. I write music with the guitar and piano(keyboard) and i use programs on my computer to influence it all. music is a big part of my life. it will be with me till the day i die.I am also big on movies. if i could live a different life it might be on the set of a movie. and in any position from director to mic grip. one of my good friends is going for gold in that department. i am behind him 110%. I resently got a job with a company called Cianbro. They're a heavy weight construction company on the eastern coast. I'm hoping ill move up in the food chain there. I want to be involved with the various trades that go along with construction because I like the idea of using my body and mind every day to do somthing productive. so far the job is going great. I am a healthy young guy in general. I'm not fit but i am in good shape. and getting better. i got great blood pressure.haha. i guess i should mention that i just moved to maine from michigan. it was an important move. i needed to get my life going. i was working at a subway sandwich shop full time, and i wasn't treating my body with respect. i was smoking and drinking way too much. since i moved i have quite smoking compleatly with only one night of cheating and it was for a good reason. but for the most part it has been easy in this envoriment because in the great state of maine it is illegal to smoke in a public building. i still drink, but not nearly as much and not for the same reasons. i miss home allot. how simple life was. but the path i have decided to take will lead me to a better life. my friends and family were hard to leave but i really had to go. since i have been in maine i have became part of a new family, made some good friends, got a good job, and got in fair shape. i cant express(to who ever is reading this) just how hard this path has been. also I know now that even tho i am really out of breath i must still climb up this hill. this is just the beggining. not to say i that i cant relax and party. ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------

My Interests

music (listening, writing, and playing) film ( i love film) and artistic stuff like painting drawing and the like.If you have never seen rejected and you got 9 and 1/2 mins your in for a treat
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I'd like to meet:

Sonny Chiba ..

Music:

nick drake, against me!, death cab for cutie, interpol, pixies, flogging molly, mindless self indulgence, portishead, creedence clearwater revival, t.rex, system of a down, coldplay, rise against, cream, the distillers, the beatles, gym class heros, sleater-kinney, sigur ros, boards of canada, postal service, radio head, paul simon, kenna, ima robot, daft punk, counting crows, benny benassi, aphex twin, bjork, arctic monkeys, cat stevens, the willowz, the strokes, the offspring, violet skin, the white stripes, queens of the stone age, rage against the machine, peaches, electrocute
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Movies:

in no particular order i love all the coen bros. the big lebowski is definatly in my top five.and i can practicaly resite that whole movie. i will watch a Harrison Ford movie.im big on Idiana Jones. that and the professional is also in my top five. i really love natalie portman so garden state is good. Amelie is a masterpeice. i love run lola run. i got the sound track a wile back. its really good. i love Pulp Fiction Reservoir Dogs Usual Suspects Rasing Arizona The Die Hards Blade Runner Good Fellas All Jack Nicholson Memento(thatc one is great!) the forien films are harder to recognise i have see my share but i can never remember the names. a very long engagement was good that was with the woman from amelie, audrie tatuooie or somthin like that. brazil. i really liked that one. i wanted to see blue velvet but havent taken the chance yet. high fidelity. say anything. oh one of my more resent favs is korean film by the name of old boy. it is a great revenge drama. the directer of old boy did two more movies in the revenge catigory. sympathy for mr vengance (very good)and lady vengance(i havent seen this one yet). i really recomend oldboy tho. it is a hard movie to watch and definatly disturbing but it is brilliant and beautiful. um i like edward norton. um american history x fight club. i just saw brick. i really liked that. monty python is great. love mel brooks. i had spaceballs running on myspace for a wile. wes anderson is really good. i love rushmore, royal tenembaums and all his work. i have three of his movie soundtracks. kiss kiss bang bang was so good. very funny. i love the princess bride. requiem for a dream nightmare before xmas the matrix. lost in traslation(im big on bill murry)sin city. i really liked the forty year old virgin. good will hunting. what dreams may come i really like robin williams tho his recent work is less than exciting. terminator 1 and 2. and at least 100 more. i laugh and cry easily when i watch movies. after i see a really good movie im not the same person for a wile.

Television:

havent watched tv latley. umm I like comedy central, adult swim(love athf,family guy, cowboy bebop, and VBros), and discovery.

Books:

I read enders game once... my dads an accoplished author but... i dunno...i just dont read much at all. i love comics like calvin and hobbes and far side. oh and i do listen to books on tape when i drive sometimes. my dad has cool books from whati hear. i really liked one of his books called the Gift. im planing on reading all his books eventually

Heroes:

anyone who complements me, tells me im talented, and anyone who starts a conversation with me. those people are really good... ok and spiderman
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My Blog

hair cut

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i got a hair cut. its too short and i look like i am 12. but its just hair and it will grow back. im starting at Canbro tommorrow at 7 am sharp. im going for a two day inc...
Posted by Colin on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 09:59:00 PST

tonight i will attempt to escape the bondage of my uncontiouse mind

recently i have had two lucid dreams. infact they were two nights in a row. i was using stumble apon on fire fox today and i stumbled onto a site(dreamviews.com). this sparked my intrest even more. al...
Posted by Colin on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 03:07:00 PST

great hike

i went on a great hike yesterday with liz and her good friend alice. this medium sized mountain with a beautiful view. we hit the summit which was amazing then headed down the otherside of the mountai...
Posted by Colin on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:25:00 PST

finnally

so cianbro finnally got back to me and i got the job. im so glad. i was really scraping the bottom of the barrel. i just need to go in tommorow for a drug test. i should be fine. iv been clean for a l...
Posted by Colin on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:32:00 PST

and im drinking again

ok so im drunk as i write this. really drunk. and im drinking more. this is not a cry for help. this is just my life right now. i am not an alchololic. and any one who is conserned should not worrie.i...
Posted by Colin on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 10:53:00 PST

rockin the world one mic at a time

so ross set up this small gig for Andy and I at strange maine. we play in mid october. it will be our big debue. i wrote a song that him and i are working on. its coming along but it still needs work....
Posted by Colin on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:53:00 PST

S.o.a.P.

Oh man snakes on a plane. Ok this fuckin move made me laff the entire time. It is hilarious. Anything you think is going to happen in this movie will. Oh and ofcorse Samuel J. is flippin awsome. Just...
Posted by Colin on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 08:53:00 PST

So it goes

I'v been down latley. Im still waiting to get this job. so iv been doing work for random folks i know. I miss my mom's attention and her affection. I miss being able to just talk and never worrie abou...
Posted by Colin on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:20:00 PST

i know how to boogie

me and dan went boogie boarding yesterday. It was raining and (for about an hr or so) the waves were perfect. oh man, and the water. It was perfect. I'v never felt water so warm in Maine. I couldn't w...
Posted by Colin on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:05:00 PST