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I was born on the promising date of 25th of September in the north of Sweden. You better remember that. It was a Tuesday afternoon and clearly my parents had no idea what kind of girl they had put into the world. Messing around with my older brother and spending a lot of time around the house, I soon learnt to be my own company. I early developed an enhanced vocabulary, and was also introduced into the English language at an early age. And while the other girls were enjoying the sweet nineties with Spice Girls and all that came with it, I was playing on my brother’s consoles, with the Super Nintendo Entertainment System being my favourite. At 11 years old I was getting into metal and hard rock, and have been a fan of Alice Cooper since then. I could count my friends on my hands, but they meant a lot to me. Internet was primitive in comparison and due to the role playing phenomena I met a group of people on a messaging board, whom a couple of them I still have a good contact with. It was around the age of 12 I started travelling down south to hang out with my friends. At 14 years old I was humbly introduced into the Japanese music scene, which came to involve everything from Johnny’s to the grungiest angura kei. During this time I learnt from my mistakes in putting too much trust and affection into the people I love, as much as trust is important you shouldn’t blind yourself in belief. I was emotionally ripped apart by several let downs by my closest friends, as I learnt more than ever how to stand on my own two feet.

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As for now I am rich in experiences and thoughts. During the last 2 years of my life, my medical history has developed rapidly after having sickened with diabetes type 1 and just recently gluten intolerance. My musical taste has widened to something which is impossible to categorize, however there’s a lot of Alice Cooper, Bob Dylan, The Kooks, The Cure, Morrissey and Danzig taking place in my playlists as of now. 2009 I will finally move to my own place, and start educating myself to become a social worker and massage therapist. I feel at ease as I realize I’m understanding the world much better than I did when I was 13 and trying to take over the world (more or less). There are some people I will never be able to forgive, some actions I will never be able to forget, but nonetheless I own the strength to move on and form my own luck. I complain, I whine and I’m selfish – such is the human race, but at least I am trying to become a person who’d appeal to me if I’d be able to meet myself. As usual, I delve too deeply into thoughts, that I sometimes forget what I was on about. But don’t let this frighten you – I have perfectly fine interests, even though I can’t help to think but a little bit further when watching movies or enjoying myself. iAMSAMmet

I’m not the most outgoing person in the world, but I do share my several hobbies with people who make me feel loved. I find pleasure in trivial things such as literature, movies and music, as well as in experiences. I love a good concert, or just a random trip to a bigger city just to see something different. Optimism is one of my best virtues. Dedication is another. I try to be dedicated about everything and nothing, as I am an ambitious soul and I see that I have a lot to win emotionally when I show full dedication. For years, I’ve been working with developing my self esteem, which has been running in the bottom since I was in the 5th grade. A lot of the work I’ve done wouldn’t have been possible without my wonderful parents, brother and friends. I tend to romanticize my everyday life, since I am a carpe diem like person. I believe in true love as well as I believe in soul mates. At the moment I am agnostic but hope to be inspired into belief – I do not doubt for one second that there is a God or something superior to us, and maybe it’s not meant for me to find out what it is anyways. But I do believe in something. Some people tend to call me poetic, and that might just be true. I love writing amateur poetry, as well as I love reading it. I am too much of a gamer girl, right now spending a lot of time with my Nintendo Wii and Tibia. My taste in music is varied, sometimes I get caught by the lyrics, and other times I am caught by the wonderful rhythm. At least I don’t categorize myself; I have long ago expanded into a big variety of genres in both music and films. I am a fan of heroes such as Iron Man and Batman, but also enjoy more psychologically tempting movies like The Mothman Prophecies or The Machinist. The people I care most about in this world are my family, inevitably. I would never let down my true friends, either. I’ve experienced too much two-faced people, backstabbers and manipulative individuals, that I mistrust a lot of people. I am working on that too – I want to be open minded and meet a whole lot of lovely human beings, such as yourselves.