loser

I feel so depressed...as if I'm having melancholia..Love is so great..I fear love..It stings..I don't have appetite for life anymore now...Not that i wanna end my life..It's just that life is so dull and im goin thru a soul-destroying period now..I have no freaking idea why im still here though..There's no kick in life now..I hate the way life is unfolding at the present..its like im wasting away consuming the ozone as time kills the day..Someone please slap me in the face to wake my life up!...I can't mourn each day away for long...Life hates me? Say it ain't so...Growing up is so painstaking...its a disease you cant cure..I wish i have a spark plug now;spark my life into a bonfire...I need light..my road's dim..i cant see my life..Clusters of clouds hang above me..Am i expecting a downpour?I miss the warmth of the summer...Is it ironic if i say im evaporating away now?Give me an answer somebody...show me the key to the door where i'd enter another dimension in the next chapter..If i could only view the content page,forsee the road that's blinding me...I really feel like a newborn today...struggling to grasp for air; venture into the world of the unknown..Till i regain my sight,will i find my feet?NO.I will have to crawl through the tunnel full of uncertainties..Life's full of surprises and poop..Poop can be flushed.Surprises can be contained..Will i be able to do them all?The answer lies somewhere out there...Bring me the KEYMASTER!!!!!xXBURNmyHEARTXx*xrAnx /3