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britttany.

i stay out of reach and i want to sleep and i love you.

About Me

okayyy. so.
i'm a loser.
i'm just trying to make it.
i never had a chance.
i've got two eyes that i always shade.
i just want fear to dissolve.
i want to feel.
i want to love.
i want to be loved.
i wish someone would care.
i wish someone would understand.
i want to get away.
far away.
yeahhh. i need to hide.
i love robby. he is amazing in every way.
i don't take drugs. i AM drugs.
fear puppets try to tackle me and label me insane. i'm not insane. i'm just me. so deal with it.
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My Interests

-hangin out with robbyyyy.-
he makes me smile. :D
i loooooooove him. more than anything.
and everything.

i definitely love music- it's my passion. it keeps me sane.
i love me some joseph arthur concerts ;)
also drawing weird stuff,
looking at paintings,
writing/reading poems..
lying, crying, almost dying...
playing the guitar,
dyeing my hair,
goodwill, babyy..
ddr. its addicting.
annnnd i like to shop at weird/cool places and just try to be in some way unique and different from everyone else.
yessss. that's me.

I'd like to meet:

-Even tho i've already met him several times plusss sang onstage with him, I'd still love to meet Joseph Arthur again and againnnnnn..
uh huh. he is love.

-i wanna meet someone cool too.. that likes me for me and my weird mind. yeahhh.. that's right. make me feel.

Music:

Joseph Arthur is no doubt my favorite artist. I love ALL his albums...
If it's not Joseph, I like thisss-
-The Lonely Astronauts
-Bloc Party
-Iron & Wine
-Death Cab
-Annie Stela
-Rock Kills Kid
-Man Man
-Modest Mouse
-Bright Eyes
-Dashboard Confessional
-The Futureheads
-Caesars
-Stars
-Bell X1
-The Reindeer Section
-Imogen Heap
-Damien Jurado
-The Perishers
-Interpol
-It Dies Today
-Lukas Rossi
-Senses Fail
-As I Lay Dying.. thanks to rizzle. :D
-Hot Hot Heat
-Alexi Murdoch
-Doves
plus like tons more.. lol

Movies:

RENT (aw.. it makes my heart hurt), Shallow Hal, Uncle Buck (John Candy=adorable), Breakfast Club, Matilda (I wanna get locked up in the chokey).. yeahh. I like alot tho.

Television:

umm i don't really watch much tv. i'll usually go for anything that's slightly interesting.

Books:

who knows.

Heroes:

you.. if you're amazing. and if you can make me feel. and if you can make me smile. and if you can fix it all. and if you care.
yeah.
maybe you.

My Blog

captivity.

yeah.that's how i live.in captivity.raised in a cage.i have no freedom.i'm not allowed to make my own decisions.they hold me back.they make me conform.they force me to be something that i hate.they ti...
Posted by britttany. on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:22:00 PST

euphoria.

yesss.oh yes.april 24th, baby.i'm goin to see joseph again.i so can NOT wait.and then possibly i get to see him again in may.i will so die of happiness.how amazing is that.maybe an encore onstage...
Posted by britttany. on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 05:15:00 PST

hey you.

hey you.i need you.beat me.bust me.you can even shoot me.i won't even fucking care.what is wrong with me.i'm so scared.i'm so mad.i'm so lonely.i hate this world.it's all wrong.so just take the pain a...
Posted by britttany. on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 05:39:00 PST

you are me.

i don't know.i'll never know.i don't understand.i can't explain.you don't know me.i don't know you.i'm you and you're me.reinventedmanipulatedinsanityconfusionmeyoutogethertwiste d in the tide of bodie...
Posted by britttany. on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:30:00 PST

that's the way it is.

i really feel like cryingbut my eyes are too stubborni kinda feel like dyingbut my heart won't studdersomeone needs to eat my sadnessgo aheadhave dinnerfeast on my miseryi can't cover my eye...
Posted by britttany. on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:55:00 PST

one day we'll all be the same.

i need another way to livei want to be differentsomehow to be free from youthe end is the solutionlet's scream together in the nighta blur of colors will guide the waya neverending path to f...
Posted by britttany. on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 10:43:00 PST

let's dissolve

You realize the damageand you release yourself into the atmospheresaluting your pastburying your painA fake smile and a false eyedrive you into the darknessgiving you a reason to breathe once moreYou ...
Posted by britttany. on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 06:04:00 PST

i told the darkness

so i sit at home aloneand i wonder.. is this how the rest of my life will be?i'm basically a ghosti don't want to die alonebut it feels like it's going to happeni'm tired of crying and i'm just confus...
Posted by britttany. on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 04:59:00 PST

take it away

my brain's busted.. i can't think anymore.. god, what's happening to me? I feel so alone.. i have no one.. and i just want to dissipate into oblivion.. i want to go to sleep and never wake up.. i'm re...
Posted by britttany. on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:24:00 PST

hunt me down

Why is it that no one can appreciate uniqueness? why does everyone want to be the same? why can't there be diversity? why do people find euphoria in tormenting others? why is there p...
Posted by britttany. on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 04:55:00 PST