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Hi guys!
I'm Ryan, 16 and I am doing my GCSE's atm.
I like dicks k?
MY life revolves around...
JUDITHHH!!!!
p.s. if you can dance in any way, i am yours. :)
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To All of the people who have been hurt by what i wrote.
I'm sorry.I know i may have not been there for you over the duration of these months in year 11. But i promise you, that you mean something to me. I have spent my whole life in and out of groups that have bitched and backstabbed, and you taking me in, taking me under your wing. It has felt like my own piece of heaven, and you've made it for me. I'm sorry for everything i have said and done. My own insecurity has led me to believe that you don't give two shits about me or what i stand for, by what i said. However, i was corrected. You may not be able to look at me, you'll maybe despise my presence, and will never be able to trust me, but please, we've had such good memories and i'd hate to have you out of my life. I know i sound like a hypocrite as i was saying how i didn't want you in my life at all last week. but the truth is i need you... you've changed me in a way that no other friend can. it's called being best friends, we were best friends, and i know it's going to take a lot of fighting for me to get you back into my life after all the shit i've caused and what i've put you through, but in all honesty, seeing what i've done has made me realise what kind of person i'd be without you guys.. i can't even explain what a Cunt i feel, and i know you think i am too. It's like the saying "You don't know what you've got, till it's gone" I know it's going to take weeks, months maybe years to rectify what i've said. But please.. i need you. You're like the source of my smile. You make me happy because you know me. And with happiness comes great times.
It may sound like i'm sucking up, but I truly am sorry. I really am.
