I love watching Court TV. I am obsessed with trying to figure out crazy people. I love getting my pic taken. I am a big adreneline (howerver you spell that) junkie. Basically I love to be wild and crazy and enjoy wild and crazy things as well.I love meeting new people.I enjoy people who are funny, free spirits, well spoken, positive attitude, life of the party, intelligent, trust worthy, and know how to make me smile when I am down.I do not like CHEATERS, liars,cheaters who cheat then lie about it,back stabbers, people who only want to be friends with me for thier own gain, people who smell like dirty hippies, birds(I hate beaks), and older men who want to date me just b/c I make them look good!I really love being friends with beautiful nice people. Nothing is better than a beautiful person that has a beautiful personality. There is nothing worse than an ugly person with a bad personality who thinks they are the shiznit!I really really love animals!I love watching them,holding them, and cuddling with them.I don't really care about materials, its nice to have nice things, but I always lose them:( My most valued piece of jewelery I own is a 25 cent plastic ring my little brother gave me out of a bubble gum machine when he was 5 years old.Pretty much I am a take it or leave it kinda gal. Trick me once shame on you, trick me twice shame on me.Everybody gets 100% trust in the begining, it is up to them to keep it there;)
I'd like to meet:
Real,honest, hard working people. I really look up to people who were not born with a silver spoon in their mouth but have somehow managed to beat the odds instead of throwing their hands up in the air and feeling sorry for themselves!!! I believe each and every person on this earth has something to offer the world. All you have to do is pull your head out of your ass to figure out what it is. Not one person on this earth is owed anything because of misfortune!!!
Music:
I'm a rock n roll kind of chick just cause it's in my blood and I grew up on it. I feel that I wouldn't want to be alive if I didnt have anything to rock out to during my many moods or restless nights.I love 80s such as Van Halen, Kiss, old Aerosmith, classic rock like the Scorpians, Tom Petty, bands like Radiohead, Muse,Postal Service. I love love love the Cure, and the list goes on and on! I love to dance so I definitly have an appreciation for hip-hop! I like some country but most of the time it makes me want to slit my wrists..hahah!Dedicated to my little brother CodyIm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it wont leave me aloneThese wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase[chorus:]
When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream Id fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of meYou used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now Im bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in meThese wounds wont seem to heal
This pain is just too real
Theres just too much that time cannot erase[chorus]Ive tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone
But though youre still with me
Ive been alone all along
Movies:
I love to laugh so I really appreciate a great comedy from time to time. I am also into heavy pyschological thrillers. I am a huge "mind" person and I enjoy watching movies that challenge me and make me think.My fave movie that I just saw is Factory Girl...for many reasons....thanks Heinz;)
Television:
Cold Case Files, or anything that has to do with murders. (Please don't be alarmed. Also, my new fave show called Californiacation!!! I have a new crush..hehehe
Books:
I love love love books!!!! I am reading two books right now. The first one is very dark and deep called "Night Falls Fast" I actually read it so much that I twisted my ankle walking and reading at the same time in the city....haha! the other book is called, "Why Men Love Bitches"...it is so funny and I like to read it before I go to sleep every night:)Thanks Hyo Jin..xoxo
Heroes:
My mom and 4 brothers! RIP Cody....you were and still are the coolest little brother of all time!!!! I wish you were here so bad. I will miss and love you forever!!! You will live on forever through my heart and memory.